Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own these characters or the show. I also do not own the song "Every time" by Britney Spears but never the less it is a great song to describe who Cath fells after dumping Gil and hurting so badly.
Notice me
Take my hand
Catherine lay in the hospital not saying anything the man who had just walked in.
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
"Cath" Gil moved to the side of he bed " How do you feel?"
A small tear ran down the side of her face " You know I was thinking that I might keep the baby." She smiled and turned away from him. I am sorry I hurt you Gil"
Why carry on without me
"Cath" he softly touched her face and turned it back toward him. "You don't need to apologize, you were confused and I was confused and it is okay." Catherine pulled her face away and sat up.
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
"No Gil it's not okay, I thought I was strong enough for this. the past two days I have been thinking about you and m e and us and this baby and I really thought that this was a decision I needed to make on my own. And I decided that me and you and Lindsey would be able to deal with this and that we would take care of the baby like it was our own and now Gil," Catherine paused when tears overcame her "What did I do wrong Gil? I was certainly able to make a mess of our lives, yours and mine and I killed that baby."
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
Gil sat on the edge of the bed and took her into his arms. " Do not for one minute think you had anything to do with the baby's death Catherine when you are feeling better I will explain everything but I promise you , you did nothing wrong." he paused and kissed her forehead " And you have not made a mess pf my life or anyone's life."
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
Catherine turned away from Gil as the tears continued to fall. Not saying anything for a long time Catherine finally spoke. "I love you Gil" she turned back " And I am sorry I put you through this"
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry