Beloved: You're all I know

Ginny/ Draco
PG – 13 (but could move up in later chapters)
Chapter Three: Everywhere

Uh I promise I wont add the lyrics anymore! Chapter named after that song from Michelle Branch...
Thx for all the reviews, I really appreciate them
This chappie is dedicated to one of my best friends, Nikita. Thx for all the help ;)
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Ginny couldn't get her encounter with Draco out of her mind. What was bugging her was not that she had actually shared a bathtub with that idiot, but that she was aroused by it and it was starting to haunt her dreams.
Many nights she would wake up, her panties a mess, after dreaming that Draco had started to pleasure her in that bathtub. She also noticed that he had become even more malicious towards her. He would comment on how poor she was and how ugly her hair was. She would just ignore him, which seemed to make him even more annoyed. This continued up until the last night of term, before the Christmas holidays. Ginny had left dinner early mainly because of the sickening display of affection that was playing itself out between Harry and Hermione, She had to use all her self- control not to yell, "Get a room!" at them.
Ginny didn't feel like going to the common room just yet. Instead she started towards the lake, a place she always felt peaceful and calm. As she walked down the grassy slope Ginny noticed a certain blonde haired by skimming rocks, his faced was painted with hurt. Ginny was in a bad mood already but was curious as to why he was alone.
"Draco?"
Draco continued to throw rocks at the lake a little harder this time.
"Draco!!" Ginny repeated a little more forcibly, "What's wrong?"
"Like I'm gonna tell you!" Draco scorned.
"I'm sorry if I was just concerned!" Ginny retorted.
Draco stopped.
"You were concerned about me?" he asked his face softening a bit.
"Well yeah..."Draco shared a small smile. "No one has ever bee concerned about me before. "He went back to trowing rocks. "Oh... sorry" Ginny looked down at her feet. "I don't need your sympathy Weasley!"
Ginny was suddenly filled with anger.
"Forget about it, okay! I offer you concern and you just keep putting me down! I'm sorry if I piss you off but you piss me off too!"

Draco was surprised that Ginny Weasley had walked down to him and started to talk to him. The conversation want exactly friendly and he had to admit most of the insulting came from him, but he wasn't in a good mood.

He had been having dreams.
About Ginny and his encounter with her in the bathtub.
He dreamed that Ginny would fall into his arms & of him snogging her senseless.
His hands would run all over her body, her skin silky smooth.
He would always wake up, just when it would get to the climax, sweating and his sheets strewn everywhere.
He would also find himself thinking about her in his classes and whenever he passed her in the halls.
He would trace her body with his eyes, her perfect figure with those full breasts and curvy derriere.
Why did she intrigue him, so? Was it that she didn't take his shit?
Or was it her beauty?
All of the girls he went out with were very attractive but they didn't have the same charm and allure she had.
Whatever it was, he found himself wanting her. Wanting her to rub up against him moaning and calling out his name.

All of this contributed to his actions when she went to turn away.
Grabbing her arm, he pulled her against him and smashed his mouth on hers. His tongue forcefully parted her lips and started exploring her mouth. His hands reached her hips pulling her closer.
God, this felt good!

Ginny lost all feeling in her body. She was surprised at first when his lips had come upon hers but it was nothing to having his tongue in her mouth and his hands pulling her against him. If this wasn't heaven then she didn't know what was. All she wanted to do was stay here.
But she couldn't.
Regretfully she pulled her lips away from him.
Draco moaned at this sudden loss but kept his arms around her waist.
"Draco" Ginny whispered.
"Yeah?"
"What was that?"
"Well I don't know about you but I thinking I was jus kissing you" Draco's voce dripped with sarcasm.
"I know what I was, you prat! I just want to know why you did that?"
Draco shrugged.
"Sudden impulse, I guess"
"So it means nothing?"
"I don't know!" Draco shrugged again, why was she making such a big deal of this?
"Right. Listen I don't need another guy just kissing me because of a sudden impulse and then acting like it doesn't mean anything!"
"I'm sorry," Draco said letting go of her, "I'll ask next time!"
"Who says there will be a next time"
Ginny looked a him for a second ad then ran off towards her dormitory.

What the hell was that? God, I just kissed her. Why was she so unhinged? Maybe she acted like that with all the guys. That would explain a lot.
'Listen I don't need another guy just kissing me because of sudden impulse and then acting like it doesn't mean anything!'
Her words echoed in his head. He hadn't meant to hurt her. He would never hurt her. Draco shook his head; great I'm developing feelings for Weasley!

Ginny couldn't get to sleep that night. All she could think about was how good it felt to kiss Draco and then have him say that it didn't mean anything, in so many words. She sighed; she had wanted it to mean something. Something big.
Shaking her head she reminded herself that this was Malfoy she was thinking about and that would just be plain wrong. But why had it felt so right?
She sighed again and opened her the drawer on the side of her bed. Taking out a box of sleeping pills, she popped two into her mouth and swallowed them with a glass of water.
These pills always helped her go to sleep. She had others. They were all for different things. She had found them in her father's office and after trying one that summer, she had become addicted.
Falling onto her cushions she started to drift off to sleep.
Those pills were miracle workers, she smiled.

Alrite... I no its probably stupid way to start Ginny being unstable but sue me... it has taken me so long to right this chappie and the next one coz of the homework they are piling on so this is the best I have come up with! Any ideas on how to make it better email me!