Disclaimer: I do not own Charmed or any of it's characters, any others that are not in charmed on the other hand are mine. But this story does happen to be mine and my own idea.

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Lessons in Love … Chapter 7 (What am I going to do?)

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Piper's PoV

The house was quite with only the sound of the birds singing outside and the sun

shinning though the stain glass windows of the sitting room onto Piper's bare skin. "hhhuuummm" she mumbled to herself as her eyelids flickered at the warmth of- oh my god she thought as her eyes snapped open. She was lying on the lounge floor naked in Leo's arms with his equally naked body lying on top of hers. "oh my god" she muttered to herself as she could feel the warmness of his hands resting in her hips. She couldn't believe what she had done she had allowed herself to have sex with Leo. She had given it all to him and not only did she hardly know him but he was the popular guy the one all of the girls wanted but could never truly have. She'd be one of them too, well not the whole wanting him but he'd had her and now she was used and she was going to be disposed of. To him she was just that something to be used and then thrown away, just as easy as that. And she knew it was going to be like that she could just feel it, he was him and she was … her. She knew she shouldn't have been alone with him if she had been this would have never had happened and then she would probably still have some self respect left. And if Prue had been- PRUE! She thought with a shock why the hell wasn't she here, oh shit she'd be back soon, she thought as she shrugged Leo off and staggered up nearly falling over the discarded clothes at her feet. Landing with a bounce onto the couch quickly gathering the coversheet covering her exposed body, she had been twisted around and she was facing Leo. Quickly he grabbed an text book that had been knocked onto the floor when she had- she could think of that right now it scared her, then he quickly pulled open the pages to cover his manhood. He just sat there looking up at her and into her eyes, what had made them do that last night? The sun was still shinning on her back she could feel the radiating warmth serge her body.

"Er,… Piper?"

looking back at him she heard a car pull into the drive "SHIT!!! It's Prue" she said strangling to her feet, yanking Leo up to his own. Leo was falling over as he was putting on his clothes the panicking Piper was doing seemed to fuel it. Still half dress Piper lead him to the back door pushing him out of out and looking it firmly behind him. 'BANG' shit! Piper thought as she heard the car door slam, gathering up the books and clothes that had fell and making the sitting room presentable Piper legged it up the stairs and landing on her bottom at the top of the stairs. She could see Prue now she was just coming into view unlocking the door and opening it from Prue expression she had liked her night, and from what she looked around at she was probably happy she wasn't down there to catch her, but now she was a little pre-occupied. Running towards her room she tripped and fell making a loud smack on the floor.

"shit" she said to herself quietly.

"Er,… Piper is that you up there?"

"Er,… yer!"

"Well , … erm… I just got up early so I could go and get the paper and some milk, do you want anything?"

"no thanks"

And with that Prue went back out, good line Prue =, good line she thought to herself as she made her way to Prue's bathroom. Right weres the morning after pill she thought to herself she knew she had it, she wasn't stupid. Then she noticed a box with little tables pocking out, there they are. Looking over them she popped one into her mouth. She needed a shower she thought to herself she smelt of Leo's aftershave and if Prue caught her in here or better yet like this she would have a lot of explaining to do. Grabbing her shampoo and conditioner she headed for the bathroom and from the sound of it Prue just got back-

"Prue I'm just going for a shower okay?"

"Yer- great"

Stepping into the warm shower she could tell her sister was happier now she was out of the way as soon as she had shut the door you could hear Prue running up the stairs and into her own bathroom. She had to admit what her and Leo had done last night had felt good, it had felt good to be touched, kissed almost as if he loved her, … almost. He didn't love her she knew that but she couldn't help but think of it a different way, after all they had shared so much last night everything to how they were attracted to each other to what their gasps of pleasure sounded like. And yes she did think he was attracted to her after all for all that there has to be some attraction involved, there just has to be she thought to herself as the energy of the water ran over her and trickled into her mouth. He had to like her a little bit other wise- no she couldn't thinking like this. Why was she trying to make herself feel better about this she knew in reality he didn't like her he couldn't, but she couldn't help but wish after all he had de-flowered her, took her virginity, took away her chasteness, discarded her innocence what ever you wanted to call it. She wasn't going to be herself anymore she was going to be so different because of this experience and it was all going to change everything, she wasn't going to let people get away with hurting her verbally or physically Monday was going to be the start of it all she thought sternly, she was not going to take this any more and that she was sure of more then ever. He had taken everything off her and she was to blame too she had given it to him on a sliver platter, but she wasn't going to let him have nothing else and as for the whole tutoring thing she wasn't going to let him intimidate her of intoxicate her again no way. Not again- she thought as she began to cry, the tears being dredged away by the shower as the rolled down her saturated cheeks. But what if he's told anyone she thought grimly they will all be taking the mick out of that and that is one thing she couldn't take for granted, but then again why would her after all he doesn't want to spread around that he had sex with me does he?

"Piper are you alright? I heard crying"

"Er,.. Yer I'm fine I just had a bad dream that's all"

"Er okay, but if you wanna talk about it just say."

"Sure Prue"

"Well Grams and Phoebe are going to back soon so Grams will wanna see you when are you coming out of the shower?"

"I'm just getting out now"

"Okay, see you soon"

With that she heard Prue clamber back down the stairs, What would she say if she ever found out? But then again hopefully she'd never find out, with some luck! Getting out of the shower she grabbed the towel and opened the door.

"Sorry Prue I'm not feeling to well, is it okay if I back to bed?"

"Yeah sure I'll tell Grams"

Hooking herself to the covers she rested her head against the soft pillow, finicky resting herself completely to the warmth of her bed she couldn't help but think of it all again, her cheek was still wet, could've been from the shower she thought miserably or maybe her sadness was seeking though again. Maybe if she did go back to sleep she was feel better after all she had slept on the floor last night and she had used up a lot of energy. She could still remember how in the middle of the night she had found she was lying on something painful Leo had got rid of it for her, she couldn't remember what was but she had to admit that had been the first time she had felt happy in a long, long time. And it was gone now as quickly as it had came. This had changed everything it had changed her and even so how she saw things and now she wasn't who she used to be, but she was scared. God what am I going to do now?

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