March 7 -- Well, T.K hasn't called me in a week and I'm really beginning to miss him. I almost called him, but decided he needs to make the first move this time.
March 14 -- I miss T.K terribly but I'm not going to give in. Just like I didn't give in with the whole "stay-at-home-wife" thing. Tai is telling me to quit being so stubborn and call, but he doesn't understand what its like to be expected to give into every whim that someone else has for your life. Sora's doing better but the waiting game continues. Twice we rushed to the hospital and each time the doctors managed to stop the contractions. They told us that they can't pump any more drugs into her system without hurting the baby, so the next time the contactions start is the end of Sora's pregnancy.
March 21 -- Still no baby, that's a good sign. Still no T.K, that's not a good sign. I wonder if we just need some space?
March
28 --
Oh, Kari! I'm so sorry! I know you don't want me snooping in your stuff but
I figure you wouldn't mind since you're in a coma. I can't believe I was so
STUPID! I should have called you weeks ago to apologize but I was so stubborn.
Now you're in a coma and may not come out. The accident was all my fault, if
only I had been on the train with you then it would be me hooked up to all these
machines. I guess I should tell you exactly what happened after the trains collided.
Well, there was a great deal of smoke, or so I'm told anyway, and rescue workers
worked as fast as they could to free everyone from both trains. You were one
of the last ones to be pulled from the wreckage before the trains exploded in
flames. The ambulances rushed you here to the hospital and while they were working
on you, you're heart stopped. Oh, I can barely stand to write this. I love you,
Kari! They had to hook you up to all sorts of machines and after that they found
out that a bit of steel had embedded itself deep into your head. The called
Tai, cause they found his number in your cell phone and he rushed down here
and called me. Now, the doctors have repaired as much as they can but the rest
is up to you, Kari. Fight! Come back to me, my sweet Kari!
(Later,
around midnight) --
Oh Kari, the doctors have almost given up hope because they say that you don't
seem to have the will to live another day. Each time I hear them say it, I know
that its my fault. If only I hadn't said all those nasty things about and to
you, you might have the will, at least, to live. Please come back to me my dear,
sweet Kari!
I realize that this is an extremely short chapter but I figured that everyone would probably appreciate a short chapter as opposed to none at all. I hope to update more often now, but if you've read my bio recently, you can tell that I'm very busy. Please review!! Chaio!