A/N: Hey, well... nothing new to say... so on with the story!
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any song/ quote that I might use. They belong to their respectable/ honorable creators/ owners. But I do own the plot and all the OC characters!
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All Natural Angels: Sorrowful
Chapter Twelve
"Man, that map is so useful." Jasmine commented about the Marauder's Map as the three girls entered their dorm room in the Gryffindor Tower. "If it weren't for that good old map then Snape would have caught us, actually, Leila would be safe..."
It was one in the morning and they just got back from a little prank the pulled off on the seventh year Slytherins, snotty brats they are. And they wouldn't be able to pull it off if it weren't for Leila, who let them in, and the oh so wonderful Marauder's Map, courtesies of Leila and Sirius Black.
Jasmine looked around to find out that both Marisa and Tess left her alone in the common room. "Damn it!" she cursed as she realized that she was talking to herself and went up the stairs to her dorm.
When Jasmine opened the door to her room, she saw he two of her three best friends already deep asleep on their beds. She smiled and walked over to her bed, lay down on her back, closed her eyes and fell into a dreamless, peaceful sleep.
But, that wasn't the case for everyone, here at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
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In a Dream
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"I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die." She whispered quietly to herself. She cuddled her legs close to her chest as she sat somewhere in the middle of a dark, cold room.
"I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die..." the light suddenly flickered on. She was no longer in the cold dark room, but in a white room. A pure, white, four walled room and she sat in the middle of it.
The lights flickered off then on again. Now pictures were pinned on all the walls. All were filled with images of her and, or, her older brother. But her face was blurred. "I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die."
'If you die, you will be closer to him.' Her head snap up when she heard a small child like voice. The dirty old teddy bear continued to talk to her. 'Don't you want to be with him? In Heaven? In Hell? Don't you want to join him?' it questioned her.
"I don't want to die..."
'Why be afraid of it?' The stuff bear slowly turned into a little girl. The little girl stared at her with her hungry eyes, and worn face. 'Death is just a key that will end you pain. End our suffering. End you guilt. Don't you want that?'
"No. Don't let me die... I don't want to die... "She continued to hug herself ignoring the little girl that stood in front of her.
The little girl smiled. 'I know, I know why you don't want to die. You are afraid of being alone.'
She lifted her head again when she heard this. Her eyes widen, her moth opened. "I...I..."
The little girl smiled, realizing that she hit it. 'That is your fear. Being alone. Fearing that you will be by yourself. You fear that everyone will turn their back on you, like you family for instant? Am I correct? Is that you fear?'
"No... no... That is not... no..." She looked away.
'You cant lie to me. I live in your heart; I live in your mind. I know what you think, dream... everything...'
"Get out." She whispered. The little girl stared at her.
'What did you say to me?' she asked.
"Get out. Get out. Get out..." she whispered.
The little girl gave her a twisted smile. 'No.' she replied. Then her hand thrust forward and landed in her head. She smiled as Leila's eyes went dark and dull. 'I will control you. If you don't want to die, then I will make your life a living Hell.'
Images filled the room's walls, all showing at once. Happy, sad, bloody, and peaceful, all in her mind. As they flashed on the walls, Leila felt as if her mind was going to explode. She clutched her head with both of her hands.
"Stop it. God damn it. Stop. Stop." But the girl didn't let go of her grip. "Get out of my mind! Stop invading my mind! GET AWAY FROM ME!"
Then a smack ringed through out the room, the images paused and the little girl stared at Leila. Leila smacked the girl's hand away from her. 'How dare you...' the little girl hissed at Leila. 'You cant hide. You can never get away from me...' she turned away and faded, just as the images faded too. 'I may fade, but the past never can...'
Leila stood up and turned around. Her eyes widen and her mouth let out a silent scream.
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Out of Leila's dream
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"AHHH!" Leila shot up from her bed. She took in deep, ragged breaths. Monica rushed to her side.
"Leila? Are you okay? Leila?" Monica whispered, for Deborah wasn't woken by the scream. Leila nodded. "You forgot to take the potion?" Leila nodded at Monica's question.
Monica stood up and opened Leila's trunk and took out two potions. "Drink them, you have at least four more hours to sleep." She poured the two potions in to two small cups and handed them to a very shaken Leila. "Drink and sleep." She ordered her. Just as Leila finished drinking both of the liquids she fell into a dreamless sleep
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"Packing now, huh?" Jasmine nodded to answer Tess's question.
"Yeah, we are leaving for winter break tomorrow afternoon. So why not pack now?" Marisa said as Jasmine nodded in agreement.
"Well, lucky me! I don't have to pack!" Tess said happily. Marisa just smiled at the comment. "So I guess it is just me and Leila."
Jasmine and Marisa stopped pack. Jasmine gave Marisa a worried look. "Leila is not staying at Hogwarts for the break." Marisa said slowly.
"Oh. Cool, so she is heading to Professor Black's place, am I correct?" She looked okay, but her voice sounded disappointed. But Marisa still seemed worried.
"Are you fine? Staying in the old, old, old, creepy, cold, old castle all by yourself?" She asked. Tess nodded. "Fine..."
Tess got up. "Go finish your packing guys. I'm going to get me some tea."
And Tess left the room.
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"Have you seen my baby blue shirt?" Deborah asked as the three girls rushed to finish packing.
Monica folded some pants magically. "Which one? You have two."
"The button up one! Screw it! Accio blue shirts!" Deborah flicked her wand and two shirts came to her. "Ah ha! Here it is!" and she folded the shirts and placed them in her trunk.
Leila closed the last of her four trunks. "Man I am tried."
"You should be. You've got more clothing then me and Debbie!" Monica exclaimed as she locked her last trunk too (she has only two). Leila smiled as Deborah chuckled and closed her last trunk too (she has three).
Deborah walked over to her bed but felt something at her feet. She bent over and picked it up. "Wow, what a beautiful necklace... is this yours? Monica? Leila?"
Leila touched her neck to try to feel the necklace. It wasn't there. "It's mine!" she exclaimed and Deborah handed it to Leila.
"I never knew you had this!" Monica said as she looked at it. "Simple, nice and cute."
Leila put the necklace around her neck. "My grandmother gave it to me a week before her death."
"Oh." Both girls said. Leila smiled. "Is everything packed for this nice three week break?" Leila asked and they nodded.
"Yup! Already to go to France!" Deborah said, she couldn't wait to see her grandmother.
"Staying at Prof. Black's, huh?" Monica asked Leila as she lay on her stomach on her bed. Leila nodded. She was so eager to spend the holidays at the Black household.
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"You're coming." Leila stated confidently to Tess that morning.
"What?" Tess said surprised.
Leila rolled her eyes and repeated again. "You are coming with me to spend the break at oh so lovely Black home. I already asked Sirius, he said he is fine with it! I already packed your crap, I mean stuff."
Tess eyed her and then turned to Marisa and Jasmine. "You two helped her plan this, right?"
They nodded. "If we didn't you will have to spend Christmas alone here in at school!" Jasmine said very fast.
"Fine." Tess said after thinking. "Not like I have a choice..."
"YAY!" the three girls cheered at Tess's decision.
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"This is my room, you will stay right there, next to my room." Leila was giving a tour of the Black Manor. Joan and Jamison were out shopping and Sirius had to stay at the school for the night, then he will join them.
"Nice colors..." Tess commented on the room. Leila's room had five walls. Two were painted this light blue color (window and the other had a desk), one was rose pink (entrance/ exit door), the third wall was jade green (bed) and the last wall was lavender (bathroom door and a walk-in closet door). It looked girly and all but you would see some items (like crosses near the bed, or creepy/gory pictures on the walls) that would give you the impression that a 'Goth' lived in this room.
"Thanks, designed it myself!" Leila said with a smile and showed Tess the room she would be staying in. it was a nice four-wall room, mostly red and some dark purple here and there. "Like your room? If you don't then there are fifteen other rooms you can chose..."
Tess's eyes widen in delight. "No! I love this room already! Thanks a bunch!" Leila smiled. "Oh and thanks for inviting me."
"No problem." Leila said. "Well, you go and unpack, we have no House Elves here I heard from Sirius that there used to be one but he died... poor thing... oh well, so we do our own stuff! Need help?" Even though Leila was brought up with House Elves and some servants to wait on her hand and foot, she never really depended on them to do all her things for her (unlike her sisters and mother).
Tess just waved her off. "Nah, I can unpack, you do something..."
"I'll order us some take out!" Leila said happily. Joan and Jamison won't be back until tomorrow morning, their going shopping and then heading to Hogsmeade and then to Hogwarts were they will spend the night and then come back with Sirius the following morning.
Tess nodded and open up her trunk. "Sounds good."
Leila was already downstairs in the kitchen calling up about five, or more, muggle delivery places.
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"All the food is here!" Leila called Tess from the staircase of this grand house. Tess came running down and almost ran into Leila. "Food is in the family room, or if you want to get fancy, the parlor. We're gonna watch movies through Sirius's muggle DVD player." Ever since Leila moved in she became acquainted with all these muggle devices because Joan is a muggle born witch.
When they entered the room, the food was spread out on the coffee table. Chinese fast food (soft chow mein, beef and broccoli, orange chicken, BBQ pork, and the house special sizzling rice) one medium size pizza (half has everything and the other is Hawaiian), chili cheese curly fries, onion rings, and two big sizes of drinks (Sprite for Tess and half ice tea and half lemonade for Leila).
"Damn..." Tess said as she saw the food. "Okay... so what movies? Please, no Titanic..."
"Okay to start off the mission: girl's winter break movie night, we will watch a romance/ drama film, A Walk to Remember, then a action packed film, Bad Boys with Will Smith. After that we'll see a Disney film, Pirates of the Caribbean!"
"Yeah! Johnny Depp, tasty..." Tess commented.
The tanned girl continued. "And then after Pirates we'll watch some drama in 8 Mile, then we go on the our, ... dun, dun, dun, ... scary film... The Ring! And then, so we wont go to bed all scared, Shriek or Austin Powers: Goldefinger!" Leila said happily.
Tess smiled in agreement. "Nice line up, I guess that we will have to sleep late tonight, screw it! I wanna watch mah movies! ... So how will we finish this food?"
They sat on the couch with plates first filled with the Chinese food. "I guess that we will have a nice breakfast tomorrow..." and then the movie started.
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A/N: yay, well... God that made me hungry... REVIEW!
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any song/ quote that I might use. They belong to their respectable/ honorable creators/ owners. But I do own the plot and all the OC characters!
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All Natural Angels: Sorrowful
Chapter Twelve
"Man, that map is so useful." Jasmine commented about the Marauder's Map as the three girls entered their dorm room in the Gryffindor Tower. "If it weren't for that good old map then Snape would have caught us, actually, Leila would be safe..."
It was one in the morning and they just got back from a little prank the pulled off on the seventh year Slytherins, snotty brats they are. And they wouldn't be able to pull it off if it weren't for Leila, who let them in, and the oh so wonderful Marauder's Map, courtesies of Leila and Sirius Black.
Jasmine looked around to find out that both Marisa and Tess left her alone in the common room. "Damn it!" she cursed as she realized that she was talking to herself and went up the stairs to her dorm.
When Jasmine opened the door to her room, she saw he two of her three best friends already deep asleep on their beds. She smiled and walked over to her bed, lay down on her back, closed her eyes and fell into a dreamless, peaceful sleep.
But, that wasn't the case for everyone, here at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
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In a Dream
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"I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die." She whispered quietly to herself. She cuddled her legs close to her chest as she sat somewhere in the middle of a dark, cold room.
"I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die..." the light suddenly flickered on. She was no longer in the cold dark room, but in a white room. A pure, white, four walled room and she sat in the middle of it.
The lights flickered off then on again. Now pictures were pinned on all the walls. All were filled with images of her and, or, her older brother. But her face was blurred. "I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die."
'If you die, you will be closer to him.' Her head snap up when she heard a small child like voice. The dirty old teddy bear continued to talk to her. 'Don't you want to be with him? In Heaven? In Hell? Don't you want to join him?' it questioned her.
"I don't want to die..."
'Why be afraid of it?' The stuff bear slowly turned into a little girl. The little girl stared at her with her hungry eyes, and worn face. 'Death is just a key that will end you pain. End our suffering. End you guilt. Don't you want that?'
"No. Don't let me die... I don't want to die... "She continued to hug herself ignoring the little girl that stood in front of her.
The little girl smiled. 'I know, I know why you don't want to die. You are afraid of being alone.'
She lifted her head again when she heard this. Her eyes widen, her moth opened. "I...I..."
The little girl smiled, realizing that she hit it. 'That is your fear. Being alone. Fearing that you will be by yourself. You fear that everyone will turn their back on you, like you family for instant? Am I correct? Is that you fear?'
"No... no... That is not... no..." She looked away.
'You cant lie to me. I live in your heart; I live in your mind. I know what you think, dream... everything...'
"Get out." She whispered. The little girl stared at her.
'What did you say to me?' she asked.
"Get out. Get out. Get out..." she whispered.
The little girl gave her a twisted smile. 'No.' she replied. Then her hand thrust forward and landed in her head. She smiled as Leila's eyes went dark and dull. 'I will control you. If you don't want to die, then I will make your life a living Hell.'
Images filled the room's walls, all showing at once. Happy, sad, bloody, and peaceful, all in her mind. As they flashed on the walls, Leila felt as if her mind was going to explode. She clutched her head with both of her hands.
"Stop it. God damn it. Stop. Stop." But the girl didn't let go of her grip. "Get out of my mind! Stop invading my mind! GET AWAY FROM ME!"
Then a smack ringed through out the room, the images paused and the little girl stared at Leila. Leila smacked the girl's hand away from her. 'How dare you...' the little girl hissed at Leila. 'You cant hide. You can never get away from me...' she turned away and faded, just as the images faded too. 'I may fade, but the past never can...'
Leila stood up and turned around. Her eyes widen and her mouth let out a silent scream.
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Out of Leila's dream
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"AHHH!" Leila shot up from her bed. She took in deep, ragged breaths. Monica rushed to her side.
"Leila? Are you okay? Leila?" Monica whispered, for Deborah wasn't woken by the scream. Leila nodded. "You forgot to take the potion?" Leila nodded at Monica's question.
Monica stood up and opened Leila's trunk and took out two potions. "Drink them, you have at least four more hours to sleep." She poured the two potions in to two small cups and handed them to a very shaken Leila. "Drink and sleep." She ordered her. Just as Leila finished drinking both of the liquids she fell into a dreamless sleep
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"Packing now, huh?" Jasmine nodded to answer Tess's question.
"Yeah, we are leaving for winter break tomorrow afternoon. So why not pack now?" Marisa said as Jasmine nodded in agreement.
"Well, lucky me! I don't have to pack!" Tess said happily. Marisa just smiled at the comment. "So I guess it is just me and Leila."
Jasmine and Marisa stopped pack. Jasmine gave Marisa a worried look. "Leila is not staying at Hogwarts for the break." Marisa said slowly.
"Oh. Cool, so she is heading to Professor Black's place, am I correct?" She looked okay, but her voice sounded disappointed. But Marisa still seemed worried.
"Are you fine? Staying in the old, old, old, creepy, cold, old castle all by yourself?" She asked. Tess nodded. "Fine..."
Tess got up. "Go finish your packing guys. I'm going to get me some tea."
And Tess left the room.
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"Have you seen my baby blue shirt?" Deborah asked as the three girls rushed to finish packing.
Monica folded some pants magically. "Which one? You have two."
"The button up one! Screw it! Accio blue shirts!" Deborah flicked her wand and two shirts came to her. "Ah ha! Here it is!" and she folded the shirts and placed them in her trunk.
Leila closed the last of her four trunks. "Man I am tried."
"You should be. You've got more clothing then me and Debbie!" Monica exclaimed as she locked her last trunk too (she has only two). Leila smiled as Deborah chuckled and closed her last trunk too (she has three).
Deborah walked over to her bed but felt something at her feet. She bent over and picked it up. "Wow, what a beautiful necklace... is this yours? Monica? Leila?"
Leila touched her neck to try to feel the necklace. It wasn't there. "It's mine!" she exclaimed and Deborah handed it to Leila.
"I never knew you had this!" Monica said as she looked at it. "Simple, nice and cute."
Leila put the necklace around her neck. "My grandmother gave it to me a week before her death."
"Oh." Both girls said. Leila smiled. "Is everything packed for this nice three week break?" Leila asked and they nodded.
"Yup! Already to go to France!" Deborah said, she couldn't wait to see her grandmother.
"Staying at Prof. Black's, huh?" Monica asked Leila as she lay on her stomach on her bed. Leila nodded. She was so eager to spend the holidays at the Black household.
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"You're coming." Leila stated confidently to Tess that morning.
"What?" Tess said surprised.
Leila rolled her eyes and repeated again. "You are coming with me to spend the break at oh so lovely Black home. I already asked Sirius, he said he is fine with it! I already packed your crap, I mean stuff."
Tess eyed her and then turned to Marisa and Jasmine. "You two helped her plan this, right?"
They nodded. "If we didn't you will have to spend Christmas alone here in at school!" Jasmine said very fast.
"Fine." Tess said after thinking. "Not like I have a choice..."
"YAY!" the three girls cheered at Tess's decision.
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"This is my room, you will stay right there, next to my room." Leila was giving a tour of the Black Manor. Joan and Jamison were out shopping and Sirius had to stay at the school for the night, then he will join them.
"Nice colors..." Tess commented on the room. Leila's room had five walls. Two were painted this light blue color (window and the other had a desk), one was rose pink (entrance/ exit door), the third wall was jade green (bed) and the last wall was lavender (bathroom door and a walk-in closet door). It looked girly and all but you would see some items (like crosses near the bed, or creepy/gory pictures on the walls) that would give you the impression that a 'Goth' lived in this room.
"Thanks, designed it myself!" Leila said with a smile and showed Tess the room she would be staying in. it was a nice four-wall room, mostly red and some dark purple here and there. "Like your room? If you don't then there are fifteen other rooms you can chose..."
Tess's eyes widen in delight. "No! I love this room already! Thanks a bunch!" Leila smiled. "Oh and thanks for inviting me."
"No problem." Leila said. "Well, you go and unpack, we have no House Elves here I heard from Sirius that there used to be one but he died... poor thing... oh well, so we do our own stuff! Need help?" Even though Leila was brought up with House Elves and some servants to wait on her hand and foot, she never really depended on them to do all her things for her (unlike her sisters and mother).
Tess just waved her off. "Nah, I can unpack, you do something..."
"I'll order us some take out!" Leila said happily. Joan and Jamison won't be back until tomorrow morning, their going shopping and then heading to Hogsmeade and then to Hogwarts were they will spend the night and then come back with Sirius the following morning.
Tess nodded and open up her trunk. "Sounds good."
Leila was already downstairs in the kitchen calling up about five, or more, muggle delivery places.
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"All the food is here!" Leila called Tess from the staircase of this grand house. Tess came running down and almost ran into Leila. "Food is in the family room, or if you want to get fancy, the parlor. We're gonna watch movies through Sirius's muggle DVD player." Ever since Leila moved in she became acquainted with all these muggle devices because Joan is a muggle born witch.
When they entered the room, the food was spread out on the coffee table. Chinese fast food (soft chow mein, beef and broccoli, orange chicken, BBQ pork, and the house special sizzling rice) one medium size pizza (half has everything and the other is Hawaiian), chili cheese curly fries, onion rings, and two big sizes of drinks (Sprite for Tess and half ice tea and half lemonade for Leila).
"Damn..." Tess said as she saw the food. "Okay... so what movies? Please, no Titanic..."
"Okay to start off the mission: girl's winter break movie night, we will watch a romance/ drama film, A Walk to Remember, then a action packed film, Bad Boys with Will Smith. After that we'll see a Disney film, Pirates of the Caribbean!"
"Yeah! Johnny Depp, tasty..." Tess commented.
The tanned girl continued. "And then after Pirates we'll watch some drama in 8 Mile, then we go on the our, ... dun, dun, dun, ... scary film... The Ring! And then, so we wont go to bed all scared, Shriek or Austin Powers: Goldefinger!" Leila said happily.
Tess smiled in agreement. "Nice line up, I guess that we will have to sleep late tonight, screw it! I wanna watch mah movies! ... So how will we finish this food?"
They sat on the couch with plates first filled with the Chinese food. "I guess that we will have a nice breakfast tomorrow..." and then the movie started.
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A/N: yay, well... God that made me hungry... REVIEW!