Nightmares that come true
Seductiveangel9@aol.com
I don't own Sailor Moon. All though I do own this story it's my original idea and no one else's. *Waves her marshmallow brick* Ha! And I own all the hunky SM look alikes!
Chapter is rated PG13-R
"There once was a boy whose hair was onyx that seemed to be painted by the evils of a midnight sky, and the purest stormy sea eyes that burned like hot embers. The grace of a cat and with the strength of a mare. He was a beautiful young boy who had let his eyes flutter open to find that he wasn't able to recall anything about himself.
The boy rubbed the heel's of his palms over his beautiful tear-filled eyes, blinking as he set his hands down to see nothing but a field of blood colored flower petals. Roses. Fearful he stood shaking the dizziness that shook his senses uncomfortably. Slowly with caution masked on his face and into each gentle stop he traveled to a city beyond the field of petals. There he met a man named Jedite. The young boy whimpered and pleaded for the man called Jedite whose hair seemed to be touched by the sun and eyes of steel gray to take care of him, for he was afraid since he knew nothing of anything. Jedite shook that head of his letting those tresses cover his eyes, saying he had a family and a wife and little ones coming due winter. Handing the boy a few silver coins the man stepped back to his cart leaving the boy with one a final word. 'Mamoru.'
He went on his way taking the name to himself. 'Mamoru' it just felt good on the tongue to whisper, silently thanking the man for the name. He had a name. As he moved from city to city meeting many people though many he forgot about from dislike, he found another young man named Malachite who was kind and wise and who told him he would take care of him but that he did not want to be his Master, Young Mamoru felt more of a burden to the beautiful snow haired man and took off alone with tears in his eyes. One day the boy came crossed the path of another it was like looking into a mirror the boy having hair of a sandy shore of the lake in the summer.
Mamoru discovered that the identical boy had a name of 'Motoki. Mamoru couldn't help but feel something kick inside his stomach at the sight of this boy who could pose as blond version of himself. Mamoru felt something intense for Motoki not sure what though the love they made was pure and nothing but sweet. Any one would have been brought to tears at how emotionally they held each other. But each night they spoke of what was missing. They continued to think and whisper in loving gentle tones to each other about what was missing, but as many steps forward he was shoved one back, never getting any closer to his answer, until one day…" I could only smile as Darien sat on the edge of his seat staring at me. A long while ago I had returned to Darien's apartment, with little more than a gym bag and things I would cry for if I didn't have. Only to be more trouble for me if somebody who knew me or anyone I knew found them. I lifted my eyes gently to his, unsure of what to do or say. The soft pitter-patter of the rain hit the roof of the apartment building, or maybe it was my heart. Darien stares at me… hurt? Confused? Maybe mad.
"You definitely aren't Serena. She could never come up with a story as good as that. What happens next with Mamoru and Motoki?" He asks hurriedly wanting the story to journey on but I shake my head, to rid the urge to cry that everyone thinks me so stupid. The sounds of the storm getting to me, it was raining the night before he… before he… I thought he was my friend! How could he be so… so cruel? Shaking my head again to clear my thoughts.
"It's best to let the feelings of the story sink in, perhaps you will know more of it tomorrow." Darien's eyes darkened with a bit of disappointment. Both of us letting out a sigh his of depression? Mine of confusion. I wanted to touch him. I still remembered when I was his Serenity… that was too long ago. We'll never be together again. I'm no longer that girl. She was stolen from me that day on the cold floor with him. After a few moments of silence Darien spoke up.
" I don't know about you, but I have an early day tomorrow. G'night Madison." I nod absently, vacantly even. And move over to the couch, slowly twisting the braids out of my hair letting the few fine pieces fall down. I sigh softly resting my head against the couch as Darien flicked the only light on, the hall light off. I swallow a deep breath of air letting my hands clench at my sides making my palms burn with anger, fear and hate. I can't go home… It's all my fault. It'll be forever my fault. I shouldn't have turned when I herd the laugh. I knew something was going to happen and I froze! Froze! Some leader I make.
~Flash~
Those nails raking over my body those lips of his parted and watered with lust. I scream repeatedly. Why isn't my voice working? Why is there laughing? Where did that red hair come from? A woman? Get him off of me! Please! Please get him off! Please!!! He's hurting me. Let go of me! Stop it! Please… god please… No! Stop it! Help! Sailor Soldiers! Tuxedo Mask! Anyone! Laughter… all I hear is laughter…
~Flash~
I jump with a start, pushing myself up, lifting my hand to my face to block out the morning sunrise. Wet. My finger tips skirt over my face feeling the wetness. I had cried. Like a baby. I'm pathetic. Shaking my head I get up moving quietly towards Darien's bathroom my bag in hand. I softly closed the door as not to wake him and sat on the floor shaking softly when this feeling hit my stomach, my hands gripped the sides of the toilet as I emptied my stomach's contents in to the bowl. Tears raining down my face… 'What's wrong with me?!' I closed my eyes taking a deep breath taking in the sickening smell/ taste of my stomach's contents that remained in my mouth. I must have sat there for at least half an hour for I herd the knock on the bathroom door. My eyes snapped open as I reached for the counter to stand my fingers caught. Caught? Oh no… it wore off…. My fingers had caught in my blond hair it sat around me partly covered in what missed out of the bowl, amazingly missing the floor. I froze again hearing Darien speak.
"Madison are you in there?" Darien called from the other side. Oh no... I couldn't let him see me like this. I whimpered inwardly and reached for my disguise pen, whispering softly into it.
"Disguise Power! Something to keep blended in and shadowed!" I closed my eyes letting the jewels cover my body, only to in moments open my eyes seeing the army camouflage uniform and boots with a hat to match. Shaking my head I glared at the pen.
"Not funny. Now change me into something more realistic! Disguise Power!" This time the pen cooperated flooding my veins, my body shivering and being covered with a pair of ankle boots, covered by a pair of solid black jeans and a black t-shirt that had a rather large upside down crescent moon. I looked at my reflection in the mirror sighing as I placed my hand against it with a whimper realizing I may just be this person forever. How I longed to see momma and daddy, even idiot Sammy.
I moved quietly into the living room where Darien sat in what looked like a deep thought. ' I wish you could remember me. I wish your mind wasn't erased that you loved me once. But I cant be loved anymore.' Slowly I moved sitting next to him, I just closed my eyed leaning back against the couch. What am I going to do?' Gently I sat next to him my eyes closing listening to his gentle breathing.
"Madison, something isn't right." He softly spoke. His eyes casting to the floor clouded with worry. "There's something about you, like you're my family. My real family. Like you're my sister." My gaze rested on his face. His beautiful face as he spoke.
"Maybe we were siblings in another life Darien." I said softly. I watched him nod, then raise his eyebrow's with interest.
"I'm going skip class today, I want you to come with me to see a girl I know. She tell's fortunes or something." I nodded blindly. I would go anywhere with him. He stood grasping onto his coat sighing softly as he slipped on that beautiful green jacket onto his body. I followed after him down those stairs, down the sidewalk desperately trying not to fall. I was still me ya know. We walked for a long while, until we reached a step. Many steps. With a sigh above it. "Cherry Hill Temple"… Raye! 'Okay Serena…er… Madison just stay calm and keep cool and play everything off…'
"Here we are." I watched Darien walk up the steps, my gaze for the first time drifting below his head, way below, try to those two very entertaining muscles of his rear that tightened when he did each step. My face flushing as I quickly followed him.
"Have you ever been here?" I shook my head no to the question as we walked up the steps. Both of us were nearly out of breath as we reached the top. Slowly I turned my head to look about, A tree with ribbons… Many trees, lots of statues… And the raven-haired priestess arguing with a blond with a large red bow in her hair. And a brunette with a white cat in her lap and a blue haired girl with a black/violet cat in her lap. 'Raye, Mina, Lita, Artemis, Luna… Ami!'
"Raye!" Darien suddenly called out after realizing his throat clearing attempts weren't working to well. I smiled inwardly watching Raye instantly shut up and look at Darien, then me giving me an eye looking over for a moment then dropping to one knee. 'On shit, here we go again'
"Evil spirits disburse!" A little strip of paper appeared in Raye's hand with writing on it as she tried to stick it on my forehead. I instantly slipped to the side knowing that was coming after she did that last time. Darien and I couldn't help but laugh nearly to the point of tears with Raye on the temple ground with a wad of dirt in her mouth. It was extremely funny. I've rarely seen Raye make a fool of herself but this was a chance I couldn't give up I let it out holding onto Darien's arm tightly gasping softly for a breath of air as I stopped Darien did too. Raye looking at me very pissed her eyes burning with anger.
"Are you all right Raye?" Darien held out his hand giving me a little warning look a little impish sparkle in his eyes.
" Yes…" Her eyes narrowed at me lifting the charm up again. Immediately I grabbed her hand.
"Try to attack me again and you will regret it ma'am." Her eyes widened as I said this, I knew no one spoke to her this way. Hey this new identity thing could turn out to be fun! If it weren't for the fact I missed being me. I watched her look at Darien smiling sweetly as possible. So… she wanted to play it off I was really gone and Darien wasn't mine huh?
"Raye, Can you do a fire reading on me and my friend here?" Her eyes narrowed for a moment then she nodded she couldn't turn away customers. Slowly she whispered something to Amy and the girls I smirked seeing Luna whisper into Amy's ear making it look like she was licking her shaking my head. Slowly Raye lifted her hand to making Darien and I follow her I shook my head sighing as she slowly shut the door I watched as Luna came in right before the door latched, moving towards me. 'She's not going to use her mental abilities to find out who I am…' My gaze drifted towards Darien who was watching Raye start whispering to the fire. I wrapped my arms around his neck and hopped into his lap shrieking at Luna acting very afraid of cats.
"Get it away! It's kill me!" I smiled inwardly as Darien wrapped his arms protectively around my waist. 'Hey this had its perks!' Luna stopped in her tracks looking at Raye for a moment then slowly starting to come closer to me, I closed my eyes burring my face in his neck whimpering:
"Get it away!" Darien held onto me tighter and pushed on Luna's side softly.
"Raye, get the cat out of here." Raye huffed at the order and whispered into Luna's ear pushing her outside gingerly. Slowly she walked over to the sacred fire kneeling in front of it, slowly chanting her fingers folding strangely in front of her face. I held on tighter to Darien willing the pounding from my heart not to be heard by the others. A light illuminated the small room bursting it over with violets and reds in anger. My eyes darkened looking over it. I man took form chasing over a girl with odango's. Me!
~Flash~
'Somebody help me please! No… please… Stop it! You're hurting me! Don't push… please… STOP! Your shredding…. Me. Help me please! Red hair? She does have red hair! He does have brown hair! God no! Stop it! Please… Stop it please! No!'
~Flash~
My eyes snapped open as Darien tapped my arm softly; I turned looking up at him he whispered in my ear softly and soothingly.
"It's okay… I think I know it now… We aren't alone anymore… I think we are family!" My eyes widened. Raye's eyes narrowed watching us whisper as the sacred flame showed two figures… them! I leaned into Darien for support. I couldn't tell him. Or anyone. I was in love with him. And he though I was family. Damn it. Darien, why do you have such a fucking thick head? I slowly closed my eyes letting Darien guide us around and down the stairs. I know I heard whispering that 'the black haired girl with Darien was a possible enemy.' I shook my head. I should have let him kill me. We walked over the courtyard, and I stopped dead in my tracts.
All the flashes I'd had the past few day's hit my head as my eyes couldn't turn away from the simple pair of eye glasses and the word's inscribed on the note card which were…
~^.^~ Evil aren't I? Well… Stay tuned for next time! Heh, C'mon people review me! I need to know what the public wants and doesn't want! That's how we authors... – Huggles other Authors – keep on our toes. Please review me and e-mail me your ideas.
-Preview for the next chapter- 'Madison visits the doctor and has an encounter with the Senshi!
Seductiveangel9@aol.com
I don't own Sailor Moon. All though I do own this story it's my original idea and no one else's. *Waves her marshmallow brick* Ha! And I own all the hunky SM look alikes!
Chapter is rated PG13-R
"There once was a boy whose hair was onyx that seemed to be painted by the evils of a midnight sky, and the purest stormy sea eyes that burned like hot embers. The grace of a cat and with the strength of a mare. He was a beautiful young boy who had let his eyes flutter open to find that he wasn't able to recall anything about himself.
The boy rubbed the heel's of his palms over his beautiful tear-filled eyes, blinking as he set his hands down to see nothing but a field of blood colored flower petals. Roses. Fearful he stood shaking the dizziness that shook his senses uncomfortably. Slowly with caution masked on his face and into each gentle stop he traveled to a city beyond the field of petals. There he met a man named Jedite. The young boy whimpered and pleaded for the man called Jedite whose hair seemed to be touched by the sun and eyes of steel gray to take care of him, for he was afraid since he knew nothing of anything. Jedite shook that head of his letting those tresses cover his eyes, saying he had a family and a wife and little ones coming due winter. Handing the boy a few silver coins the man stepped back to his cart leaving the boy with one a final word. 'Mamoru.'
He went on his way taking the name to himself. 'Mamoru' it just felt good on the tongue to whisper, silently thanking the man for the name. He had a name. As he moved from city to city meeting many people though many he forgot about from dislike, he found another young man named Malachite who was kind and wise and who told him he would take care of him but that he did not want to be his Master, Young Mamoru felt more of a burden to the beautiful snow haired man and took off alone with tears in his eyes. One day the boy came crossed the path of another it was like looking into a mirror the boy having hair of a sandy shore of the lake in the summer.
Mamoru discovered that the identical boy had a name of 'Motoki. Mamoru couldn't help but feel something kick inside his stomach at the sight of this boy who could pose as blond version of himself. Mamoru felt something intense for Motoki not sure what though the love they made was pure and nothing but sweet. Any one would have been brought to tears at how emotionally they held each other. But each night they spoke of what was missing. They continued to think and whisper in loving gentle tones to each other about what was missing, but as many steps forward he was shoved one back, never getting any closer to his answer, until one day…" I could only smile as Darien sat on the edge of his seat staring at me. A long while ago I had returned to Darien's apartment, with little more than a gym bag and things I would cry for if I didn't have. Only to be more trouble for me if somebody who knew me or anyone I knew found them. I lifted my eyes gently to his, unsure of what to do or say. The soft pitter-patter of the rain hit the roof of the apartment building, or maybe it was my heart. Darien stares at me… hurt? Confused? Maybe mad.
"You definitely aren't Serena. She could never come up with a story as good as that. What happens next with Mamoru and Motoki?" He asks hurriedly wanting the story to journey on but I shake my head, to rid the urge to cry that everyone thinks me so stupid. The sounds of the storm getting to me, it was raining the night before he… before he… I thought he was my friend! How could he be so… so cruel? Shaking my head again to clear my thoughts.
"It's best to let the feelings of the story sink in, perhaps you will know more of it tomorrow." Darien's eyes darkened with a bit of disappointment. Both of us letting out a sigh his of depression? Mine of confusion. I wanted to touch him. I still remembered when I was his Serenity… that was too long ago. We'll never be together again. I'm no longer that girl. She was stolen from me that day on the cold floor with him. After a few moments of silence Darien spoke up.
" I don't know about you, but I have an early day tomorrow. G'night Madison." I nod absently, vacantly even. And move over to the couch, slowly twisting the braids out of my hair letting the few fine pieces fall down. I sigh softly resting my head against the couch as Darien flicked the only light on, the hall light off. I swallow a deep breath of air letting my hands clench at my sides making my palms burn with anger, fear and hate. I can't go home… It's all my fault. It'll be forever my fault. I shouldn't have turned when I herd the laugh. I knew something was going to happen and I froze! Froze! Some leader I make.
~Flash~
Those nails raking over my body those lips of his parted and watered with lust. I scream repeatedly. Why isn't my voice working? Why is there laughing? Where did that red hair come from? A woman? Get him off of me! Please! Please get him off! Please!!! He's hurting me. Let go of me! Stop it! Please… god please… No! Stop it! Help! Sailor Soldiers! Tuxedo Mask! Anyone! Laughter… all I hear is laughter…
~Flash~
I jump with a start, pushing myself up, lifting my hand to my face to block out the morning sunrise. Wet. My finger tips skirt over my face feeling the wetness. I had cried. Like a baby. I'm pathetic. Shaking my head I get up moving quietly towards Darien's bathroom my bag in hand. I softly closed the door as not to wake him and sat on the floor shaking softly when this feeling hit my stomach, my hands gripped the sides of the toilet as I emptied my stomach's contents in to the bowl. Tears raining down my face… 'What's wrong with me?!' I closed my eyes taking a deep breath taking in the sickening smell/ taste of my stomach's contents that remained in my mouth. I must have sat there for at least half an hour for I herd the knock on the bathroom door. My eyes snapped open as I reached for the counter to stand my fingers caught. Caught? Oh no… it wore off…. My fingers had caught in my blond hair it sat around me partly covered in what missed out of the bowl, amazingly missing the floor. I froze again hearing Darien speak.
"Madison are you in there?" Darien called from the other side. Oh no... I couldn't let him see me like this. I whimpered inwardly and reached for my disguise pen, whispering softly into it.
"Disguise Power! Something to keep blended in and shadowed!" I closed my eyes letting the jewels cover my body, only to in moments open my eyes seeing the army camouflage uniform and boots with a hat to match. Shaking my head I glared at the pen.
"Not funny. Now change me into something more realistic! Disguise Power!" This time the pen cooperated flooding my veins, my body shivering and being covered with a pair of ankle boots, covered by a pair of solid black jeans and a black t-shirt that had a rather large upside down crescent moon. I looked at my reflection in the mirror sighing as I placed my hand against it with a whimper realizing I may just be this person forever. How I longed to see momma and daddy, even idiot Sammy.
I moved quietly into the living room where Darien sat in what looked like a deep thought. ' I wish you could remember me. I wish your mind wasn't erased that you loved me once. But I cant be loved anymore.' Slowly I moved sitting next to him, I just closed my eyed leaning back against the couch. What am I going to do?' Gently I sat next to him my eyes closing listening to his gentle breathing.
"Madison, something isn't right." He softly spoke. His eyes casting to the floor clouded with worry. "There's something about you, like you're my family. My real family. Like you're my sister." My gaze rested on his face. His beautiful face as he spoke.
"Maybe we were siblings in another life Darien." I said softly. I watched him nod, then raise his eyebrow's with interest.
"I'm going skip class today, I want you to come with me to see a girl I know. She tell's fortunes or something." I nodded blindly. I would go anywhere with him. He stood grasping onto his coat sighing softly as he slipped on that beautiful green jacket onto his body. I followed after him down those stairs, down the sidewalk desperately trying not to fall. I was still me ya know. We walked for a long while, until we reached a step. Many steps. With a sigh above it. "Cherry Hill Temple"… Raye! 'Okay Serena…er… Madison just stay calm and keep cool and play everything off…'
"Here we are." I watched Darien walk up the steps, my gaze for the first time drifting below his head, way below, try to those two very entertaining muscles of his rear that tightened when he did each step. My face flushing as I quickly followed him.
"Have you ever been here?" I shook my head no to the question as we walked up the steps. Both of us were nearly out of breath as we reached the top. Slowly I turned my head to look about, A tree with ribbons… Many trees, lots of statues… And the raven-haired priestess arguing with a blond with a large red bow in her hair. And a brunette with a white cat in her lap and a blue haired girl with a black/violet cat in her lap. 'Raye, Mina, Lita, Artemis, Luna… Ami!'
"Raye!" Darien suddenly called out after realizing his throat clearing attempts weren't working to well. I smiled inwardly watching Raye instantly shut up and look at Darien, then me giving me an eye looking over for a moment then dropping to one knee. 'On shit, here we go again'
"Evil spirits disburse!" A little strip of paper appeared in Raye's hand with writing on it as she tried to stick it on my forehead. I instantly slipped to the side knowing that was coming after she did that last time. Darien and I couldn't help but laugh nearly to the point of tears with Raye on the temple ground with a wad of dirt in her mouth. It was extremely funny. I've rarely seen Raye make a fool of herself but this was a chance I couldn't give up I let it out holding onto Darien's arm tightly gasping softly for a breath of air as I stopped Darien did too. Raye looking at me very pissed her eyes burning with anger.
"Are you all right Raye?" Darien held out his hand giving me a little warning look a little impish sparkle in his eyes.
" Yes…" Her eyes narrowed at me lifting the charm up again. Immediately I grabbed her hand.
"Try to attack me again and you will regret it ma'am." Her eyes widened as I said this, I knew no one spoke to her this way. Hey this new identity thing could turn out to be fun! If it weren't for the fact I missed being me. I watched her look at Darien smiling sweetly as possible. So… she wanted to play it off I was really gone and Darien wasn't mine huh?
"Raye, Can you do a fire reading on me and my friend here?" Her eyes narrowed for a moment then she nodded she couldn't turn away customers. Slowly she whispered something to Amy and the girls I smirked seeing Luna whisper into Amy's ear making it look like she was licking her shaking my head. Slowly Raye lifted her hand to making Darien and I follow her I shook my head sighing as she slowly shut the door I watched as Luna came in right before the door latched, moving towards me. 'She's not going to use her mental abilities to find out who I am…' My gaze drifted towards Darien who was watching Raye start whispering to the fire. I wrapped my arms around his neck and hopped into his lap shrieking at Luna acting very afraid of cats.
"Get it away! It's kill me!" I smiled inwardly as Darien wrapped his arms protectively around my waist. 'Hey this had its perks!' Luna stopped in her tracks looking at Raye for a moment then slowly starting to come closer to me, I closed my eyes burring my face in his neck whimpering:
"Get it away!" Darien held onto me tighter and pushed on Luna's side softly.
"Raye, get the cat out of here." Raye huffed at the order and whispered into Luna's ear pushing her outside gingerly. Slowly she walked over to the sacred fire kneeling in front of it, slowly chanting her fingers folding strangely in front of her face. I held on tighter to Darien willing the pounding from my heart not to be heard by the others. A light illuminated the small room bursting it over with violets and reds in anger. My eyes darkened looking over it. I man took form chasing over a girl with odango's. Me!
~Flash~
'Somebody help me please! No… please… Stop it! You're hurting me! Don't push… please… STOP! Your shredding…. Me. Help me please! Red hair? She does have red hair! He does have brown hair! God no! Stop it! Please… Stop it please! No!'
~Flash~
My eyes snapped open as Darien tapped my arm softly; I turned looking up at him he whispered in my ear softly and soothingly.
"It's okay… I think I know it now… We aren't alone anymore… I think we are family!" My eyes widened. Raye's eyes narrowed watching us whisper as the sacred flame showed two figures… them! I leaned into Darien for support. I couldn't tell him. Or anyone. I was in love with him. And he though I was family. Damn it. Darien, why do you have such a fucking thick head? I slowly closed my eyes letting Darien guide us around and down the stairs. I know I heard whispering that 'the black haired girl with Darien was a possible enemy.' I shook my head. I should have let him kill me. We walked over the courtyard, and I stopped dead in my tracts.
All the flashes I'd had the past few day's hit my head as my eyes couldn't turn away from the simple pair of eye glasses and the word's inscribed on the note card which were…
~^.^~ Evil aren't I? Well… Stay tuned for next time! Heh, C'mon people review me! I need to know what the public wants and doesn't want! That's how we authors... – Huggles other Authors – keep on our toes. Please review me and e-mail me your ideas.
-Preview for the next chapter- 'Madison visits the doctor and has an encounter with the Senshi!