A/N: There will be two drabbles an episode between Hotlips is Back In Town and whenever I decide to stop. Possibly GFA, but don't count on it. That's a really long time!
Disclaimer: I own zip.
It's not that big of a problem. She just- likes- looking at him. Most of the time, and also just like to imagine what it might be like to kiss him again. In excruciating detail. And occasionally she accidentally calls him 'Hank' but that's all. That's it, it's not as if she, plays around with Post-Op duty so their always together, or... shows up in the Swamp for drinks when she could have gone to the officers club. Well, not that often.
Besides, they both know how it would end. A fight that the entire camp would see, a squabble in OR that would turn personal, her past coming back to haunt him at night. Except... except he's not that kind of man, he may womanize. But he womanizes with one woman at one time than he moves on to the next when that relationship dies. Which means that she would never, if in a relationship with him, get told of his weird fingernail fetish being played out on other woman while she was slaving away over an operating table. Not that she thinks he has a fingernail fetish, she's establishes, over the past few months, that he is most definitely a boob man.
She wishes she could stop looking at him, wishes she could stop herself from going to him when she hurts. But she can't.