Shuichi's decision

OOC:Ok this one will be a monologue until the end of the chapter.....

Shuichi's POV

I ran through the rain that had suddenly started up outside. I needed to get as far away from that building as possinly. My koibito had just died, and I needed to be alone. Running through the streets, I didn't care who I bumped into or how mad they got at me. I.....I just wanted to be alone.

As I ran through the streets, I thought of where I should go. I couldn't go to Hiro's place....and everyone else was probably asleep. Thinking for a few more seconds, I finally decided to just go home, back to Yuki's apartment.

As I was standing at the front door, I was half tempted to ring the doorbell, but then I remembered Yuki-san would not answer the door because his body was laying at the warehouse dead. Sighing deeply, I took out my key and opened the door slowly.

Everything was still in place inside the house....that was when I noticed a small light eminating from inside Yuki's office. Slowly walking towards the door, I wondered if someone was here...but as soon as I opened the door, I saw that he had left his laptop on. Walking in, I saw what he had written on the computer. It was a love poem to me, but it had not been finished. Sitting back in the chair, I read through the entire poem.....he knew that he was going to die. The last part of the poem mentioned this, but if he knew...why didn't he tell me or anyone else about it so we could help him.

This thought puzzled me as I stood up and walked into the kitchen....grabbing a knife. "I'll end my life tonight and join up with Yuki....so we can be together forever."

Meanwhile, at N-G productions, Tohma Seguichi recieved a call from Hiroshi informing him of what had happened to Yuki and also mentioning that Shuichi may try to do something he will regret. Tohma knew what he needed to do...so he quickly hung up the phone and ran out of the studio....towards Yuki's apartment.

As soon as Tohma made it to Yuki's apartment, he proceeded to ring the doorbell hoping that Shuichi would answer...but when he got no answer, he decided the best way to help him would be to just go inside.

Tohma turned the doorknob, noting that it was unlocked. Walking in, he could see nothing but a pitchblack room with some light coming from the laptop in Yuki's office. Quickly turning on the light, he noticed the blood on the floor and the trail of it that lead to Shuichi's body...laying motionless on the floor.

Shuichi had cut his wrists and figured that he wouldn't die fast enough....so he also drove the knife through his heart...killing him instantly. Tohma's eyes widened as he ran over to the lifeless singer. "I should have figured something was wrong with Shuichi when he left early." He lifted Shuichi's head and layed it in his lap gently....crying silently over him. "I never got the chance....to tell you how much I actually cared about you. I may have been married to Mika....but I still loved you Shuichi."

OOC:hah hah.....bet you didn't expect that one . Anyways.....still more chapters to come...R&R