Chibi megami: I just want to say that i know what is wrong with Ray but you
all will just have to wait,
it will be revealed soon
Kai: I was so happy playing Tekken 4 do we have to do this now
Chibi megami: You happy *o_O*
Kai: I was beating Tyson
Chibi megami: well to bad, you'll have to beat him some other time *^-^*
Kai: hmpf
Chibi megami: to all those who reviewed, thanks love you to bits
Kai: chibi does not own Beyblade or any of the other characters within the series
Chibi megami: as always ... yaoi .... KaixRay...
Kai: Now on with the fic so I can continue battering Tyson
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chapter 5 - Face your fears
"DRIGER, Tiger Claw attack now." Ray said without a second thought.
Driger immediately arose from the blade and collided with Dranzer head on. Ray starred at Driger, he then realized what he had done. He never used Driger because of that incedent long ago, his vision swam and he found himself reliving the situation once again.
*~*~*~Rays dream world*~*~*~
"You'll never forget, never! I'll always haunt you, if you leave. You'll never run far enough. When you use Driger you'll remember!" The voice of the shadowed figure threatened.
*~*~*~back to reality*~*~*~
Kai had noticed Rays absent mind, even though Dranzer and Driger were still battleing fiercly. Rays eyes were void of any emotions, just blank. Kai walked around the dish and knelt down infront of Ray, Max looked concerend as well and joined Kai. Kai examined Ray before he shook him slightly to snap him out of it. But Ray did not snap out of his trance, instead he collapsed into Kai and Driger stopped dead in his tracks as well.
"Max, call a docter. NOW!" Kai picked Ray up, who was limp in his arms.
"Kai, what can I do?" Asked Tyson who was in the beydish picking up the beyblades.
"Don't get in my way." Kai said coldly and walked to Rays room.
Once he reached Rays room, he placed him down onto the bed. Kai starred at Ray for a long while and then shook his head.
*What the hell is wrong with you? Uh.....why the hell do I care!*
*Because you have a heart.* Dranzer chirped up.
*Did you speak to Driger, like you said you would?* Kai was a bit annoyed at Dranzer for the comment.
*Yeah, but he wouldn't tell me much.*
*What did he tell you then?*
*He said that Ray had been locked up, beaten and raped for ages. That's all he would tell me. He told me not to tell anyone not even you. So please keep it to yourself.*
*Now, who am I going to tell. I will have to confront him about it though.* Kai frowned looking at Ray.
*Don't push him.* Dranzer squeaked.
Kai shut Dranzer off and pondered his thought's, it made sense to him now though why Ray acted like this. He was jolted from his thoughts, when the docter ran into the room. He took Rays arm and checked his pulse. Then he listened to his heart and examined him. He took out an injection and gave it Ray. He told Kai something about the young boy needing rest and stuff. Kai just nodded his head not paying to much attention to the blabbering old man. Max and Tyson were both stood in the doorway watching the scene.
"You think he will be ok!" Max asked a tad worried.
"I don't know Max, I just hope Kai won't be an ass**** around him if he is that fragile." Max nodded his head in agreement.
Kai turned towards the door and saw the two boys watching. Kai sighed and left the room, walking past Max and Tyson without saying a word. He went out to the backyard and sat down on a bench at the end of the garden. He tried to talk out to Dranzer, but she didn't answer. Then he noticed that Dranzer wasn't with him and he remembered that Tyson had picked his blade up. *Oh well, I guess I'll have to go get her back. Maybe she has spoken to Driger some more.* So he made his way back into the houseto search for Tyson and his missing blade.
*~*~*~Rays room*~*~*~
Ray finaly started to stirr from unconciousness, he opened his golden eyes to the sight of his bedroom. He sighed, he was back where he started. Looking to his right, he saw Driger on the bedside table. He reached out and took the blade into his hand.
*I'm so sorry Driger, but he was right I do remember. No matter what I do he will always be there to haunt me.* Ray sniffeld.
*It's okay Ray. But you have to get on with your life. Not only that, Kai knows whats happened to you!*
*What? How why?* Ray was shaking with fear, he didn't know if he wanted Kai to know.
*I kind of told Dranzer and I don't think she keeps secrets very well, especially doesn't keep any from Kai. I'm sorry but you need help.* Driger reasoned.
*But why Kai of all people. Why not Max or Tyson?*
*You're kidding me right, Kai is the only serious person here!*
Ray couldn't believe Driger did that. Suddenly something else on his nightstand caught his eye, it was a glowing red light. He moved closer to the object and he gasped when he saw what it was. There on his nightstand sat the allmighty Dranzer. Ray took the blade and gave it a closer look.
*You don't really have to stare at me, I'm just another blade!*
*What, who said that?* Ray was shocked and confused.
*Well who do you think, it's me Dranzer. I seem to have lost my master.* She shrieked.
Ray was startled he thought Driger was the only one who could talk to him.
*Don't put me down if you want to talk to me. Only masters can talk with their beatbeast without contact. Bladers need to hold other bitbeast if they want to talk to them. Like you're doing with me now. Of course not everyone knows this.*
*Oh!* Ray slowly absorbed the new information. *Does Kai know?*
*No! He doesn't pick up other blades. He couldn't give a damn. It's nice to talk to someone else though.*
*Why are you here anyway. Doesn't Kai have you always with him.*
*Yeah but when you colapsed, he must have forgotten. So anything you want to tell me or want to know?*
*~*~*~meanwhile in the livingroom*~*~*~
"What do you mean you don't know where you left Dranzer!" Kai was rageing mad.
"Well, I had it last when I put Driger on Rays bedside table. Maybe it fell out there. The only thing I know is that I don't have Dranzer anymore."
"You had to lose it there, in all the places you could have lost it." Kai growled and stormed off to Rays room.
*That guy is impossible!* Storming up the hallway and towards Rays room, he wasn't prepared to see Ray awake and handeling his blade.
Ray jumped out of his skin when his door flew open and his team captain entered the room. He curled up into the covers and hid Dranzer from Kai. Kai glared at Ray.
"Where is Dranzer?" Kai said warningly. He knew Ray had her, he saw him hide her.
"I don't know what your talking about!" Ray squeaked when Kai strode over to him and hovered there.
"Give me Dranzer Ray!" Kai wasn't in the mood for games.
"No!" Ray hadn't finished his conversation with Dranzer yet and he wanted to know more about Kai.
"Pardon? You have got some guts. That's no doubt why you were locked up, beaten and raped for being rebelious."
Ray shivered at the intense words Kai said. It was true it was one of the reasons he got tortured.
"Then hurt me go on, beat me or rape me go on. You know now, and there is no going back for me. He will be there, if I leave this place he will come. I'm weak Kai, I'm not strong enough to face him. Not anymore." Ray yelled at Kai and tears trailed down his cheeks.
*Way to go Kai, you've done it now. Why do you have to be so cold hearted?*
*Shut it Dranzer!* Kai boomed in is head.
"Do you want him to rule your life forever Ray. Huh, because this guy is doing a pretty good job. Get a life Ray, yeah you had a f***ed up past so what. But get real, you have your whole life ahead of you." Kai was furious.
"Of course I don't want him to rule my life, it's not so simple."
"It is, you just don't want to see it. If you want to be on this team Ray and have my respect then walk out that door with Driger and battle Tyson. Otherwise I don't need you. And do you mind giving me Dranzer back." Kais voice was cold and challenging.
Ray stared at Kai shocked,but slowly he pulled Dranzer out from under the covers.
*Ray before I go I want to say, come on you can do it, I'm rooting for you.* Dranzer squeaked before the connection was broken and she was back in her masters hands.
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chibi megami: sorry have to leave it there....but I hope you like the story so far..
Kai: Can I go and play Tekken now *glares*
Chibi megami: in a minute you still have to help me upload this thing
Kai: uh....well if you liked it review
Chibi megami: The next chapter will take a while....I'll be updating *If I let you go* next
Kai: come on *-_-u*
Chibi megami: Okay I'm coming, see ya later and I hope you enjoy the chapter
it will be revealed soon
Kai: I was so happy playing Tekken 4 do we have to do this now
Chibi megami: You happy *o_O*
Kai: I was beating Tyson
Chibi megami: well to bad, you'll have to beat him some other time *^-^*
Kai: hmpf
Chibi megami: to all those who reviewed, thanks love you to bits
Kai: chibi does not own Beyblade or any of the other characters within the series
Chibi megami: as always ... yaoi .... KaixRay...
Kai: Now on with the fic so I can continue battering Tyson
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chapter 5 - Face your fears
"DRIGER, Tiger Claw attack now." Ray said without a second thought.
Driger immediately arose from the blade and collided with Dranzer head on. Ray starred at Driger, he then realized what he had done. He never used Driger because of that incedent long ago, his vision swam and he found himself reliving the situation once again.
*~*~*~Rays dream world*~*~*~
"You'll never forget, never! I'll always haunt you, if you leave. You'll never run far enough. When you use Driger you'll remember!" The voice of the shadowed figure threatened.
*~*~*~back to reality*~*~*~
Kai had noticed Rays absent mind, even though Dranzer and Driger were still battleing fiercly. Rays eyes were void of any emotions, just blank. Kai walked around the dish and knelt down infront of Ray, Max looked concerend as well and joined Kai. Kai examined Ray before he shook him slightly to snap him out of it. But Ray did not snap out of his trance, instead he collapsed into Kai and Driger stopped dead in his tracks as well.
"Max, call a docter. NOW!" Kai picked Ray up, who was limp in his arms.
"Kai, what can I do?" Asked Tyson who was in the beydish picking up the beyblades.
"Don't get in my way." Kai said coldly and walked to Rays room.
Once he reached Rays room, he placed him down onto the bed. Kai starred at Ray for a long while and then shook his head.
*What the hell is wrong with you? Uh.....why the hell do I care!*
*Because you have a heart.* Dranzer chirped up.
*Did you speak to Driger, like you said you would?* Kai was a bit annoyed at Dranzer for the comment.
*Yeah, but he wouldn't tell me much.*
*What did he tell you then?*
*He said that Ray had been locked up, beaten and raped for ages. That's all he would tell me. He told me not to tell anyone not even you. So please keep it to yourself.*
*Now, who am I going to tell. I will have to confront him about it though.* Kai frowned looking at Ray.
*Don't push him.* Dranzer squeaked.
Kai shut Dranzer off and pondered his thought's, it made sense to him now though why Ray acted like this. He was jolted from his thoughts, when the docter ran into the room. He took Rays arm and checked his pulse. Then he listened to his heart and examined him. He took out an injection and gave it Ray. He told Kai something about the young boy needing rest and stuff. Kai just nodded his head not paying to much attention to the blabbering old man. Max and Tyson were both stood in the doorway watching the scene.
"You think he will be ok!" Max asked a tad worried.
"I don't know Max, I just hope Kai won't be an ass**** around him if he is that fragile." Max nodded his head in agreement.
Kai turned towards the door and saw the two boys watching. Kai sighed and left the room, walking past Max and Tyson without saying a word. He went out to the backyard and sat down on a bench at the end of the garden. He tried to talk out to Dranzer, but she didn't answer. Then he noticed that Dranzer wasn't with him and he remembered that Tyson had picked his blade up. *Oh well, I guess I'll have to go get her back. Maybe she has spoken to Driger some more.* So he made his way back into the houseto search for Tyson and his missing blade.
*~*~*~Rays room*~*~*~
Ray finaly started to stirr from unconciousness, he opened his golden eyes to the sight of his bedroom. He sighed, he was back where he started. Looking to his right, he saw Driger on the bedside table. He reached out and took the blade into his hand.
*I'm so sorry Driger, but he was right I do remember. No matter what I do he will always be there to haunt me.* Ray sniffeld.
*It's okay Ray. But you have to get on with your life. Not only that, Kai knows whats happened to you!*
*What? How why?* Ray was shaking with fear, he didn't know if he wanted Kai to know.
*I kind of told Dranzer and I don't think she keeps secrets very well, especially doesn't keep any from Kai. I'm sorry but you need help.* Driger reasoned.
*But why Kai of all people. Why not Max or Tyson?*
*You're kidding me right, Kai is the only serious person here!*
Ray couldn't believe Driger did that. Suddenly something else on his nightstand caught his eye, it was a glowing red light. He moved closer to the object and he gasped when he saw what it was. There on his nightstand sat the allmighty Dranzer. Ray took the blade and gave it a closer look.
*You don't really have to stare at me, I'm just another blade!*
*What, who said that?* Ray was shocked and confused.
*Well who do you think, it's me Dranzer. I seem to have lost my master.* She shrieked.
Ray was startled he thought Driger was the only one who could talk to him.
*Don't put me down if you want to talk to me. Only masters can talk with their beatbeast without contact. Bladers need to hold other bitbeast if they want to talk to them. Like you're doing with me now. Of course not everyone knows this.*
*Oh!* Ray slowly absorbed the new information. *Does Kai know?*
*No! He doesn't pick up other blades. He couldn't give a damn. It's nice to talk to someone else though.*
*Why are you here anyway. Doesn't Kai have you always with him.*
*Yeah but when you colapsed, he must have forgotten. So anything you want to tell me or want to know?*
*~*~*~meanwhile in the livingroom*~*~*~
"What do you mean you don't know where you left Dranzer!" Kai was rageing mad.
"Well, I had it last when I put Driger on Rays bedside table. Maybe it fell out there. The only thing I know is that I don't have Dranzer anymore."
"You had to lose it there, in all the places you could have lost it." Kai growled and stormed off to Rays room.
*That guy is impossible!* Storming up the hallway and towards Rays room, he wasn't prepared to see Ray awake and handeling his blade.
Ray jumped out of his skin when his door flew open and his team captain entered the room. He curled up into the covers and hid Dranzer from Kai. Kai glared at Ray.
"Where is Dranzer?" Kai said warningly. He knew Ray had her, he saw him hide her.
"I don't know what your talking about!" Ray squeaked when Kai strode over to him and hovered there.
"Give me Dranzer Ray!" Kai wasn't in the mood for games.
"No!" Ray hadn't finished his conversation with Dranzer yet and he wanted to know more about Kai.
"Pardon? You have got some guts. That's no doubt why you were locked up, beaten and raped for being rebelious."
Ray shivered at the intense words Kai said. It was true it was one of the reasons he got tortured.
"Then hurt me go on, beat me or rape me go on. You know now, and there is no going back for me. He will be there, if I leave this place he will come. I'm weak Kai, I'm not strong enough to face him. Not anymore." Ray yelled at Kai and tears trailed down his cheeks.
*Way to go Kai, you've done it now. Why do you have to be so cold hearted?*
*Shut it Dranzer!* Kai boomed in is head.
"Do you want him to rule your life forever Ray. Huh, because this guy is doing a pretty good job. Get a life Ray, yeah you had a f***ed up past so what. But get real, you have your whole life ahead of you." Kai was furious.
"Of course I don't want him to rule my life, it's not so simple."
"It is, you just don't want to see it. If you want to be on this team Ray and have my respect then walk out that door with Driger and battle Tyson. Otherwise I don't need you. And do you mind giving me Dranzer back." Kais voice was cold and challenging.
Ray stared at Kai shocked,but slowly he pulled Dranzer out from under the covers.
*Ray before I go I want to say, come on you can do it, I'm rooting for you.* Dranzer squeaked before the connection was broken and she was back in her masters hands.
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chibi megami: sorry have to leave it there....but I hope you like the story so far..
Kai: Can I go and play Tekken now *glares*
Chibi megami: in a minute you still have to help me upload this thing
Kai: uh....well if you liked it review
Chibi megami: The next chapter will take a while....I'll be updating *If I let you go* next
Kai: come on *-_-u*
Chibi megami: Okay I'm coming, see ya later and I hope you enjoy the chapter