Well this is my shot at The Kirsten. Hope you enjoy.

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She always loved the sound of birds chirping when she woke up.

She loved the smell of Ryan's cooking that enlightened the house every morning.

She remembers the first weekend he came.

She hated the fact of some hoodlum living in her home.

Figuring out ways to steal their things. Manipulating her son and husband.

She was almost 100 percent serious when she said she was going to lock up her jewelry in the vault.

It wasn't long after that she too was manipulated by the little delinquent.

She fell in love with him.

He was her own.

To anyone who didn't know, he came from her stomach.

Her had her heart.

She tried not to think about his gruesome past. She liked to think that he lived here his entire life.

His ways showed her everyday that it was never like that.

He was always so distant. He wouldn't accept new clothes without a fight. She just recently found out that he enjoyed peach juice more than apple. She never once had peach juice in the house, but would have gladly bought it if she would have known.

She always wanted him to be comfortable and when it started to happen, he was taken away.

He'd gotten Teresa pregnant.

He needed to help her. Needed to rescue the 'damsel in distress' once again.

She thought that maybe this was his break, he could be the child he never got to be. She slipped on her game and look what happened.

She blamed herself for him having to go back.

She wanted so bad to go back in time and pay a little more attention to him. Lead him in a better direction.

She blamed herself because it would never happen to Seth.

She always had on her 'A' game with Seth. Her 'B' game with Ryan.

This was Kirsten's second chance at a son.

She's always wanted two, and when she got the chance 16 years later to be a mother once again she screwed up.

She hugged him goodbye and let him walk out of her life.

She wept so much after he left. Letting herself into the pool house, grabbing onto his sheets for dear life pretending they were him and she wouldn't let go.

Sandy brushed her hair out of her face and wiped her tears. He assured her how everything would work out, he'd come home.

She passed out upon Ryan's bed. Dreaming of the first time they went shopping together and how she knew that day how much she wanted him in her life.

Sandy told her that there wasn't going to be a return policy.

Yet he has returned back to Chino.

She looked out the window at the baby blue sky. The sun radiating against the water in the pool giving it a glistening effect.

She smiled slightly.

A beautiful day. That Lifted her spirits slightly.

She knew it would be hard to get over the loss of Ryan but she'd have Seth and Sandy to help her.

She walked towards the main house and opened the door.

Sandy stood there bearing a letter with there names in black ink.

She looked at his grim expression and had already known.

She just wasn't losing Ryan, Seth was gone as well.

Suddenly she looked outside and got angry. She stared upon the sky and muttered under her breath.

'I wish it was raining.'

Okay. So when I did the end I was listening to 'Hate Every Beautiful Day' by Sugarcult. I was listening to the part, -I wish It was raining because I hate every beautiful day!-. That's when I thought of this. I hope you guys understand it. It's kind of hard to lead by right in the end when I through that sentence in there. I thought it might help buy writing in the song where I took it from.