Disclaimer: For full disclaimer, please see chapter 1.
A/N:
Alright, I'll admit that I am a little late. The reason for that is either that
I've been incredibly busy since arriving and have only just finished unpacking (which
is rather sad, considering that I've only brought a single sports bag), or it's
because I still haven't got over the shock of finding out that there is Bovril
Powder. (Btw, I was only kidding when I said I liked Bovril. I hate that stuff.
shudders) I know, I know, it's hard to believe, but true. I don't
really know why I am even surprised. sad headshake
The most likely
reason, however, is that my laptop doesn't like AOL 9.0 which I had to install
to be able to go online, something I understand only too well. It took me nearly
two days to sort the problem out, and the fact that the weather has been warm
and sunny didn't really help either, to be honest. And yesterday, when I wanted
to post, informed me that the document manager was offline "for repairs".
It's a conspiracy, I swear it is. g
Be that as it may, now I have the time to post this last chapter. I'm sorry you
had to wait for it; it truly wasn't my intention. shakes head sheepishly Blame
AOL and , not me. g
It is, however, very nice to hear that you liked the Erestor-Elrond scene. That
poor advisor isn't in enough stories if you ask me, and I am thinking about
putting him into "A Sea of Troubles" together with a few other elves from this
story, just to be fair. Glorfindel was in the last one, after all... watches
Erestor run off in a mindless panic What's HIS problem? g
Alright, that's enough of my entirely useless comments, I'm sure that you are
more interested in the last chapter. readers nod quickly Okay, I get it.
Here is chapter 5, in which Aragorn and Legolas get back to Rivendell in a shape that, with a bit of imagination, could be called "alive", we meet
Erestor's new arch enemy and Glorfindel and Elrond finally have that talk they
should have had in chapter 1. And that's it, I think. g
Enjoy and review, please!
Chapter 5
The sun was slowly rising over the
valley
of
Rivendell,
casting a soft, golden-red
light over the deep gorge and the lands surrounding it. It was not exactly what
one would have called a glorious day, but there were few clouds visible on the
horizon and only a very soft breeze ruffled the canopies of the trees.
The two figures that were slowly making their way down
a steep, winding path did, however, not care overly much for such things. It was
questionable if either of them
would have noticed if it had started to rain or hail, a
blizzard might have been
completely ignored and even a horde of three-headed ravenous flesh-eating
squirrels could have appeared and performed a dance without them taking any
notice of it.
One of the two, an elf with long blond hair, no shirt
and a rather dark expression on his face stopped for a moment to orient himself,
his eyes wandering over the path that was sloping downwards and disappearing
around a tall tree to their right. After making sure that he was where he
obviously expected himself to be he returned his attention to his companion, who
looked as if the only thing keeping him upright and on his feet was the elf's
arm that was slung around his middle.
"It's not much farther now," he told the dark haired,
very, very pale man he was holding up. "Besides, we should meet a patrol or your
brothers any time now."
The man didn't raise his head even an inch, but his
eyelids fluttered open after some failed tries and he blinked tiredly.
"That's … what you said … two hours ago, Legolas."
"That is not true," the elf shook his head and began to
move once more. "It was merely one hour ago, my friend."
Aragorn shook his head minutely, wincing openly
when the movement inexplicably
renewed the pain that was raging in his side.
"No … said it twice."
"I most certainly did not," the elf protested with mock
indignation. "It is unbecoming a prince to repeat himself needlessly." He smiled
slightly, something that did not diminish the worry in his eyes. "I may,
however, have said something that sounded extremely similar."
The man didn't answer but smiled slightly, and Legolas
was once again torn between the urge to sigh with
relief and
to start worrying even more. They
had left the cave about three
hours ago – or rather
he had left the cave, since Aragorn hadn't truly been conscious at that time
after having been ripped out of his slumber.
The first hour or so the man had been drifting
somewhere between unconsciousness and waking, something about which the elf had
been very glad. Even now, after two more
hours of walking down this path, the man wasn't fully
conscious, and Legolas didn't know if he should
view
this as
something that would allow his friend to
escape
the pain and
weakness
he undoubtedly felt,
even if only temporarily, or
if he should get worried that Aragorn wasn't fully aware of his surroundings.
Legolas finally shrugged inwardly and gripped the man a
little bit more tightly, deciding that there was nothing he could do anyway. He
needed to get Aragorn back to Rivendell, now, and stopping again to let him rest
a little bit more was out of the question, no matter how gladly he would have
done it.
"Where is the next guard post, Aragorn?" he asked,
anxious to at least try and keep the man awake and aware of his surroundings.
"We passed the small beech
wood next to the road half an hour ago. There should be one somewhere around
here, I think."
Aragorn swallowed thickly as he
vainly trying to get his surroundings into focus. For the past two hours he had
been seeing everything double – which was in fact an
improvement, at least compared to earlier this night.
When he had awoken after Legolas had got him out of the troll-cave, he hadn't
been able to see anything except large blobs without defined outlines.
For a moment he pondered
Legolas' question, but after a few heartbeats he
couldn't remember what it had been in the first place. His entire left side hurt
as if someone had taken a handful of red-hot coals and had planted them inside
of him, and the rest of him
felt just like bodies usually did when they had been
mistreated by a horde of four trolls.
"How did you find me?" he whispered softly, already
having forgotten that Legolas had in fact asked him something.
Legolas frowned and wondered if he should repeat his
earlier question, but quickly decided against it. It didn't
truly matter anyway where the next guard post was.
He would simply continue down this path; if there was a
patrol or a guard post nearby, they would most certainly rather be spotted by
them than the other way round.
"You mean after you were found by the trolls?"
Aragorn nodded, and the elf smiled weakly.
"That was not too hard to accomplish, my friend. You do
not need the eyes of an elf to follow the trail of four trolls that
are mindlessly stomping through the
forest." He fell silent for a moment, carefully manoeuvring the two of them
around the tree at the bottom of the path, and added, "How did they find you in
the first place?"
Aragorn laughed wryly, or at least started to laugh
since sharp pain shot through him almost instantaneously. If not for Legolas'
supporting hands he would have doubled over, but while
attempting
to keep Aragorn on his feet, the elf's forearm knocked into his wounded left
side. The collision was so brief that it would usually not have affected him at
all, but now the short contact was enough to literally
pull the ground
out
from under his feet.
The sky suddenly turned blinding white and then dark as night,
and the next thing Aragorn knew was that he was lying on the ground, the sky
spinning in wild circles above his head. There was someone talking to him,
someone he should know, but the pain in his side was simply too
strong to let him think about
anything else. After an eternity, the pain had abated somewhat, at least to the
degree where he
could breathe more or less regularly without nearly passing out from the pain.
"…alright? Elbereth, answer me, reckless human? Estel!
Can you hear me? Are you alright?"
"Do … I l-look … alright?" the man finally managed to
gasp.
"Now that you ask, no, you do not," Legolas replied
evenly, so relieved
that he
would have dropped
to his knees if he hadn't been kneeling already. "I am
sorry, Aragorn. I should have been more careful."
"Not … not your fault," Aragorn shook his head, still
trying to get his breathing under control.
"No, of course not," Legolas answered sarcastically.
"An invisible orc appeared, pushed me to the side, thrust its elbow into your
wounded side and disappeared again before I could stop it." He nodded seriously.
"You are right, these things happen all the time."
"E-Especially around here," Aragorn nodded faintly and
squinted up at the elf's face that was hovering over
his, seeming to be a foot and then again a mile away.
"Now help me up."
Legolas apparently wanted to protest for a moment or
two, but in the end he simply took the man's hands and pulled him to his feet.
Aragorn turned even whiter as his position changed so abruptly, and he bit down
on his lower lip so sharply that he tasted blood. Legolas either tactfully
ignored the half-stifled whimper that escaped him nonetheless
or hadn't noticed it
while he was once again checking the bandages for fresh
blood, and a few moments later the elf straightened up again, a tentative smile
on his lips.
"Well, at least the bleeding hasn't started again," he
told the man with more confidence in his voice than he rightly felt. "You might
escape that writing exercise after all."
"Don't mention … that in front of … Erestor," the man
shook his head firmly. "It might serve … to give him … i-ideas."
"Hmm," the elf shook his head as well, carefully
starting to move again. "You might be right. Returning to Rivendell and having
to write something like 'I am not supposed to go near orcs, trolls or wargs' in
various fonts and languages isn't exactly what I would call entertaining."
Aragorn nodded minutely, but it was clear that he
wasn't really listening.
"They … stumbled over me," he finally said slowly.
Legolas blinked and quickly chanced a look at his
friend's face before he returned his attention to the path beneath their feet.
'Idiot,' a voice inside his aching head whispered accusatorially. 'You should
have checked him for head injuries.'
"Who did, mellon nín?" he finally asked
carefully.
"The trolls," the man retorted evenly.
"Oh," Legolas nodded relieved, remembering his earlier
question. "I see."
"They came not long after … you had left," Aragorn
recalled softly, trying to concentrate on speaking rather than on the pain in
his body. "I tried to hide, but…" He trailed off and shook his head once again.
"They came too close. I wasn't fast enough to run away, and … couldn't climb a
tree."
"It wouldn't have changed anything if you had tried to
climb a tree," Legolas shook his head as well, guilt eating
at his heart. "They would
simply have shaken you out of
it and you would have broken every bone in your body in the fall."
"Good … point."
Legolas barely heard the man's soft words, his thoughts
once again returning to the moment
when he had returned to find Aragorn gone. There had
been few times in his life when he had felt so helpless and angry at himself,
and a part of these feeling were still persistently clinging to his heart,
refusing to let go of him completely.
"I am sorry, Aragorn," he finally said, his eyes fixed
firmly on the stony, dusty path in front of him. "I shouldn't have left you
there alone. Your brothers told us that there were trolls about, but I didn't
even think of it once, so concentrated was I on my grand idea to built a flet. I
don't know what I was thinking. Forgive me."
"Don't … belittle your ideas, Legolas," Aragorn
protested next to him, sudden worry for his friend pushing the pain and
exhaustion in his body to the side. "It … it was a good one."
"Oh yes," Legolas nodded sarcastically. "It was an idea
that led
to your being taken captive by a horde of trolls that very nearly ate you! It was
perfect, you are right."
"You could not have known about them," Aragorn shook
his head once more. "It was an accident. It was not your fault … none of it.
There is nothing to forgive. Besides, it's … it's not as if you got away unhurt.
Don't think … I have missed the way
you … c-cradle that arm of yours when you think I am …
not looking."
Legolas gave him a surprised look; he really hadn't
thought that Aragorn was
aware enough of his surroundings to notice that he was hurt.
"It is nothing, I swear. And I wish it was that easy."
"It … can be," Aragorn smiled and did his best to
ignore the way something scalding hot
seemed to burrow ever deeper into his chest. "If you
accept that ... there are
things like f-fate and misfortune and that you can't blame yourself … for things
that are beyond your
control."
"Hear, hear," the elf said good-naturedly, but some of
the guilt in his heart was fading away. "You should listen to your own advice
from time to time, Estel."
"I know," the man agreed readily. "Adais saying just the same – all the time. But
… mostly, it is his advice … I should be following, of course."
Legolas grinned slightly, but worry once again stabbed
through his heart when he
heard how much weaker his friend's voice had become after all this talking. He
gave their surroundings a quick look and cursed inwardly when
he still didn't see any sign that anyone had
seen them. Where was a Noldo when you needed one?
"I think I know what you are talking about, my friend."
The fair haired elf gave his increasingly white-faced companion a quick look.
"And now stop talking. It's still quite a long way to Rivendell, and you will
need your strength."
"Since when are you … a master healer, hmm?" Aragorn
asked, but he, too, felt how much the
small conversation had exhausted him.
Even though the sun was just rising it seemed to him as
if she was shining down on
him hotter than ever in his
whole life, and the one or two drops of blood he still had inside of him (he was
firmly convinced that it couldn't be more than three) felt as if they were
turning to molten lava under the sun's harsh glare. His earlier assumption that
the pain in his side couldn't possibly increase was right now being proven
wrong, and if he was perfectly honest with himself, he didn't care in the
slightest if Legolas claimed to be a master healer or even Estë herself.
"Since the only person around here who knows more about
healing than me got himself impaled on a scimitar," Legolas answered curtly.
"Ah yes," the man mumbled tiredly. "I almost … forgot
about that." He fell silent for a moment, and Legolas was already congratulating
himself on getting
that stubborn human to shut up and save his strength when he opened his mouth
again, his voice so soft now that it was hard to understand him. "My … sword?
Did you…"
Legolas sighed and nodded before the dark haired human
could finish his sentence.
"Yes, I found it. And no, I won't give it to you now,
so you need not ask me to. You will get it back once we're back in Rivendell and
your father expressly allows it."
With an effort, Aragorn dragged his dropping eyelids
open and gave the blond elf next to him a suspicious look.
"Are you sure you … aren't one of the twins in
disguise?"
"Quite sure," Legolas smiled broadly and grabbed the
man a little more tightly as he stumbled over a dead branch
lying on the ground. "If I were, I would have to
strangle myself for allowing you to get into so much trouble."
"They wouldn't," Aragorn moved his head minutely from
side to side. "I mean, they wouldn't hurt you … permanently. It wasn't … even
your fault."
Legolas laughed softly and shook his head.
"Oh yes, they would. I dare not even
imagine what your father would do,
but let me tell you one thing: Your
brothers will skin me alive if they find out about all this."
"How right you are.
Somebody please get me a knife," a soft voice somewhere
to their right said sarcastically, and both their heads whipped around, Legolas'
head moving quite a bit faster than his human companion's.
For a moment, Legolas stared at the trees standing left and right of the
well-used path leading down into the
valley
of
Rivendell,
truly believing that one of them had awoken and spoken to them. He wasn't sure
whether or not he believed
the tales and stories about talking trees, about the Onodrim that
were still said to live in the large forests to the south, but even in his
slightly confused and exhausted state he realised that there were two flaws in
his reasoning:
One, there was no reason for one of the fabled Ents to be here, and two, even if
there were, he really didn't think that such a
creature would be threatening him in such a manner.
A small smile spread on his face as his tired brain
finally came to the only
possible conclusion, and he looked up even further, finally spying Elladan's
figure, who was sitting in a tree to their right on a large branch about thirty
feet above the ground. The twin was cocking his head to the side, apparently
scanning the two bedraggled figured who had appeared a few moments ago,
a curious mixture of reproach, relief and worry on his face. Now
that Legolas was actually paying more than the most fleeting attention to their
surroundings, he also saw the rest of what appeared to be Elladan's patrol.
It took the elven prince a moment or two to actually
realise that they were safe, that he had found help and would be able to get
Aragorn back to his father alive. The realisation sunk in slowly, but finally
the worry and fear that had been lying on his shoulders like an extremely heavy
coat fell away. His grin grew even more, and he would almost have lost his grip
on his human friend who was simply staring uncomprehendingly at his foster
brother.
"Well," Legolas finally said, too relieved to come up
with anything cleverer or more eloquent, "Are you coming down here or are you
planning to sit there all day?"
Elrond was walking down the corridors of his home into
the direction of the healing wing, a bright smile on his lips that lit up his
tired face. A rather large part of him felt ready to drop and sleep for a
century or two, but he was too excited and simply happy to actually sit down and
rest.
Well, not perfectly happy, of course.
There was no way an elf – or half-elf, for that matter – could be happy when his
seneschal, his youngest son and the son of the king of one of
the most powerful elven realms
on Arda were lying in the healing wing and/or their rooms in various states of
bloodiness.
But at least they were alive, Elrond told himself
firmly while he was smiling radiantly at a group of younger elves who
stepped to the side to let him pass,
apparently on their way to the Hall of Fire. None of the three was in a
condition to go anywhere in the near future (not even Prince Legolas, who seemed
to be most surprised about that), but that was some small detail
that only they would consider
offensive.
The half-elf shook his head slightly, his gait slowing
even more as he thought back to the scene that had greeted him this morning
after a rather excited
servant had all but taken him by the sleeve of his robes and had forcefully
pulled him down the stairs and into the courtyard. It did not matter how many
times he had already seen his sons injured in one way or the other, he would
never get used to it.
His heart had almost given out – and if he had been
mortal, he was firmly convinced that it would have, too – when he had set foot
into the courtyard, only see Elladan ride through the gates with his unconscious
human brother in his arms, looking so worried that Elrond had immediately
assumed the worst – a very wise course of action when dealing with his sons, as
he'd learnt a long time ago.
His mood had not really improved when he had actually
seen Aragorn's injury, and to say that it had got worse when he had laid eyes on
Legolas would have been the understatement of the century. The blond elf had
been covered from head to toe with bruises and rather painful-looking
lacerations, he had lost his shirts, there had been a large, bloody abrasion on
his left temple, and he had broken two ribs and cracked a third and one of the
bones in his left lower arm.
Elrond stopped for a moment in front of a life-sized
marble statue of a young elf-maid, not really knowing if he should laugh or feel
angry. Legolas had insisted that he was fine, all the time it took them to get
him up the stairs and into his room. Then, when the healers had been seeing to
his wounds, he had tried to convince them to let him stay with Aragorn, and only
when Elrond had finally stepped into his room for a moment and had told him that
Aragorn needed rest and was not to be disturbed had he fallen silent. Which did of course not mean that
the prince would heed his words, the Lord of Rivendell admitted to himself. If
he was lucky, he would be in bed and resting now – something
which he seriously doubted.
But he had not been lying, Elrond thought darkly.
Aragorn did need rest; a lot of it actually. He knew that he had to tell neither
his sons nor Legolas how close they had come to losing the young man.
The son of Thranduil might have done quite a good job
of
stopping the bleeding, but
another few hours later and it would have been too late to counteract the
infection that had already been spreading inside of the young ranger's wound
when he had been brought here. Orc scimitars were notorious for causing
festering wounds because the blades were filthy even if the orcs didn't coat
them with various poisons.
The dark haired elf shook his head, firmly putting
these thoughts out of his mind. It didn't matter; Aragorn had not been poisoned.
His wound was infected and a very bad one to begin with, yes, but Legolas had
got him here in time. Barring any unforeseen complications, his human son would
be just fine, and all they would have to worry about this coming month would be
him trying to escape their care, something which happened far too often.
Right now the man was sleeping, still under the
influence of a draught Elrond had given him when they had started tending his
injuries, and one of the twins was sitting in a chair at his bedside to keep an
eye on him, even though Elrond had assured them that the other healers would
look after their brother and that they should get some rest instead. When he had
left, Elladan had been sitting in the large, stuffy armchair with his eyes fixed
firmly on Aragorn's pale face, and he was sure that he had seen Elrohir slip
into Legolas' room.
Elrond took up his walk once more, still smiling
slightly. It was good to know that his sons were watching
over
the two of them,
and no matter how sternly he may have told the twins to get some rest, he was
very glad that they had decided to keep an eye on their brother and friend – it
was, in fact, the reason why he had left in the first place.
Deciding that he would administer a cup of his famous –
or infamous – tea to both Elladan and Elrohir if they were still refusing to
take some rest at sundown, he walked down the corridor, turned
right
and came
face to face with Erestor, who was waiting in front of the large double door
that was leading to the healing chambers.
Elrond came to an abrupt stop, inwardly asking himself
why he seemed to collide with every other person lately, and gave his dark
haired advisor a quick nod.
"Erestor."
"My lord," Erestor nodded back, a happy, relieved
sparkle in his eyes that hadn't been there when Elrond had seen him last. The
reason for this became quickly apparent when a wide smile spread over his
usually so reserved face and he added, "He is awake!"
"So I have heard," Elrond smiled softly. The message
that Glorfindel was awakening had reached him when he had still been busy
treating Aragorn and Legolas, and he hadn't found the time to see to his friend
until now. "You have seen him already, I
assume?"
"Yes." Erestor looked strangely flustered for a moment.
"Mistress Gaerîn, however,
was so kind to
point out how important it
is
that he gets
enough rest and … assured … me that I could return to my duties."
Elrond hid a smile just in time and nodded earnestly.
He seriously doubted that Gaerîn, the healer whom he had entrusted with
Glorfindel's care, had phrased it just like this. It didn't matter that the
she-elf in question was in fact tiny, petite and even younger than the twins; if
she saw the health of one of her patients endangered, she could get rather
explicit. She had a knack of formulating her orders in a way that always seemed
polite and respectful, but she also didn't leave the shadow of a doubt in
anyone's mind that she would rip your heart out of your breast if you didn't
do what she told you
this instant
– which was, of course, the reason why he had chosen
her in the first place. If there was one healer in Imladris that could deal with
a hurting, ill-tempered Glorfindel, it was Gaerîn.
His inward smile widened. Erestor had been thrown out,
by a child not even half his age.
"I see," he finally said. "I have the utmost confidence
in Lady Gaerîn's abilities. If she says Glorfindel is fine, then it is so."
Erestor didn't answer immediately, but judging from the
way his eyes narrowed at the mention of the she-elf's name it became rather
clear that he didn't share his lord's view in the slightest. The dark haired
advisor finally nodded politely, annoyance and chagrined acceptance swirling in
his eyes.
"If you say so, my lord." Erestor straightened his
shoulders and set his jaw, fixing his eyes on the large wooden doors as if
expecting them to open at any moment to reveal a large fire-breathing dragon
together with its brood. "Do you wish me to … accompany you, my friend?"
Elrond fought to keep a straight face, the worry of the
past days making way to irrational merriment that threatened to brim over.
"No, mellon nín," he shook his head,
almost losing his composure completely when he saw how Erestor's shoulder
dropped slightly in relief. "I think I will speak to him alone."
"Good luck then, my lord," Erestor muttered, apparently
torn between relief and annoyance with either Gaerîn or their golden haired
friend. "He is already complaining."
"Oh?" Elrond arched an eyebrow.
"Yes," Erestor nodded, a small smile on his lips. He
had never thought he would be so happy to hear Glorfindel complain about one and
the same thing over and over again. "He feels awful," he began to count on his
fingers. "The bed is too hard or too soft, the sheets are making his skin itch,
the bandages are too tight, the view boring, the company horrid, the décor
terrible … should I go on, my lord?"
"No, thank you," Elrond shook his head with a large
smile. "I think I see your point."
Erestor returned the smile and was about to bow and
turn around, but he seemed to think better of it and looked back up, locking
eyes with his lord and friend.
"Talk to him, Elrond," he said earnestly, the fact that
he was calling the other elf lord by his name emphasising how serious he was.
"The Valar know I've tried to make him tell me what is wrong, but he won't talk
to me. He needs to
speak
about whatever troubles him, now more than ever. Don't
let him get away with avoiding your questions."
"I will do my best," Elrond nodded darkly,
determination flickering to life in his grey eyes. "Thank you, my friend. For
everything."
Erestor merely smiled again and turned around, and a
second later he had disappeared around the corner. Elrond looked after him for a
moment or two before he straightened his back and turned to the door. He
hesitated only a moment before he reached for the handle and opened it, stepping
into the room as soundlessly as possible and closing it behind him again.
Before he could even scan the room, a small, delicate
figure with flaming red hair had appeared in front of him, wearing a frown that
seemed to be at odds with her otherwise lovely face. The frown turned into a
smile when she saw who had just entered the room, and she inclined her head and
curtsied quickly.
"My lord," she said softly, looking up to fasten grey
eyes on Elrond's face. "How are Estel and the prince?"
"They are well, considering the circumstances," Elrond
returned the nod. "If we can keep them in their beds, they should make a full
recovery."
"I'll get the chains then, my lord," the young she-elf
retorted darkly.
Elrond smiled broadly.
"Yes, that might be a wise course of action, Gaerîn."
He turned serious quickly and
nodded
into the direction of Glorfindel's
bed. "How is he?"
"As well as can be expected," she answered in a low
voice. "The fever is
all but
gone, there are no signs of infection as far as I can tell
and only little fresh bleeding. With time, Lord Glorfindel should be just fine."
It was strange how good it felt to have another healer
confirm what he had already heard from other elves on
his way here, and Elrond closed his eyes for a moment and nodded, thanking Eru Ilúvatar for sparing Glorfindel's life.
"Thank you for watching over him," the
half-elven healer
finally
inclined his head and opened his
eyes. "I will stay with him for a while now."
Gaerîn was intelligent enough to know when she was
being dismissed, and with another curtsy she turned around and left the room.
Elrond didn't watch her leave but immediately made his way over to his friend's
bedside, the urge to make sure for himself that Glorfindel would be alright
burning strongly within him. He only needed to take a couple of steps to reach
the bed, and for a few moments he simply remained where he was, looking down
on
Glorfindel's still form.
He was still pale, almost as pale as Aragorn had been when he had been brought
here, Elrond thought. It was a different pallor though; it didn't look quite as
deathly-white anymore, not as if he were only one step away from death's doors.
The bandages covering almost his entire torso had been
changed sometime during the day, the white linen now almost blending into the
white sheets.
Not really knowing whether or not his friend was awake,
Elrond reached out and placed a hand on the blond elf's forehead, sighing softly
in relief when his palm made contact with cool, dry skin. Before he could
withdraw his hand, Glorfindel's eyes opened slowly and he blinked twice,
apparently trying to get his surroundings into focus.
"Welcome back," Elrond smiled gently and withdrew his
hand, sitting down onto the chair sitting next to the other elf's bed.
A tired smile spread over the other's face and he
swallowed quickly, his eyes fixing on the water jug next to Elrond rather than
on his face.
"Thank you, my lord."
"It is I who should thank you," Elrond shook his head
while
he filled a cup with water, having followed his friend's gaze. "If you hadn't
sensed that first ambush, Eru alone knows what might have happened."
Glorfindel merely shook his head, but before he could
answer Elrond had helped him sit up and had pressed the rim of the cup against
his lips. After the golden haired elf had drunken his fill, the cup was removed
and Elrond helped him lie down again, wincing inwardly when he saw the pain on
his friend's face, and his determination to make Glorfindel tell him what was
wrong faltered.
Glorfindel nodded into Elrond's general direction but
still didn't meet his eyes, and the half-elf's resolve grew once more. This
could not go on.
"Aragorn and the prince – they are fine?" Glorfindel
asked, his voice soft and full of suppressed pain.
"Yes," Elrond assured the other elf quickly. "They will
be just fine, both of them. The rest of the warriors are also alright, don't
worry."
"Erestor already told me," Glorfindel nodded, closing
his eyes once more. "I am glad, then. I shouldn't have led them down that path."
"You could not have known," Elrond shook his head
firmly even though the other elf couldn't see it. "You might have saved all
their lives; who knows what would have happened if you had run first into the
one and then into the other troupe of orcs unprepared."
Glorfindel shook his head slightly, apparently not
really having heard the other's words.
"I have failed you, my lord. Because of me your son and
Prince Legolas were seriously injured and almost killed. I beg your
forgiveness."
Elrond shook his head again, confusion and
a little bit of
annoyance on
his face.
"It was not your fault, Glorfindel. There is no need to
beg anything of me."
Glorfindel merely shook his head again and turned
slightly to the side, a more than obvious sign that he wished to be left alone,
but Elrond had reached the end of his patience and
was no longer
willing to
accept
this kind of behaviour. There was no way he would leave now.
"What is it, my friend?" he asked softly. "What is it
that is troubling you? This night, when you were fighting the fever, you were
dreaming about Gondolin. Is this it? Are the memories of its fall haunting you
once more?"
The other elf didn't answer, not that Elrond had really
expected him to, and so the dark haired elf decided that the only course of
action that might promise some measure of success
was total
bluntness. He
ignored the way his heart constricted with pain at the mere thought of what he
was about to say and narrowed his eyes at his fair haired friend.
"Are you blaming me?" he demanded to know, his voice
sharper than he intended it to be. "Are you blaming me
and my house
for your death? Is this why you have been avoiding me
all this time?"
Elrond had hoped to get a reaction out of his friend
this way, but he had certainly not been prepared for the one that followed only
a second later. The golden haired elf's eyes flew open and his gaze fixed on his
friend's face, disbelief and horror on his face.
"I?" Glorfindel stuttered finally. "Blame you? What …
how …" he took a deep breath and winced, but pushed the pain to the side
quickly. "Why would you say that?"
"Don't insult my intelligence, Glorfindel," Elrond said
emotionlessly, feeling a little bit relieved by the other's incredulous
reaction. "I have seen you look at me and wince as if my very sight pains you in
some way. You are avoiding my presence as if I was the carrier of a mysterious,
deadly disease, and you ask me why I would say that you blame me for something?"
Glorfindel seemed about to say something, but then he
turned his head away and clamped his mouth shut again, something that awoke in
Elrond the
very
powerful urge to take his friend's shoulders and shake him.
"I could never blame you for anything, Elrond. You are
wrong."
"Then what is it?" Elrond all but exclaimed. "Tell me,
Glorfindel! If you are not blaming me, then why are you avoiding me? Please,
mellon nín, talk to me! I beg you!"
For a moment, it seemed as if the golden haired elf
wanted to remain silent, but then he began to shake his head, almost hysterical
laughter dancing in his eyes.
"You don't know how wrong you really
are," he said
softly, obviously working hard to regain control over himself. "When your father
was only
a babe, I swore to protect him with
all my strength, as I had sworn to protect his mother and grandfather. I could
never blame his descendants for what happened all these years ago,
least of all you."
Elrond didn't answer, sensing that now was not the time
to interrupt his fair haired friend, who almost seemed to have forgotten that he
wasn't alone in the room.
"You should have seen it, Elrond," Glorfindel went on,
his eyes staring
dreamily
into empty space. "Ondolind was the most
beautiful city I have ever seen; in my first life and in this one as well. Some
said that it was almost as beautiful as Tirion itself, and none who had ever
laid eyes on our city challenged that claim. The
valley
of
Tumladen
was green as the greenest emerald, and the city's walls were white as pearls and
shone twice as brightly in the sun. The tower of the king was tall as a tree of
stone growing into the heavens, and there among the countless fountains stood
the two trees the King had made in memory of the Two Trees far to the West in
Valinor."
The elf shook his head slightly, a fond smile on his
lips.
"It was my entire world. We
almost never left
the city; only when my king set out to fight in the Nirnaeth Arnoediad. Even then,
after that dark day, we knew that we couldn't stay hidden forever, that, one day
sooner or later, he would find us, but we weren't willing to abandon our fair
city, as Tuor bade us do. We should have listened to Ulmo's warnings that he had
brought, I know that now, but then it seemed so unlikely that anyone could ever
find us. The king trusted our defences and was unwilling to leave and get
involved once again in the battles that raged without, and so we stayed."
Elrond nodded, even though he was sure that Glorfindel
wouldn't have noticed if he had turned blue in the face. He, too, knew the tale
of the Fall of Gondolin, knew how Maeglin, the nephew of the king, had betrayed
the secrets of Gondolin to Morgoth for fear for his life and because of his
desire to possess Idril, his cousin.
"And then they came," Glorfindel went on tonelessly.
"Then as today we celebrated Midyear's Day with a great feast. In Gondolin we
called it Andor Lairëo, or Ennyn Laer in the younger tongue; the Gates of
Summer. Everyone was on the eastern walls to greet the rising sun when they came
over the northern hills, an endless column of orcs, wolves, dragons and balrogs.
Before even an alarm had been sounded, they were beneath the very walls; like a
large mass of black insects they crawled over the walls and into the city. We
never stood a chance."
Glorfindel shook his head and bit down on his lower
lip, his eyes dark and hard.
"Ecthelion died. Turgon died. The people of my house
died, and my friends and everyone I had known and loved. Our city fell to ruin,
and if not for Idril's foresight and wisdom, not even she, her family and the
few they could gather would have survived."
"But they did survive," Elrond interjected gently. "You
saved them. You stayed and fought the balrog, giving them enough time to make
their way to the Pass and escape."
"It was all in vain," Glorfindel shook his head darkly.
"All for nothing in the end."
Elrond frowned, truly not understanding what his friend
was talking about.
"I fear I cannot follow you, my friend."
"Tell me, Elrond," Glorfindel said evenly with a
strange calmness on his face, "what happened to the Gondolindrim that managed to
escape the sack of the city?"
The dark haired elf's frown deepened.
"They settled at the Mouths of Sirion with those who
had escaped the destruction of Doriath. My father was their lord after his
parents had taken the ship to the West. Elros and I were born there, but I
really…" He trailed off, sudden understanding on his face. "Oh, I see. Maedhros,
Maglor and the twins."
"Yes," Glorfindel nodded, cold fury on his face even
after so many years. "Maedhros, Maglor and the twins. They slaughtered what was
left of my people, and for what? For an accursed jewel that never brought anyone
anything but grief!"
"I know," Elrond nodded softly, dark memories of how
the remaining sons of Fëanor had assaulted his childhood home rising inside of
him. "I remember it well. Neither Círdan nor Gil-galad were quick enough to aid
us, and before their ships had even arrived the battle was over." He looked up,
sad grey eyes locking with sad blue ones. "They paid for their deeds, Glorfindel,
you know that. Amras and Amrod died that very day, and everyone knows what
happened to Maedhros and Maglor."
"Fate was far too kind to them," Glorfindel shook his
head, his eyes still gleaming with fury and sadness. "I do not want to speak ill
of the one who has shown you and your brother kindness, but…"
He trailed off and swallowed thickly.
"I died in vain," he repeated softly. "It was all for
nothing. But no, I do not blame you, son of Eärendil. I died gladly, for your
grandparents, for your father and for my people. Neither they nor you are to
blame for the fact that I did it vainly."
Elrond shook his head slowly, his eyes still not
leaving Glorfindel's face.
"Then why do you avoid my company?"
"Because," Glorfindel began slowly, "Because,
more and more often these past few years, you look so much like your father that I can almost believe it all
never happened." Elrond merely stared at him, and so he continued, a small smile
on his lips. "I loved your father, you know – like every other elf in
the city, since the day he was born. He was a beautiful child, with the wisdom
of the Eldar and the strength of Men in his heart, and he had the same love for
the Sea that his father possessed. You remind me of him, Elrond, sometimes more,
sometimes less. There is also much of your mother and her ancestors in you, but
now that the times are growing dark like they did then
there are days that I can see Tuor's stubbornness,
Idril's wisdom
or my king's strength
in you, and
I remember."
Elrond was silent for a moment, not really knowing what
to say, but then he leaned forward in his chair, his eyes boring into
Glorfindel's in an attempt to make that stubborn elf see reason.
"Glorfindel," he began carefully, "You cannot possibly
believe that your death was in vain. You…"
"Don't," the other elf shook his head sharply. "Don't
try to reassure or comfort me, Elrond. I made a choice, a conscious choice to
stay behind and die. I did not expect to win against the balrog; if even
Ecthelion had died, then how could I
have
possibly hoped
to survive? I made that choice and died. I smelled my own burning flesh and hair
and saw my skin catch fire before my very eyes, and for what? It was all for
nothing! All this was for nothing, all the mighty, desperate deeds Ecthelion and
so many others did availed nothing! I died gladly, thinking that I would ensure
my people's freedom and survival, only to be returned to life and hear that they
had been slaughtered! I never asked to come back, Elrond. I had made that choice
and was happy; even in the moment the demon pulled me down with it into the
abyss in shadow and flame I was happy in the knowledge that they would live!"
"And you did not wish to live once you came back,"
Elrond interjected softly.
"Not when they did not, no!" Glorfindel shook his head
again, anger and despair in his eyes. "I wanted to die, Elrond.
When we were ambushed by the orcs near the Eagle's Cleft it was like a gift from
the heavens – I could go down in a blaze of glory and take as many of them with
me as possible! I had watched while my entire world was destroyed and my best
friend and my king slaughtered! Of course I did not wish to live!"
"And now?" Elrond asked, trying to hide his
apprehension. "Do you want to live now?"
The golden haired elf merely looked at him blankly,
nothing on his face that could have given Elrond any clue as to what he was
thinking, and Elrond took a deep breath, trying to get his
emotions
under control. He had been no more than a child when
his father and mother had left, and his memories of them were hazy at best after
all these ages. He had never thought that he could somehow remind his fair
haired friend of his ancestors whom
the
other
had known so well.
"Glorfindel," he began once more, deciding to try a
different approach. "Tell me one thing: Do you consider my sons' existence to be
unnecessary? Or the Evenstar's? Would you rather have it that they had never
been born?"
Glorfindel's reaction to that question was rather
interesting. His head turned around so quickly that he didn't even have time to
notice the pain the fast movement brought and he stared at his friend, his eyes
so large and indignant that Elrond had to suppress a smile.
"I love your children as if they were my own," he growled at the very calm half-elf sitting next to him. "I thought you
knew that. If anyone else suggested that I wished them ill in any way, I would
make him pay
dearly for it."
"Yes," Elrond smiled slightly. "Yes, I know you would.
But," he went on, his eyes darkening a little at the very thought, "Surely you
realise that, if you had not stayed and fought the balrog that day, they would
never have been born? Idril and Tuor would most likely have died, along with my
father and the rest of their people. I wouldn't have been born. Elros wouldn't
have been born, nor so many others who still live today."
"It's not the same," Glorfindel shook his head. "That
is not what I meant, it…"
"Yes," Elrond interrupted him sharply
with
a voice that
left no room for further arguments. "It is. You did not die in vain,
mellon nín. It doesn't matter what happened later; it doesn't matter whether Maedhros and his brothers razed the Havens to the ground or not. Without you, I
would never have existed, and neither would have Elladan, Elrohir or Arwen.
Elros would never have become Númenor's first king, and his house would never
have been founded. Aragorn would not have been born into this world, just like
none of his forefathers would have lived before him. And it's not only me and my
house, Glorfindel," the dark haired elf stressed insistently. "Take Gaerîn, for
example. Her great-grandparents fled from Gondolin that day, and because of you
they survived. Or Isál, one of your captains. His grandmother hailed from
Doriath, I believe, but his grandfather was born in your city. He wouldn't have
existed either. There are so many more I could name, my friend, so many that
live because you fought and died for them."
Elrond shook his had slowly and continued.
"Yes, you may be right
when
you say that many of those
who fled from Gondolin that day more than six thousand years ago died
nonetheless. But even though many died when Fëanor's sons attacked my home,
there were some that survived, Glorfindel, and even more of their children and
children's children. You did not die in vain. You achieved what you set out to
do, and I and my house and so many others will forever be in your debt because
of it."
"But even now, after six thousand years, I wake up at
night because I see it all over again," Glorfindel said softly, all anger
seeming to have drained out of him. "I see how the walls are overrun, how
Ecthelion is burnt alive and how the Tower of the King falls. I hear the screams
of the dying and my own when I fall into the abyss to my death with the balrog.
I can never forget it, Elrond, never, no matter how hard I try."
"Of course not," the younger elf said softly with a
small smile. "Of course you cannot forget it, just like I could never forget the
day the sons of Fëanor sacked the Havens of Sirion. Such memories are
everlasting, just like your love and allegiance to Turgon and your departed
friends will never fade or die. But the thing that is important is that you do
not live there, my friend. You have to let go."
Glorfindel frowned, and so Elrond continued, choosing
his blunt words with care.
"Gondolin is fallen, Glorfindel, and nothing you can do
will bring it back. There is not even a single stone left of it since the War of
Wrath. And even though it is gone, you still haven't left the pinnacle where you
fought the balrog. A part of you is still there, and refuses to let go."
"That part is all I have left of my home," the golden
haired elf said tonelessly.
"No, my friend," Elrond shook his head gently. "You
have your memories of the days before Gondolin was discovered. You do not need
to cling to the memories of your death, Glorfindel. You have so much more."
"And yet a part of me is dead and will forever remain
dead," Glorfindel shook his head as well. "A part of me died with my home and my
friends, and nothing anyone can say, nothing even you can say, will
change that."
"I know," Elrond retorted softly, bowing his head to
hide the tears that were suddenly welling up in his eyes. "Oh, my friend,
believe me, I know."
A hand was suddenly placed on his forearm, and Elrond
looked up to see Glorfindel's pale, from the strain slightly trembling hand
wrapped around his wrist.
"Forgive me, my friend," the fair haired elf begged
softly. "I
spoke out of turn. I
should
not have brought that up."
"It is alright," Elrond smiled as best as he could. "It
has been a long time now."
"The passage of time doesn't necessarily make it
easier," Glorfindel shook his head. "Sometimes, it even makes it hurt all the
more."
"Yes, it does," Elrond agreed sadly, his eyes locking
with his friend's. "But you are not alone, Glorfindel. I know how it feels to
lose a part of yourself – but that's all you've lost, my friend, a part
of you. You have a home here, a people that need your protection and friends
that love you. Don't shut us out."
"I have done no such thing!" the other elf protested
automatically, but quickly lowered his head and smiled somewhat sheepishly.
"Well, maybe I have. But only a little."
"That, my friend," Elrond interjected sourly, "is a
matter of definition. Be that as it may, however," he went on quickly before his
friend could object, "I give you my word of honour that, if you ever do
something like this again, I will personally kill you."
Glorfindel raised his chin and met the other elf's gaze
evenly, understanding full well that his lord and friend was
indeed
not talking
about the orc ambush.
"Yes, my lord, thank you. I will think about your
words."
"Then I am glad," Elrond smiled broadly, allowing the
relief that was spreading inside of him to show on his face. "I thought you
would never come to your senses."
"It is unbecoming an elf lord to mock a grievously
injured person."
Elrond's smile grew to improbable dimensions at his
friend's answer.
"It most probably is. I will think about it while you
take some rest – and don't try to talk yourself out of it, because you won't
succeed. Your body needs sleep to heal."
Glorfindel apparently thought about protesting, but
before he could even say a single word, his eyelids seemed to develop a mind of
their own and were beginning to drop. The blond elf lord attempted to open them
again, and finally, after some moments of silent fighting which Elrond watched
with quite a bit of amusement, they slid shut and stayed that way. Elrond smiled
slightly and stood to his feet, and just when he had reached the doors, a soft,
already rather sleepy voice halted him in mid-motion.
"Elrond."
The dark haired elf turned around, trying to hide the
worry that had re-awoken in his heart.
"Yes, my friend?"
Glorfindel forced his eyes open with an obvious effort,
the blue orbs still filled with sadness and suppressed pain.
"Next year," he began haltingly. "Next year, when we
celebrate the Gates of Summer once more, I would like to greet the sun on one of
the eastern balconies. I … I would be honoured if you would…"
"Gladly, mellon nín," Elrond smiled
earnestly. "I would be most happy to greet her with you."
"I had hoped you would," the other elf mumbled with a
smile, already half-asleep now that he had expressed his wish. "The High King
loved to watch her too, and so did Idril … and your father, he…"
Before he could finish his sentence sleep finally
caught up with him, and Glorfindel's eyes closed once again as exhaustion and
long-ignored pain demanded his body's attention. Elrond remained where he was
until he was sure that Glorfindel was resting as comfortably as possible,
looking at his sleeping friend, and a small, sad smile spread over his face.
"Yes," he told the resting elf softly. "My father loved
the sunrise. And so did Elros."
For a moment he just stood there, thinking back to
places and people long gone,
but then
he shook his head and turned around, to the
rest of his life and his children
who
were still waiting for him outside this
room.
Aragorn was bored.
He didn't really know how it was possible for someone
to be completely exhausted and bored at the same time; the only thing he knew
was that he had managed it. This had to be a kind of personal record, Aragorn
thought to himself with a dark frown, staring at his room's ceiling. He hadn't
got bored so quickly since that time he had broken his leg when he had been
fifteen years old – at least he thought so.
He wasn't really sure since it was quite hard to
concentrate
on anything
at the moment, he decided earnestly, his eyes still not leaving the
ceiling. His father's draught that had put him to sleep earlier was still
affecting his senses, and even though he had to admit that it was quite nice not
to feel all of the pain that still throbbed dully in his body, he was beginning
to get fed up with the side effects. Not being able to concentrate properly was
one of them and most certainly the most annoying, closely followed by the soft,
grey haze that had laid itself over most objects in his field of vision.
It made it really hard to see, Aragorn decided while
his eyes left his room's ceiling and slowly travelled over
the walls
to the balcony doors
to his left. He knew that the curtains were usually of a dark blue colour, with
silver edgings at the bottom, but right now they looked more like grey than
blue. The gleaming rays of the setting sun that streamed into the room through
the gap between the two lengths of cloth weren't turning the silver threads a
soft golden-red colour as they usually did; they were, out of reasons Aragorn
couldn't possibly fathom, green.
This was most displeasing indeed, the young ranger
thought to himself while his eyes were still fixed on the softly swaying
curtains, and it was the healer's fault. When he had woken up, Elladan had been
sitting in the chair next to him, but just
when
his
older brother had calmed down
again a little and had been about to start scolding him for his reckless
behaviour, the small she-elf had turned up, the one with the red hair – or at
least he thought it had been red.
Aragorn bit down on his lip while his muddled brain
tried to remember the female healer's name. He knew it, he was sure
he knew it, but he simply couldn't remember! After a while he gave up, his
frustration quickly fading again while his sleepiness increased. It didn't
matter what her name was, the fact remained that she had thrown Elladan out. He
had been too sleepy to
understand
why she had done it, and even though Elladan had
been highly unwilling, he had left with her in the end. They had gone to fetch
his father, that much he was certain of, but
he
wasn't sure
when exactly they had left his room. Maybe two minutes ago. Or maybe two hours.
He was still pondering this – and had just come to the
conclusion that, no matter how long ago the two elves had left, it could not
have been longer than two days ago – when a soft sound to his right caught his
attention, and with the lazy slowness that sedatives always awoke inside of him
he turned his head to the side. What he saw
there
would have alarmed him under other
circumstances, but now it merely puzzled him.
Aragorn frowned and narrowed his eyes, trying to clear
his vision of the dancing spots of light that had begun to appear
in front of his eyes. After a
few moments of opening and closing his eyes and viewing the scene from every
angle available to him he came to the only possible conclusion: Legolas' head
was floating in midair in front of his curtains.
This was most curious, the young man thought, his eyes
not leaving the head of his friend that was right now turning from side to side,
as if checking that there was no one else in the room. Legolas looked rather
normal – or as normal as a person missing his or her body could – if one ignored the fact that his hair didn't look pale golden
anymore, but rather white. There were also a few bruises and scratches on his
face, and a large, purple abrasion on his temple, but Aragorn seemed to remember
them,
somehow.
Before he could remember when
exactly
he had seen Legolas in
this rather ruffled state, two hands appeared next to the floating head and
pushed the curtains aside, and a moment later the elf's head was joined by the
rest of his body that stepped into the room. He stayed completely motionless for
a moment, his head cocked slightly to the side, but then he closed the distance
between the door and Aragorn's bed and sat down on the armchair recently vacated
by Elladan, his movements rather stiff and slow.
A small smile spread on the elf's face as he saw the
man's open eyes, and he leaned forward a little with a relieved sparkle in his
eyes.
"You are awake."
"And you … have a body," Aragorn retorted softly,
feeling
quite
relieved himself.
Legolas only blinked and frowned slightly, but came
apparently to the conclusion that it was the far wiser course of action not to
ask.
"I seriously hope so." His eyes narrowed when
he saw the slightly glazed look in the man's eyes and gave an inward sigh of
relief. Lord Elrond's potion hadn't worn off yet – so Aragorn hadn't sustained a
head injury after all. "How do you feel, Estel?"
"Oh, I'm fine," Aragorn tried to move a hand in what
was supposed to be a casual gesture but which nearly would have hit Legolas in
the face. "How are you?"
"Well enough," Legolas answered quickly as he grabbed
the man's hand and carefully pushed it back down onto the blankets. "It's
nothing a few days' rest won't
cure, your father said so himself."
Well, the young elf thought to himself, that might not
be the
whole
truth. Lord Elrond had actually used terms like "extremely lucky"
and "at least a week of strict rest", which left quite a bit to be desired in
terms of precision. He was resting right now, wasn't he?
"Good," Aragorn nodded, still staring with fascination
at Legolas' white hair. It looked rather strange, now that he thought about it.
With an effort he wrenched his sluggish thoughts away from Legolas' unusual
appearance and looked at him earnestly. "Glorfindel is … alright?"
"Yes," Legolas nodded as well. "Elrohir assured me that
he will make a full recovery. The rest of the warriors managed to get back here
without any serious injuries."
Aragorn smiled, quite relieved to hear Legolas confirm
what Elladan had already told him.
"Where is he? Elrohir, I mean?"
"I don't really know," Legolas shrugged lightly, but
froze immediately as a stab of pain went through his chest. "A small she-elf
appeared and dragged him out. For a moment I was certain that she would actually
take him by the ear and pull him out of the room."
Aragorn nodded seriously, once again trying to remember
the healer's name. It was something beginning with "S", he was very sure about
that.
"They have gone to fetch my father."
Legolas' eyes widened considerably, and his gaze
immediately began to survey the room, as if expecting Lord Elrond to appear out
of nowhere all of the sudden.
"And you tell me that now?" he asked
incredulously, already half on his feet. "He will kill me if he finds me here!
And after that he will give me to your brothers!"
"Don't worry," Aragorn blinked and shook his head,
battling the sleepiness that once again threatened to overcome his
senses. "You are his patient. He would never harm one of his patients." He
waited until Legolas had sat back down
again
before he added, "Usually."
"'Usually'?" Legolas repeated suspiciously. "Just what
is that supposed to mean, dúnadan?"
"Oh … he's had two bad days," Aragorn grinned sleepily.
"Or so Elladan has told me." The man ignored the dark expression on his friend's
face and concentrated on what he had wanted to tell the elf the entire time,
pushing the exhaustion as far back as he could. "I … I wanted to thank you,
mellon nín," he continued softly. "For saving me from the trolls
and … for everything else. Thank you."
"As I said earlier, Estel," Legolas smiled softly.
"Always. You are my friend, and when you need help, I will always be there."
"Unless," Aragorn retorted with a smile of his own, "my
father could discover you out of bed against his orders."
"Well, yes," the fair haired elf conceded. "I may be
your friend, but I am not suicidal."
"Says the elf that took on four trolls alone," Aragorn
muttered under his breath. "Hear, hear."
"And since I am not suicidal," Legolas went on,
ignoring the man's mumbled words, "I advise you to take some rest. If your
father
arrives
here and finds you sleeping, he might actually not kill me – at
least not right away."
"Good reasoning," Aragorn nodded, finding that it was
becoming harder and harder to keep his eyes open.
"Thank you," the elf nodded as well, ignoring the
sarcastic undertone that had tinged the man's words. "Now sleep."
"You really … are a stubborn elf," the
young ranger mumbled while his eyelids slid shut.
"And you, my friend, are an insufferably reckless
human," Legolas retorted with a smile. "Go to sleep."
Aragorn frowned slightly, apparently trying to hold
onto what he had wished to tell the elf, but before he could bring the words
into anything resembling a sensible order,
they
had faded completely from
his mind.
Exhaustion and suppressed pain rose to the surface like an unstoppable wave, and before he truly knew what was happening,
all conscious thought had fled from his mind as the comforting darkness of sleep
enveloped him. Within half a minute he was asleep, and Legolas leaned back in
his armchair, wincing slightly when his bruised back made contact with the back
of the chair.
The elf simply watched the sleeping human for a few
minutes, a wave of gratitude and relief once again
welling up
inside of him. For a
long time he had truly believed
that
Aragorn would die before he could get him
anywhere near Rivendell, a thought that had scared him far more than he was
willing to admit to himself. Even though he had known Lord Elrond's foster son
for only
a
little more than a year, he had become quite fond of him, and the
thought of losing his human friend so early had frightened him deeply.
Legolas shook his head inwardly, dismissing these
depressing thoughts. Neither of them had died and they had it made back to
Rivendell in (more or less, at least) one piece, that was all that mattered. Now
all they had to do was survive being mothered by the twins and every healer that
could get his or her hands on them – a far more daunting task than dragging a
half-dead ranger out of a troll-cave and through orc-infested territory. He was
rather sure that that red-haired she-elf wouldn't allow them to get out of bed
to stretch their legs or take a short walk – no, he was very sure
about that. He didn't really know her, but he was reasonably certain that she
and Hithrawyn, his father's rather forceful master healer back in Mirkwood,
would get along just fine.
It was also entirely possible, Legolas thought, that
Lord Elrond actually fulfilled his threat and chained them to their beds to make
sure they got enough rest. In which case, he added inwardly, they would have to
bribe the twins to help them pick the locks. He didn't really know with which
threat or promise they
would be able to
convince them, but
they
would think of something.
There was one thing he was very sure about, however,
and that was that the next few weeks would be highly amusing – most likely more
for them than for the healers and Lord Elrond, he was fair enough to admit that.
It would be easy enough to convince the twins to help them escape their father's
clutches once their wounds were healed a little more; besides, he had yet to see
the twins resist one of Aragorn's really pitiful looks.
With a last fond look at his sleeping friend Legolas
carefully sat back in his armchair, put his bandaged left arm on top of his
right one and waited for Lord
Elrond and the twins to arrive.
THE END
mellon nín (S.) - my friend
ada (S.) - father (daddy)
Onodrim (S.) - Ents
Ondolindë (Q.) - 'The Rock of the Music of Water', the original Quenya name of
the elven city of Gondolin
dúnadan (S.) - 'Man of the West', ranger
Well, and that was it, I'm afraid! The reckless human and the stubborn elf
have arrived safely, are - more or less - in one piece, and Glorfindel has
talked about what was bothering him. That's all very nice, isn't it? sighs
contently Yes, it actually is.
I hope you've all enjoyed this little story, short as it was - especially
Marbienl, of course; it is her birthday present, after all. I am beginning to
suspect that I will have to write a "How Aragorn and Legolas met"-story at some
point, but that's another matter. g
About "A Sea of Troubles", the sequel to my last story "To Walk in
Night": I am beginning to write it right about now, but I really don't have
that much time at the moment. A very, very tentative guess is that I will post
the first chapter sometime at the end of this month, probably around the 25th or
something like that. Please keep in mind that that is a TENTATIVE guess. It all
depends on how good the weather's going to be (this far, it has been quite nice
actually!) and how motivated I'll be. So don't send me threatening mails when
it's not there on the 25th. g Encouraging mails, however, are always
appreciated! g Okay, that's it for now; I hope to see all of you then!
Nili
Additional A/N:
Deana - Uhm, yes, I guess you could say that. Legolas didn't really have that great a time. g Thanks a lot for all your reviews!
Mornflower - LOL, so Legolas is your date? And so is Estel? Well, that will be one hell of a party, I guess! g And don't bother to leave, you are scaring me already. No, that's not really true. It takes a lot more to actually scare me. Spiders, for example, which is rather pathetic, I know. g
Lindahoyland - Oh, don't be sad. There will be another story here soon - if everything goes according to plan, which it admittedly never does. shrugs It'll be here, sooner or later. It's very nice to hear that you like my stories (I just can't keep the humour out of the chapters. Believe me, I've tried. g), and right now I am definitely enjoying my trip, even though one of my friends nearly drowned me in the swimming pool. It was quite a near thing. g
Ana - I hope you got my mail. sometimes does that, you usually have to wait for a while until the chapters become visible. Then again, that was before they changed everything a few weeks ago, so maybe they don't become visible at all anymore. shrugs I will never understand them, I fear. g I am sorry for making you laugh aloud, though. I hope that doesn't cause too much inconvenience? g The characters just insist on saying these things. It's not my fault, really. g
Kathleen LaCorneille - g So you didn't like those words either? I'm very sorry to hear that... It seems that you and Legolas have something in common then! gasps for air while she is being squashed by Kathleen Ah, thank you, it's very nice to see that you're so happy to have your ranger back. But I am getting the very distinct feeling that he's not too happy about your conversation - I wonder why... g You're quite right though, Elrond and Glorfindel will be fine, eventually. They just need to get over their stubborn pride and actually start talking for once. shakes head Males. I am sorry to say that there won't be any more scenes with the twins, but they'll be in my next story, so don't worry. Thanks a lot for all your nice, long reviews! huggles
Gwyn - Uhm, yeah, I kinda like canon. I do in fact loathe stories that stray too far from what really happened. I know that it's all not real, but if you're using Tolkien's universe, I think it's only fair to keep to his version of "history". Yes, I know, I'm a freak. Slash isn't that bad though, because many writers only change the nature of people's relationships, not history itself. I can live with that. g The thing about an Erestor angst fic is that we know virtually nothing about his character; most of the things that are more or less accepted about him (e.g. being a quite, reserved scholar which is not necessarily the way I'd describe him during the Council of Elrond) are made-up as far as I know. That's okay though, since I do that too, but there is really very little known about him. frowns I will have to think about it. I'm glad to hear that I made you squeal, no matter because of what. g There's a little bit of Erestor in here though, so read on!
Firnsarnien - LOL, it really appears that you're a busy bee! I was never a great fan of backpacking or anything of the like, so I hope you had a lot of fun! I haven't seen Terminatot 3 (Number 1 and 2 were enough for me, thanks! g), but I can imagine what kind of magnet you're talking about. evil grin And I would never kill Glorfindel! I'm not writing AUs, so you need not worry. All canon characters are safe (more or less, that is), it's only the original ones that have to be careful... I haven't really though about whom to kill in the next story, to be honest, but if you don't want me to kill Elvynd, that's fine. I'll kill Isál, then. g
LOTRFaith - You can borrow this original CendanDoll™! It even threatens you in an emotionless voice if you press the button on his back! Great, huh? g And you are right, of course, Glorfindel indeed needs to talk about whatever it is that's bothering him. Don't worry though, he will. I made him do it. g Wood-elves are indeed quite insane, no matter how much Legolas refuses to admit it. We know it's true. g
TrinityTheSheDevil - grabs Glorfindel tiredly DON'T try to sneak off with my characters. I still need him, at least for this chapter. Restrain yourself a little, will you? g LOL, that very nice man you're describing sounds indeed rather handsome! Go get 'im, girl! Or at least stalk him till he yells at you to go away. g And you should know by now that I never permanently maim our dear heroes. I would never do something to seriously damage their rather nice bodies! g
HarryEstel - g Great to hear it was soon enough. I am sorry for posting this one so late, but I really couldn't find the time somehow. Sometimes life can be very busy indeed. I'm very glad you liked it so far, and I hope you'll enjoy this chapter as well!
Jera - Jera! You're back! huggles I really, honestly, seriously missed you. I wasn't really worried or anything since I know how hard it is for you to go online, but it's very nice indeed to see that you're reading my newest insane little story. It's very, very kind of you to say all these very nice things, and I'm very glad you've been enjoying the last four chapters. I hope you'll find the time to read the last chapter too some day, thanks very much for your review! huggles again
AngelMouse5 - I can in fact email you this story, since I actually managed to remember to copy it onto my laptop. I don't have the other ones though (even though AEFAE might be hidden somewhere. I'll go have a look later, I promise), they're all back at home. Since I also didn't manage to import my inbox, out of reasons I truly don't understand since I've never had that problem before (I sometimes really hate Netscape), I'm afraid you'll also have to send me your email address again. But I promise I'll send it to you. I do. Really g
Lynn-G - LOL, you don't have to get down on your knees. I always update, it just takes a little bit longer than planned sometimes. But I usually update within a few days of the intended time. g Great to hear that you're liking this so far though, thanks a lot for all your review!
Grumpy - Yup, Glorfindel is indeed a rather poor elf. It's definitely not easy for him. huggles elf lord I do rather doubt that Legolas learned anything from this little escapade - he is incapable of learning, at least that's what I sometimes think. It's the only way to explain all this. evil grin
Noldo - Hmm, how do they manage to get into these situations ... I think it's a gift. Or a curse, take your pick. g Glorfindel is also my favourite elf if I'm completely honest, even though I also have a soft spot for Fëanor, please don't ask me why. And somehow I also like Ingwe. shrugs I know, I'm weird. Glad you're agree though, concerning Turgon's hair colour. I also think that he was actually dark haired, but with these part-Vanyar you can never be too careful. g Ah, so you're Uineniel? Noldo is a lot better, I think. I'm quite surprised that wasn't taken yet, though. Strange.
LegolasGreenleafGil-Estel - I'm very sorry for not posting Friday. There was really no way I could; on Friday I was still trying to convince my computer to accept AOL. Unfortunately my computer has actually good taste and didn't. g Most of the time I stay in Essex when I'm here, but sometimes I'm also down in Kent and directly in London. I like it no matter where. It's nice to hear that you liked that one sentence though. I thought it to be quite funny, too. g
Crippled Raven - To be honest: I hate Bovril. I also hate Marmite and steak-and-kidney-pie, and mint jelly. Mint sauce, however, is extremely yummy. g Wearing full body armour might be a good idea, I think. Especially for the two of them; I think they have broken every rib at least twice. Aragorn is indeed Elladan's, Elrohir's and Arwen's cousin, about 40 generations removed. I think it were 38, but I'm not sure. And forget the films, at least if you want to learn anything about the relationship between Aragorn and Elrond. Elrond never behaved like that, and never threatened to take Arwen with him into the West. It's all rubbish. And I don't even know who that guy is. I did know it once, but I forgot it almost immediately. He's just not worth remembering. g LOL, I love the job description. It's highly accurate! Hmm, my chapter titles are never very obvious to be honest; it should become clearer this chapter though. Essentially it's describing Glorfindel's memories and Aragorn's and Legolas' friendship. Very essentially. g
Emiri-chan - gulps nervously I'm very sorry you have to wait, I really am. But so does everybody else, isn't that at least a small consolation? ducks heavy object Apparently not... g I hope I didn't really kill you though. Apart from the fact that I really don't need another spirit haunting me, it's also stupid to lose reviewers that way. g At the moment, I really can't read anyone's stories, I'm sorry. I'm using my friends' internet connection, and I really don't want to stay online any longer than I absolutely have to. But I think I read the first part of your story, sometime back in college. Was it something about the twins and Helm's Deep? I really can't remember more, sorry.g
Sadie Elfgirl - LOL, yes, I imagine Glorfindel would add that to his list. If he's really having such a list, I think it's a couple of feet long by now... g So you liked the shirtless scene? Really, you DO need to sort out your priorities! Aragorn is nearly dying and what do you think about? g And I think both Legolas and Aragorn have that particular talent. I honestly don't know which one is worse. g
Tychen - Let me congratulate you on your fist signed review! huggles It looks very nice indeed! g I am sorry to say that I hate Marmite even more than Bovril though. It's both disgusting. shudders I really hope the summer has returned; this weekend has been quite nice, hasn't it? I'm really hoping that it's going to stay like this for a little longer... LOL, no they're actually not in such a bad way, are they? Well, this is only a short story after all... g Thank you very much for all your long, wonderful reviews!
Templa Otmena - Yes, the method needed a little work, indeed. Stubborn, reckless wood-elf. shakes head evil grin If you liked that scene with Elrond and Erestor, I'm quite sure that you'll like the next scene in this chapter. It's quite sad, that's at least what I think. I had to wipe away a few tears while I was writing it myself... LOL, yes, "the ol' reverse-psychology ploy" nearly always works, doesn't it? They're all not too bright... g And no, I don't like Medieval history. I hate it, I really, really do. And the worst thing is that I have to learn all that boring, horrible stuff for my exam! grrrrr It's not fair. It is very nice to hear that you've enjoyed this story as well as the last ones, thank you very much for all your very long and nice reviews! huggles
Nietta - blinks Uhm, you're really quite evil, did you know that? Laughing at Glorfindel's misfortune... Tsk, tst, tsk. Evil Nietta. I nearly forgot (mostly because I forgot to import my inbox before leaving): You may of course quote that sentence. There was a mistake in there somewhere, though, so I would be grateful if you'd just correct that. Thanks a lot. And you're quite right, of course: Cendan and Aragorn could indeed meet when Aragorn is serving Thengel and Ecthelion as Thorongil. I have had one annoying little plot bunny bouncing around in my head quite a long time now... g Right now I'm in Essex, and it truly appears as if I brought at least a bit of good weather with me! Let's hope that lasts, too! g
Firniswin - shakes head You know I would never truly kill Aragorn! Well, at least I think I wouldn't. At least not without giving the matter considerable thought. evil grin Don't worry about reviewing. (Even though that's very nice of course) I totally understand that RL can get very annoying from time to time... I'm very glad that you're enjoying this so far, thanks a lot for the review!
Kitsune Kida - Yes, I really think sometimes Aragorn hates being human. It's understandable, of course, after growing up with the oh-so-perfect elves. Every human would feel like that, I think. blinks I hope you and your precious will enjoy this bit too. eyes you carefully I really hope so.
Lirenel - Thank you! That's actually quite a nice compliment! I always try to put a bit of background and history into my stories, I think that makes it more "real" and interesting. It's nice to hear that you're enjoying it! I didn't really manage to update "soon", but I hope it was soon enough! Thanks for the review!
Zinnith - I don't think he wants to fall asleep, he only wants to rest for a while. Yes, I know, it always starts like that, doesn't it? g I absolutely agree though, they should indeed be locked in closets, for their own good. g I don't believe there was anyone who fought a balrog and actually lived. Glorfindel died, Ecthelion died, Gandalf died (more or less, at least), Fëanor died, Fingon died. Yup, I think they all died! As I said before, your theories are very close to the truth. Well done! Idril and Tuor sailed to Valinor when the latter felt old age approaching, and it is said that, even despite the Doom of the Noldor, they managed to make it there and that Tuor was the only mortal man who was ever accepted there. Lucky them. g I like the Holy Grail too, it's great! I like the guardian of the bridge of doom or whatever it's called. And Tim, the wizard. g And Sir Lancelot, and Sir Robin, and... g grabs cookie Thanks a lot! I love cookies! g
Alasse Tiwele - g Glad I managed to make you happy. We aim to please, after all. g I am also having trouble believing that the story is already over. It's only five chapters, for crying out loud! I haven't even started yet! shaked head Very weird, really.
Elvendancer - I really hope he doesn't. I am not really slow, but I bet an angry elf lord is a lot faster than I am. g And I wouldn't really chose the term "interesting". "Terryfying" would be more appropriate... g
Radbooks - snickers Legolas, the fireman, huh? Well, that IS an interesting idea... You don't need to worry about "your Glorfindel", you know that I would never kill a canon character! At least not without a very good reason... evil grin As I said, the next story should be out in about a month or so, so you don't have to wait too long! That's something, right? bright smile
Marbienl - LOL, no, I'm still not anywhere near Manchester. Sorry. But they do have a few places in London where you can get nice curry (even though it is, like everything in London, quite expensive), so don't worry about me. g And yes, the trolls are quite stupid. They're really not known for their intelligence - except the olog-hai, that is, and they most certainly are not olog-hai. g And your guess wasn't too bad; Elrond does indeed remind Glorfindel of Turgon, among others. This IS a short story, though! Only 90 pages, that's nothing! At least compared to my other stories... g And no, I HATE the Teutonic Knights. Everything, including the 80-years war, is better than that... Celeborn was staying with the twins in Imladris, but HE most certainly did follow Galadriel over the Sea, it is only not known when. So at least the two of them were reunited, that's something. g So we'll be quite far away from each other, huh? Excellent ... uh, how sad... g
Chip - Hobbits? In England? And they make pudding? blinks Oookaaayyy, if you say so... g Thanks a lot, I did indeed manage to get here safely (even though I hate it when the plane takes off), thanks a lot for all your reviews!
Fliewatuet - Yes, it is, isn't it? It's either a gift or a curse, I'm not really sure myself... g It is very nice to see that you're reading this insane little story! I had already feared that I scared you off or something like that... g I hope you'll enjoy this last chapter too, thanks a lot for your review! huggles
Maranwe1 - There is really nothing anyone can do about it. I am using a thesaurus, actually, but you're right, they're not that helpful. It also depends on how well I can think in English on a particular day. There are days it's really easy, and there are days where I have to really concentrate to write anything. shrugs It's qutie weird. Hmm, let me see, gammon... "1. Meat cut from the thigh of a hog (usually smoked); 2. Hind portion of a side of bacon". At least that's what my little computer-thesaurus says. g I hope you'll enjoy your first college days, then! I think I spent the entire first term in a petrified haze... g
CrazyLOTRfan - LOL. I like the T-shirts. Can I have one? Do you have blue ones? I'll take everything but pink and purple... g Oh, so you meant the next cliffy? That's okay, I guess, since there will be plenty in my next story, or at least I think so. I love them too much to stop writing them now... g Saw? What was I supposed to see? That you've stolen one of my characters and are hitting him with a shovel? Nope, I definitely didn't see that... g
Cosmic Castaway - I did NOT call you an idiot driver. I am not really sure what I said, but I am sure that I never said something like that! mock outrage Really! Speedy is a very good term, and one many people have used to desribe me as well! It's very nice to hear that you enjoyed your time in NYC - and that you liked that sentence, of course! Thanks a lot for all your reviews!
Yuuki Ryuu - Don't wory about that, can be quite confusing. Plus they hate me and eat my chapters all the time, so I'm really not surprised. g I'm not really sure whether or not I'm going to put Celylith into the next story to be honest. He won't be there for the first few chapters, that's something I can tell you, but I don't know yet where he will be in there later. Sorry. g But I will think about it long and hard, I promise. g
Vampy2k - Of course he isn't dead! I would never kill him just like that! huggles Glorfindel I like him far too much! You're right about Elrond having to patch up Estel, of course - how did you know? You have to be psychic! g
Aratfeniel - I don't really think Aragorn is ashamed of his ancestors, at least not of all of them. I think he just has trouble to remember the rest of them, not only Isildur, Tar-Calion and what their names might have been. They all sound so similar! grrr Sorry for not posting the chapter sooner. My computer is still giving me trouble - it really doesn't like AOL... g
Jazmin3 Firewing - That sounds like a lot of fun! I am not a very great fan of sailing anywhere, but that really sounds interesting... Are you insinuating that Legolas' plan wasn't very well thought out? Well ... I think you're right! Legolas might not agree, of course.... g
Thank you all very much for your reviews! They helped me a lot, and encouraged and amused me very much! Thanks! huggles all reviewers
