Forevermore
I never contemplated the heartbreake I felt.
I never analysed the wrenching of my gut.
I never once thought that I could be shattered,
My mentality lying on the ground like pieces
Of glass.
Only these pieces of glass are my memories.
The moments in my life I adore.
The joys of those lovely years that are now
Classified before.
Never had any of us thought it would fall
Apart in such a dreadful way.
Us, brothers, torn limb by limb, one by one,
Till theres me.
But not only me.
Me and my desire for revenge.
Never have I been a vengeful person.
I was always the kind one,
The caring one.
But like most of my memories thats before.
Before the betrayal, our ultimate destruction,
The cause of my heartbreake which I ignore.
If I were to stop for one moment, contemplate
The feelings which run rampart,
Release the tidal wave within,
I would be beyond repair.
Shattered.
Forever.
Into tiny pieces.
Silence would be my guest,
And even now it would be welcome.
But I can't allow myself silence yet,
I must remain whole until my revenge is done.
Until repayment is dealt for the ultimate betrayal.
So for now I will remain here.
My heartbreake uncontemplated.
The wrenching in my gut ignored.
But still my memories lay before me,
Stabbing at me forevermore.
I never contemplated the heartbreake I felt.
I never analysed the wrenching of my gut.
I never once thought that I could be shattered,
My mentality lying on the ground like pieces
Of glass.
Only these pieces of glass are my memories.
The moments in my life I adore.
The joys of those lovely years that are now
Classified before.
Never had any of us thought it would fall
Apart in such a dreadful way.
Us, brothers, torn limb by limb, one by one,
Till theres me.
But not only me.
Me and my desire for revenge.
Never have I been a vengeful person.
I was always the kind one,
The caring one.
But like most of my memories thats before.
Before the betrayal, our ultimate destruction,
The cause of my heartbreake which I ignore.
If I were to stop for one moment, contemplate
The feelings which run rampart,
Release the tidal wave within,
I would be beyond repair.
Shattered.
Forever.
Into tiny pieces.
Silence would be my guest,
And even now it would be welcome.
But I can't allow myself silence yet,
I must remain whole until my revenge is done.
Until repayment is dealt for the ultimate betrayal.
So for now I will remain here.
My heartbreake uncontemplated.
The wrenching in my gut ignored.
But still my memories lay before me,
Stabbing at me forevermore.