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Kiss the RainA/N: The point of views change throughout the story but if you read the section long enough, you will realize who these people are.
Pan: 16
Uubu: 18
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Last time:
(Pan's p.o.v.)
"Today, I got a full scholarship to Italy so I doubt I'll be able to go to school in Tokyo now."
My eyes widen and my mouth hangs open. I hear my voice crack as I speak. "Wo-wow. Con-congratulations. I'm so-" I sob as I press the phone into my ear some more, "I'm so proud!" I hang up.
I breathe in and out quickly. My chest hurts and I feel dizzy. I lay down on my bed and cry so hard that I hope I drown in my tears.
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Chapter 5: Majick and Confusion
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I walk upstairs slowly, trying not to make the slightest sound. I walk up to the second door on the right and knock. Afterwards, I open the door. "Pan, honey, are you almost done?" I peek my head in and notice her clothes still on the bed and a bunch of empty boxes.
"I don't see why we have to pack now. We're moving in a week. We have a lot of time."
I frown and nod a bit, agreeing to her in a way. "That's true but we should start early, we don't want to forget anything." I was about to walk out, my hand on the doorknob when she speaks. She cries to me.
"What's the point in that? The only thing left will be furniture!" She sobs, pounding on the carpet. I quickly run over to her, hugging her tightly once I kneel in front of her. "Mommy! Everything's going so wrong!"
"Shh.. Don't worry.." I pat her back and kiss her head.
"No! Uubu can't even come to Tokyo for college! He has to go to Italy on scholarship! I don't know what to do." I frown and hug her tighter. She's in such a mess.. I look around the room, wondering if she did any packing. I just shake my head and rock her back and forth when I realize that she's done nothing but make a big mess. I wish it didn't have to be this way. I pull her away from me so we can see each other face to face.
"Honey, I know it'll be hard. I can guarantee that but maybe some time apart from Uubu will make your relationship stronger. Don't let this whole move bring your life down." I see her nod a bit and sigh. I kiss her head again and smile, "Now, I'll leave you to start packing." I get up and walk out the door. Before I closed it, I watch my young daughter move on, starting with folding clothes.
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I sit down on my porch bench and look up at the sky. I flip through the pages of my wrestling magazine but I can only think about Pan. And why I'm not with her.
I feel so out of reach.. I turn my head and look at the phone. Should I call her? Yes! I don't see why not. She might be busy. Don't be dumb! She's leaving in a week! You should be with her every chance you can! I nod along with myself and pick up the phone when I realize something. I hang it up and smile. I'll just come to her.
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I sit down on my windowsill, looking down at the carpet. I stare at the full suitcases and sigh. Just looking at them makes me want to cry again. I look at myself in the mirror and notice how red my eyes are still. I grab hold of my blanket and wrap it around myself. I began to cry once more, sobbing as the tears come until I hear music being played outside. I sit up and look out the window.
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I stop the car and put it to park. I get out with my Sony stereo. I walk to Pan's house slowly and quietly, not wanting to give it away. I walk to her window and look up at it, just to make sure she's in her room. I see her sitting down on the windowsill wrapping a blanket around herself. I just stare up at her beauty, not even caring how messy she might look right now. I watch her cry.
- When I saw you all alone.. with tears in your eyes.. I knew I had to be there by your side.. –
She hears the music and looks out the window. I smile a bit when she sees me.
- When you need a helping hand, just call upon my name.. And I'll put a smile on your pretty face.. –
She smiles at the song and I can't help but stare up at her while I walk around. I want to be there!
- Smile for me.. Let me wipe your tears away. Let me mend your heart and pain. I don't wantchu feeling blue 'cos I do really love you.. -
I grab hold on the vines against their brick wall. I look up at her as I risk my life for this Juliet.
- I care so much for you.. and for you I give my life -
I see her move back a bit before she opens the window for me. As I reach up to my lady's chamber I reach for her hand first. She lets me touch it for a second and then lets go of me, but I hear her say, "Uub! You're so crazy!"
- Whenever you are sad it brings tears to my eyes. I'll be there for you.. until the day I die. I will never leave you there to cry.. –
I finally climb into her room, I see her laying down on her bed holding her stomach as she laughs. It's been a long time since she's laughed this hard.. It made me smile to know that I can still make her happy, even if it's for a short while.
- Smile for me.. let me wipe your tears away. Just smile for me.. let me mend your heart and pain –
I tackle on top of her but I keep my body up so I don't smash her to pieces. She's just way too small to handle my weight. I lean my body up a bit as I tickle her sides, just to make her laugh harder for the hell of it. I want her to laugh so much that it'll make up for the times I won't be able to in the near future.
- I don't want you feeling blue.. 'cos I do really love you -
We sit up and laugh some more after she told me to stop a million times. I sit on my knees and just stare at her as she keeps panting heavily that it makes me imagine what it would be like if-
"What are you looking at?" I look up at her face instead of her heaving chest and I smile a bit.
"You."
- Whenever you need someone to lean on.. I'll be there by your side.. –
I see her blush and look down which makes me smirk. I still got it! I feel myself be much more different- more bold and eager. I place my hands on her cheeks and lean forward, kissing her softly once I'm close enough.
- To hold you and comfort your heart and to stop all over your cries.. -
I'm surprised when she actually leans back, letting herself be taken by me. I move my hands, having them hold me up now as I kiss her more and my lower body leans down against her. Don't be scared, Panny..
- Let me heal all your pain and hold you in my arms.. -
I slowly lower my whole self down, being careful now. I run my fingers through her hair and kiss her cheek as I whisper to her, "I love you, Panny. Remember that, okay?"
I feel her nod and I can tell that she's out of breath once again. "I promise. I'll always remember." I kiss her neck and I slip my hand under her shirt, caressing her flat, bare stomach.
- Smile for me.. let me wipe your tears away -
All of a sudden, as if I accidentally pushed the red button, my Panny started to cry. I quickly sat up, afraid at first but when I saw her tears I pulled her up and into me. "Shh.. It's okay," I didn't know what to say. I don't even know what happened. "Panny?"
- Just smile for me.. let me mend your heart and pain. I don't want you feeling blue.. 'cos I do really love you -
All night, I thought about Panny and what happened, but I could only hold her tightly. We fell asleep in each other's arms and for once, I regretted my actions. She didn't even say word, but I'm glad that she let me hold her.
- Smile for me.. let me wipe your tears away. Just smile for me.. -
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A/N: What happened?? I DON'T even know!! This might take awhile. -.-; But can I have atleast 4 new reviews?? :D