This fic takes place in the ninth season. Ross and Rachel are together but
Rachel is living with Joey. Emma is about 6 months old. Chandler and Monica
are married. Monica is pregnant. (I know, I know I always have here
preggers but that's the way I like it! LOL) Joey and Phoebe are dating.
Disclaimer: All Friends characters belong to Warner Bros. and NBC. I do have Matthew Perry though he's my love slave! LOL. Officer Williams, and Dr. Walker are mine.
Title: Lost & Found
Summery: Rachel is in an accident and can't remember anything after 1998.
Chapter 6: Will It Get Better
Rachel sat there on the edge of Monica's bed staring at the pills laying in her hand. A few tears rolled down her face splashing on her hand. There was a soft knock on the door. Monica walked in "Rach, hun I" she stopped when she saw her sitting there with a handful of pills. "Rachel wh...what are you doing with all those" she asked. "I can't live like this Monica" she whispered. "Honey its only temporary you'll get your memory back" she said softly. "What if I don't" Rachel whimpered. "Could you live your life if you couldn't remember having Chandler's baby, if you couldn't remember the important parts of your life with him" she cried.
Monica sighed softly sitting down beside her. "It would be hard but I'd have to sweeite for our baby, for Chandler" Rachel nodded "I know but what difference would it make Emma is young she wouldn't remember me anyway and Ross isn't even my boyfriend or anything" She looked at her. "Honey Ross is your boyfriend you two got back together after Emma was born" she said softly. Rachel gasped "How, I mean the last thing I remember is you, me and Pheebs sitting around in wedding gowns and Joshua and I breaking up " She sighed. "When he knocked we thought it was Chandler, Pheebs said the groom couldn't see the bride in the wedding dress I said relax she's not gonna marry Chandler but you did and I don't remember any of it" she said starting to cry again. "You have no idea how hard it is, how scary it is not remembering" she whimpered.
Monica sighed softly "You're right I don't know how hard this must be for you but I do know that you're not alone you have Joey, Phoebe, Chandler, Ross, and I. We all love you so much and when that cop came to the door telling Chandler and I you'd been in an accident we were so scared we were gonna lose you" she said softly. "Maybe it would have been better if you had" Rachel whispered. "Don't say that" Monica whispered tears filling her eyes. "You've been my bestfriend since we were 6 years old I couldn't have imagined getting married with out you there and I can't imagine becoming a mother with you there" she said her hand setting on her small stomach.
"I may have been at your wedding but I don't remember being there and I don't remember you being pregnant I'm a lousy friend I can't remember my bestfriend getting everything she's dreamed of since she was a little girl" Rachel cried. Monica hugged her " That's okay because I know you're gonna remember" Rachel looked at the pills in her hand and then at Monica. "Here take these away from me" she said softly handing her the pills.
There was a soft knock on the door. Chandler stuck his head in the room. "Hey, you girls okay" he asked softly. Monica nodded "Yeah I think so" she said glancing at Rachel. Rachel gave a small nod. "We're okay" she whispered. Ross appeared behind Chandler "Uh Rach would it uh be okay if I came in" he asked "I guess" she answered softly. Ross walked into the room. Monica got up "Chandler and I will be out in the living room if you need any think okay" Rachel smiled a little "Okay thanks you guys" she said. Monica and Chandler nodded as they left the room.
Ross sat down on the edge of the bed. Rachel looked at him "Ross I...I'm so sorry I don't remember our baby" she whimpered starting to cry. "Its okay Rach don't cry" he said gently brushing away her tears. "No its not okay, its not" she cried. "Honey its not your fault" he said softly "You didn't choose for this to happen" he said. "I know but I" she stopped. They sat there staring into each other's eyes. Ross slowly leaned in and kissed her. At first Rachel didn't respond but she was soon kissing him back. The kiss deepened as they fell back on the bed. It wasn't long before his shirt and her blouse where on the floor. It wasn't until she felt his hands on her back working to unhook her bra that she snapped out of it shoving him away. Ross looked at her waiting for her to say something, anything to let him know she didn't hate him for letting things get to out of hand.
Chapter 7: Starting Over....Rachel and Ross talk, will they decide to start their relationship over from, the beginning.
Disclaimer: All Friends characters belong to Warner Bros. and NBC. I do have Matthew Perry though he's my love slave! LOL. Officer Williams, and Dr. Walker are mine.
Title: Lost & Found
Summery: Rachel is in an accident and can't remember anything after 1998.
Chapter 6: Will It Get Better
Rachel sat there on the edge of Monica's bed staring at the pills laying in her hand. A few tears rolled down her face splashing on her hand. There was a soft knock on the door. Monica walked in "Rach, hun I" she stopped when she saw her sitting there with a handful of pills. "Rachel wh...what are you doing with all those" she asked. "I can't live like this Monica" she whispered. "Honey its only temporary you'll get your memory back" she said softly. "What if I don't" Rachel whimpered. "Could you live your life if you couldn't remember having Chandler's baby, if you couldn't remember the important parts of your life with him" she cried.
Monica sighed softly sitting down beside her. "It would be hard but I'd have to sweeite for our baby, for Chandler" Rachel nodded "I know but what difference would it make Emma is young she wouldn't remember me anyway and Ross isn't even my boyfriend or anything" She looked at her. "Honey Ross is your boyfriend you two got back together after Emma was born" she said softly. Rachel gasped "How, I mean the last thing I remember is you, me and Pheebs sitting around in wedding gowns and Joshua and I breaking up " She sighed. "When he knocked we thought it was Chandler, Pheebs said the groom couldn't see the bride in the wedding dress I said relax she's not gonna marry Chandler but you did and I don't remember any of it" she said starting to cry again. "You have no idea how hard it is, how scary it is not remembering" she whimpered.
Monica sighed softly "You're right I don't know how hard this must be for you but I do know that you're not alone you have Joey, Phoebe, Chandler, Ross, and I. We all love you so much and when that cop came to the door telling Chandler and I you'd been in an accident we were so scared we were gonna lose you" she said softly. "Maybe it would have been better if you had" Rachel whispered. "Don't say that" Monica whispered tears filling her eyes. "You've been my bestfriend since we were 6 years old I couldn't have imagined getting married with out you there and I can't imagine becoming a mother with you there" she said her hand setting on her small stomach.
"I may have been at your wedding but I don't remember being there and I don't remember you being pregnant I'm a lousy friend I can't remember my bestfriend getting everything she's dreamed of since she was a little girl" Rachel cried. Monica hugged her " That's okay because I know you're gonna remember" Rachel looked at the pills in her hand and then at Monica. "Here take these away from me" she said softly handing her the pills.
There was a soft knock on the door. Chandler stuck his head in the room. "Hey, you girls okay" he asked softly. Monica nodded "Yeah I think so" she said glancing at Rachel. Rachel gave a small nod. "We're okay" she whispered. Ross appeared behind Chandler "Uh Rach would it uh be okay if I came in" he asked "I guess" she answered softly. Ross walked into the room. Monica got up "Chandler and I will be out in the living room if you need any think okay" Rachel smiled a little "Okay thanks you guys" she said. Monica and Chandler nodded as they left the room.
Ross sat down on the edge of the bed. Rachel looked at him "Ross I...I'm so sorry I don't remember our baby" she whimpered starting to cry. "Its okay Rach don't cry" he said gently brushing away her tears. "No its not okay, its not" she cried. "Honey its not your fault" he said softly "You didn't choose for this to happen" he said. "I know but I" she stopped. They sat there staring into each other's eyes. Ross slowly leaned in and kissed her. At first Rachel didn't respond but she was soon kissing him back. The kiss deepened as they fell back on the bed. It wasn't long before his shirt and her blouse where on the floor. It wasn't until she felt his hands on her back working to unhook her bra that she snapped out of it shoving him away. Ross looked at her waiting for her to say something, anything to let him know she didn't hate him for letting things get to out of hand.
Chapter 7: Starting Over....Rachel and Ross talk, will they decide to start their relationship over from, the beginning.