So I'm back. I'm a horrible promise keeper. I'm sorry.
I don't own anything, but I am intrigued by blonde boys who live in the poolhouse. Wouldn't mind owing one of those.
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Many men wouldn't do what he had just done.
Jimmy did it once, look how that turned out.
But he took a shot at it. He was better than Jimmy. He could make it succeed.
He married the devil. Well..the closest thing other than himself.
He's okay with that.
He's okay with everyone knowing that their the new power couple.
He's okay that their being referred to as the 'gruesome twosome'. He knows it's true.
When people talk about her, he always joins in the raillery.
They say she's a gold digger. He nods. That's how it was when she was with Jimmy. Not now, he thinks.
She's a cold heartless bitch. He laughs. She's always had an attitude problem.
She's a tomcat in the sack. The grin widens.
There aren't any nights when he's been left unsatisfied.
But he fell for the cold heartless bitch. He stopped thinking about the nasty things they said. He even stopped laughing and agreeing with them. Sometimes, he'd stick up for her.
She was nothing like his last wife. In fact, she was the exact opposite.
That's why.
He wanted someone like him. Someone who was been corrupted. That's when he thought of her. At first, it wasn't because of who she was, or it wouldn't have been an option. No, his wife took a part of him when she died, but Julie managed to fill that void. He thought it wasn't possible. He thought it would just look good in the limelight.
She had the same pain.
Same emptiness.
The could help each other.
She could keep filling his void, and he could keep giving her money.
Now, things are getting harder. The money is slowly deteriorating.
He thinks that maybe underneath it all he sees more than just hate that fills her. He sees the love he feels about her directed to him as well.
She wouldn't leave him once she finds out.
She won't leave him after she finds out her ex-husband is now rich, and her new one is not.
She loves him.
There meant to be.
Because, she loves him.
He repeats it over and over and maybe after a while, it will make it more true.
I'll Update again later tonight. A Ryan perspective.