I have to say that, although I am a proud supporter of the Yohko and Hiei relationship, I have yet to write a fanfic concerning the two of them together. But I saw this cute little doujinshi ((yes, a kawaii doujinshi. ::shrug:: go figure)) of Yohko and Hiei together. And since I am not at all a stranger to longing and missed love, I decided to write this little fanfic.
I do not own Yohko or Hiei, although Hiei is my dad. I suppose that means he owns me. ::uzumaki eyes:: Okay, that made no sense. -.-
Longing. By: Shuuichi's Kindred Spirit
--Yohko POV--
I long for you. Your smell, your taste, your touch. Yet you are always so far away. You never see me the way I want you to. You back away whenever I go to touch you or kiss you. My heart cries out for you in the dead of night and yet you do not hear. I long to be with you.
I can not explain what it is but I know that I love you without a doubt. Sadness engulfs my heart as I think of you. You can't see me and I can not tell you. I am too afraid to allow myself to admit my feelings. But I do long for your sweet touch and taste. I long to kiss your lips. I long to give you as many kisses as there are stars in the heavens. I want you, Hiei. I want you here beside me.
To be held by you one night and ignored by you the next is the ultimate evil. It tears me up inside, in heart and in spirit. It makes me want to rip out my heart and pull it apart with my claws. My intense love and passion for you succumbs me through to the very bone and I can not escape it. Ever. I feel drowned in sorrow and in passion for you, my one demon love. And yet you do not respond. My body needs a release; I scream out your name in the dead of night. The howling you hear from an anonymous and far off animal, that animal is me. Whimpering at my pain and my unbred passion for you causes my howling and heart to shatter.
I wish to grab ahold of you, shake you and ask why you revel in torturing me so. You must see the pain I am in and yet you ignore it. Can't you see how much I desire you? How much I want you? How much I need you? When we are apart, it is like I can not breathe; it is like I can not exist unless I am beside you once again. I need to be with you forever, Hiei. I have to be to live.
Please notice me, Hiei. Please look at me and into my eyes,. Please admit that you feel something--ANYTHING-- for me. My breath runs short and my heart stops beating. My whole body ceases to function when you are not around. My whole life is a circle of pain and anguish when I am not with you or beside you. My fingers stop moving, my legs stop walking. I am a lifeless shell which only function is the torture of you in my thoughts and the screaming of you in my veins. All these things exist when I am not with you. So I long to be with you. To share the same air, the same breath, the same body and spirit. I long to be with you. I long for you to be mine; my one and only Hiei.
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Please tell me what you think and review. The imagery is a little lacking but is supposed to be intense. Even I have to be critical and say that it does not flow well enough to be called 'emotional poetry'. True, it's not in a poem format, but was written to be poetic. ANYway, please review and tell me what you think. PLEASE BE HONEST!!!!!
I do not own Yohko or Hiei, although Hiei is my dad. I suppose that means he owns me. ::uzumaki eyes:: Okay, that made no sense. -.-
Longing. By: Shuuichi's Kindred Spirit
--Yohko POV--
I long for you. Your smell, your taste, your touch. Yet you are always so far away. You never see me the way I want you to. You back away whenever I go to touch you or kiss you. My heart cries out for you in the dead of night and yet you do not hear. I long to be with you.
I can not explain what it is but I know that I love you without a doubt. Sadness engulfs my heart as I think of you. You can't see me and I can not tell you. I am too afraid to allow myself to admit my feelings. But I do long for your sweet touch and taste. I long to kiss your lips. I long to give you as many kisses as there are stars in the heavens. I want you, Hiei. I want you here beside me.
To be held by you one night and ignored by you the next is the ultimate evil. It tears me up inside, in heart and in spirit. It makes me want to rip out my heart and pull it apart with my claws. My intense love and passion for you succumbs me through to the very bone and I can not escape it. Ever. I feel drowned in sorrow and in passion for you, my one demon love. And yet you do not respond. My body needs a release; I scream out your name in the dead of night. The howling you hear from an anonymous and far off animal, that animal is me. Whimpering at my pain and my unbred passion for you causes my howling and heart to shatter.
I wish to grab ahold of you, shake you and ask why you revel in torturing me so. You must see the pain I am in and yet you ignore it. Can't you see how much I desire you? How much I want you? How much I need you? When we are apart, it is like I can not breathe; it is like I can not exist unless I am beside you once again. I need to be with you forever, Hiei. I have to be to live.
Please notice me, Hiei. Please look at me and into my eyes,. Please admit that you feel something--ANYTHING-- for me. My breath runs short and my heart stops beating. My whole body ceases to function when you are not around. My whole life is a circle of pain and anguish when I am not with you or beside you. My fingers stop moving, my legs stop walking. I am a lifeless shell which only function is the torture of you in my thoughts and the screaming of you in my veins. All these things exist when I am not with you. So I long to be with you. To share the same air, the same breath, the same body and spirit. I long to be with you. I long for you to be mine; my one and only Hiei.
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Please tell me what you think and review. The imagery is a little lacking but is supposed to be intense. Even I have to be critical and say that it does not flow well enough to be called 'emotional poetry'. True, it's not in a poem format, but was written to be poetic. ANYway, please review and tell me what you think. PLEASE BE HONEST!!!!!