Chapter 5: Don't Cha Stop
right here I'd like to melt inside of you, right here your kiss is totally new, right here your hands are soft and creamy, right here your mouth is wet and dreamy
When Jackie came back I immediately asked her to move in with me. I confessed my undying love to her in the most cheesy romantic ways I could think of… which she loved. I let her redecorate my house, our house, after setting a few (no pink, no purple, no unicorns) ground rules. After we sat down to have the talk I decided that one pink and purple room was fine, unless it was a boy. My old room was emptied and plans were made.
It wasn't just French food after all, it was the baby. The food poisoning was a cover story she told her mother so as not to panic her. We figured that we'd have to wait at least a month after Forman and Donna married before we tried it.
They'd waited so long.
Being with Jackie was new, her eyes, her skin, her touch. Like I'd never met her but I'd always known her. She was still a princess, but she was my princess.
your rhapsody is blowing my cool, your fantasies were written for fools, your long black hair it tickles my skin, feels so luscious come on do it again
I felt better being with Jackie then I ever had, every thing she did that I used to find annoying was suddenly adorable. The sex was incredible, and she openly wondered why it was so much better, thinking it was the pregnancy. It was better because I was finally making love to Jackie…not Donna. I admit that I always thought of Donna during sex, especially when I was alone… But I could be with Jackie now. I asked her to be with me forever because I wanted it. I was going to anyway, even before I knew about the baby. That's why I had to left that part of my life go.
The part with Donna.
Guilt is a funny thing.
The funny part is, I wasn't guilty about cheating on her.
I'd felt guilty for loving Donna for all those years.
Yeah, I had everything figured out.