:: Chapter Eight: The Beginning Of It All ::
"I
have a cold heart?" Draco questioned. "You're wishing my death upon
me and you're claiming I have a cold heart, Granger?"
"Never once did I wish death upon you. But I can't honestly say I wasn't
thinking about it."
"It's the same thing Mudblood." The old childhood insult came quickly
out of his pale lips without a moment's hesitation and Hermione sat shoulders
back, fighting off the insult.
"Why are we enemies?" She asked suddenly.
"Why? That's like asking why does a dog hate a cat. Why does a cat hate a
mouse? They just do."
"But why? There is no rhyme or reason. Opposites attract, someone once
said, it's a proven fact. But why is it that in this world, in these days, they
repel stronger than any other force."
"Whoever said opposites attract lied."
"Why can't you ever just take things as facts? You're not that
stupid."
"The things you say are not things I see as facts. They're rubbish."
"Rubbish? How dare you." She drawled. A smirk coated his lips raising
her temper even more with the passing moments. But she couldn't help but stare
at him before she could finish her tirade. She noticed for the first time how
much he had truly changed since their days at Hogwarts. His once perfectly kept
white-blonde hair was unkempt and was falling in all directions; his gray eyes
seemed to be a more crystalline blue that bore into her. Her eyes traveled down
his body in a once-over, the years of Quidditch practice had left him with more
that just a losing streak. Through his button down white shirt Hermione could
clearly see muscles. Her eyes rested on his left forearm where she knew the
Dark Mark resided, the one thing that connected him to this mass of murders.
"Can I see it?" She asked aloud before she could stop herself. She
mentally slapped herself. His gazed followed hers and he glanced down as his
arm rubbing it gently.
"No." He snapped. Hermione glanced down at the floor chiding herself
for offending him for what seemed to be the thousandth time. He began to roll
up his sleeve to the point where the mark was visible. Hermione took her bound
hands and gently ran one of them over the raised skin forming a skull with a
snake protruding from its mouth.
"Did it hurt?" She asked gazing as the figure perfectly set into his
skin.
"Severely." He said softly watching as she traced it.
"I'm sorry." She said moving her finger along the thin white line.
"As am I. I'm sorry that you have to be kept here, your hands and feet
bound."
"You're only doing what you have to do." She stopped tracing the mark
and raised her head to meet his eyes.
"That's the thing, I don't. I know I could run away from all of this
today, and yet, I won't."
"I can't blame you for that. I would be terrified in your shoes. I know
that sooner or later I'm going to end up in the hands of your father and my
life will crumble, but being used as your fathers torture device must be a
thousand of times worse."
"It made me stronger."
"You couldn't have been but a child when he began his frivolous
sessions."
"I was five. I begged and pleaded for him to stop but he wouldn't. I
realized then I didn't have a father, that what I had was a monster." His
voice drifted into a dreamlike stage as if he was recalling a memory that was
buried deep inside his mind.
"I wish there was something I could have done, something that I could
do." A strong look of concern coated her face and a knotted feeling rose
in Draco's stomach. He'd never felt that someone truly cared about him, least of
all a mudblood. He felt a sudden urge to repay her for the wonderful feeling he
felt inside, but he was being selfish. He didn't want this feeling to stop. He
leaned forward and kissed her softly. She responded quickly and kissed him
back, whether is was from the heat of the moment or because feelings were being
created neither knew, and neither cared.
