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It hurts.

The pain prickles inside me.

I feel betrayed.

The guy I liked wasn't for me.

I look ugly and bitter, but I'm not!

I have a good heart, and a sense of right and wrong.

But he doesn't see that.

Only the icy, cold appearance I show everyone else.

My heart broke.

It's pieces lay on the floor, crushed under my foot.

I will never love.

I can never be loved.

I push everyone away.

The pain is too much for my fragile form.

I'm strong though.

I'll survive.

But a piece of hope dies today.

The piece that was my faith in finding 'The One'.

I should cry. I try, but my feelings are buried down too deep to recover.

I won't shed a tear for him.

He's not worth it. He is only a guy.

Not the supreme ruler of all living things.

My heart is vulnerable as is my body.

But my appearance says otherwise.

I show determination and persistance.

My mask is on and I reel from the heartache.

This was an obstacle of life,

And I jumped it.

AN: Yes I said Remy would be next, but I found this and I wanted to post it for Roguey. She is getting over her feelings for Scott in this one, and it shows that her emotions are buried, why do you think we never saw an actual outburst at Jean? She couldn't do it. No passion to back it up. That's my take on it anyway, read and review. Tell me what y'all are thinking out there!

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