Unspoken Wishes
A/N I know I took forever to write more. I finally got so many reviews I had to. Originally this was going to be a one shot because I couldn't figure out what would go next, but... There's always two sides to a story. This is from Sirius's point of view.
Also If anyone has any ideas of how to continues after this I'm open for suggestions.
Chapter 2
Ahh, water. Thank Merlin for simple pleasures.
Getting out of the shower I dried off, grudgingly thanking my mother for placing permanent heating charms she'd placed in the shower the summer before I ran away. God it felt good to be warm again. I'd forgotten the feeling in Azkaban. I'd never take running water, or warm water, or water in general for granted after those years.
Who is Moony talking to at this time of night? I wondered, wandering out of the shower.
"I want to know why you won't talk to me like you used to. I wan to know what happened to our friendship. Why are you distancing yourself from me?"
Who is he talking to? I wondered heading for the doorway
I stood in the doorway in complete shock. "Remus? Oh, there you are Moony. What are you read—Oh my God."
Moony has my journal!!! It let him in!
He looked up from the pages with a stunned look still gracing his face. ce.
"Did you...I mean, well, oh please have not. Did you read that? It let you in?" I couldn't talk. I fumbled with the words, blushing slightly, knowing exactly what he might find within those pages.
"Yes."
"Oh God. I can't believe you... Why???" I asked suddenly frustrated with myself for leaving it out. I should have known he'd want a reason for my behavior the past few weeks.
His eyes widened in shock. I've scared him. He must think I'm mad at him. God Remy, I could never be, but you'll never understand how scared I am if you find out, then don't love me back. "What all did you read?"
"The fourteenth. When you said I was your soul mate, and that you..."
Merlin, he's so upset he can't even finish that. I felt myself blushing and I hung my head. "I can't honestly say that I am mad you read that. Nor can I say it isn't true."
"Siri, please!"
"No!" I yelled shocking us both. I'd come this far though, I couldn't go back to lying.
"I can't pretend anymore. I love you Remy. I always have. You know that now from that." I gestured toward the book in question. He looked down, as if he'd forgotten he still held it, then pressed it to his chest. "I understand if you can't return it, but I never told you so I wouldn't lose your friendship. I know you love me like a brother, and it's okay Moony really," I hurried to say as he opened his mouth.
"I understand you can't love me back in a-" I had to have been scarlet with embarrassment by now "- romantic way, but-"
Suddenly his lips were pressed against mine and apologies didn't seem necessary. Maybe even unspoken wishes can come true.
A/N I know I took forever to write more. I finally got so many reviews I had to. Originally this was going to be a one shot because I couldn't figure out what would go next, but... There's always two sides to a story. This is from Sirius's point of view.
Also If anyone has any ideas of how to continues after this I'm open for suggestions.
Chapter 2
Ahh, water. Thank Merlin for simple pleasures.
Getting out of the shower I dried off, grudgingly thanking my mother for placing permanent heating charms she'd placed in the shower the summer before I ran away. God it felt good to be warm again. I'd forgotten the feeling in Azkaban. I'd never take running water, or warm water, or water in general for granted after those years.
Who is Moony talking to at this time of night? I wondered, wandering out of the shower.
"I want to know why you won't talk to me like you used to. I wan to know what happened to our friendship. Why are you distancing yourself from me?"
Who is he talking to? I wondered heading for the doorway
I stood in the doorway in complete shock. "Remus? Oh, there you are Moony. What are you read—Oh my God."
Moony has my journal!!! It let him in!
He looked up from the pages with a stunned look still gracing his face. ce.
"Did you...I mean, well, oh please have not. Did you read that? It let you in?" I couldn't talk. I fumbled with the words, blushing slightly, knowing exactly what he might find within those pages.
"Yes."
"Oh God. I can't believe you... Why???" I asked suddenly frustrated with myself for leaving it out. I should have known he'd want a reason for my behavior the past few weeks.
His eyes widened in shock. I've scared him. He must think I'm mad at him. God Remy, I could never be, but you'll never understand how scared I am if you find out, then don't love me back. "What all did you read?"
"The fourteenth. When you said I was your soul mate, and that you..."
Merlin, he's so upset he can't even finish that. I felt myself blushing and I hung my head. "I can't honestly say that I am mad you read that. Nor can I say it isn't true."
"Siri, please!"
"No!" I yelled shocking us both. I'd come this far though, I couldn't go back to lying.
"I can't pretend anymore. I love you Remy. I always have. You know that now from that." I gestured toward the book in question. He looked down, as if he'd forgotten he still held it, then pressed it to his chest. "I understand if you can't return it, but I never told you so I wouldn't lose your friendship. I know you love me like a brother, and it's okay Moony really," I hurried to say as he opened his mouth.
"I understand you can't love me back in a-" I had to have been scarlet with embarrassment by now "- romantic way, but-"
Suddenly his lips were pressed against mine and apologies didn't seem necessary. Maybe even unspoken wishes can come true.