Well, looks like I didn't fulfill my 'chapter everyday' rule, I was bound to get busy. I think it's worse that I also made this short. So you guys can be mad, but I will have a new perspective up everyday for the next week. So, I think It will make up for it.
Josh, let's get married, let me have your rich/stuck-up/pool-house loving children.
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He left me weak and alone.
Hanging on this rope wasn't an option anymore.
How stupid could I be?
I fell madly in love with the boy from Chino. It was promising from the start.
I fell under his ways.
He was like some kind of drug.
I needed more, I had to get more. So, he gave me more.
He gave me what I needed to survive. He kept me going through the day and kept me screaming for more during the night.
Yet, the girl who was anything and everything, wasn't good enough.
Who knew that this would unravel before my eyes the way it did.
Seth could blame it on me. He could tell me that it was me who brought 'Oliver' into the picture in the first place and that's when all the problems started.
Like he expected me to believe Ryan over Oliver?
Pool house verses penthouse...
I wonder what the obvious choice in all that was? Except, the obvious was the wrong choice.
A fucking gun to the head was the only thing that showed me that.
If he wants to get technical, It was Ryan who wanted me to god damn therapy so bad in the first place!
Great job Marissa.
You couldn't even keep Ryan and he was nothing compared to you.
Except, he was everything.
I needed him. I need him now.
I fell in love with Ryan but I'll only tell you that.
You can't leave.
You'll always be here to turn too.
Your taste leaves me burning, yet takes me out of my hell just long enough to be trapped in this all so familiar ocean. A clean poisonous ocean.
I've become a wreck.
I've lost grip.
Everything has fallen apart.
He had to leave. He needs to take care of his child.
I could have trusted him from the start.
I didn't have to base his old life on who he was. How he acted.
Something tells me that a lot of this wouldn't of happened if he really was the cousin from Boston.
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