(A/N): I wonder if I'm going to be mauled or lynched after you people read this chapter, well anywho here is a randomly placed disclaimer.
Random disclaimer: I don't own shit, including the song that I use in this chapter "Take me away" by Avril Lavigne.
Chapter Five: Leaving it all behind
The walls that surrounded Kagome's world seemed to shatter and she watched as the pieces fell at her feet.
She had lost everything she held dear to her, she had nothing left.
Her family was gone. Her house with everything she ever owned had gone up in flames.
And Inuyasha, she had lost to him hell. He would prefer to be eternally damned with a clay bitch then be with her.
And if he chose that over her then was there really any point in living? She walked slowly through the backyard, her eyes not seeing, her ears hearing.
She was off in a world of living nightmares.
Kagome picked up a large shard of glass, maybe she could take away the pain.
It would be simple enough, a few quick slashes and it would be over.
No more pain, no more memories, no more anything.
Kagome clutched the shard tightly, hardly noticing that it drew blood.
"But I want to see it one more time before I go."
The feudal era was her home away from home. She sat on the edge of the well looking down into it, debating whether or not it was worth the time or the pain.
She decided it was and pushed off the side of the well and soon found herself climbing into the feudal era.
Not even seeing the beautiful forest could bring a smile to her lips.
A song that Kagome had heard many times came to her mind and she smiled bitterly, 'How befitting.'
I cannot find a way to descibe it
It's there inside
All I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
Kagome clutched the glass tighter still and watched in some kind of fascination as the blood ran down her arm, staining her partly shredded shirt crimson red.
What would you do
You do if you knew
What would you do
"Screw this, I've got nothing left and no one cares, so why stick around?"
Kagome walked along the forest path, leaving a trail of red behind her, but she didn't care.
Her mind was on the Hanyou who had gone to hell, with his one true "love".
All the pain
I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead bck to you
She reached a clear, flowing stream and watched as her blood mixed with the water, then disappearing, it had been taken away. Why couldn't she?
"That's what I want, to disappear. To just be taken away." Bitter tears flowed from her stone cold eyes.
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away
Kagome let out a defeated sigh and raised the glass shard to her pale, clammy neck.
'The only way out is taking myself away.'
I feel like I'm all alone
All by myself
I need to get around this
Kagome pressed the glass shard hard against her neck and pulled it down.
She didn't even flinch as the glass pierced her delicate skin and hardly noticed when a searing hot pain surged through her head. She didn't care.
My words are cold
I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you I don't think you'd understand
'Cause no one understands
Kagome pushed the glass shard harder against her skin as she remembered Inuyasha's words.
"Ya well guess what wench! You're right! I don't give a shit! Once I have the jewel I can make my wish and get on with my life!"
All the pain
I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead bck to you
Kagome became lightheaded and didn't even bother to try and comprehend how she ended up on the ground.
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away
All that mattered was that soon it would be all over.
I'm going nowhere on and one and
I'm getting nowhere on and on and on
I'm going nowhere on and on and off and on and off and on
Kagome's eyesight came unfocused and her head seemed to be floating as the lack of oxygen kicked in.
"Screw you Inuyasha." She whispered with her last breath.
Kagome's chest stopped moving and she lay still. She was finally free from the pain.
Take me away
Break me away
Take me away
(A/N): Ok that was an intense chapter. I know most of you probably want to skin me alive then watch me burn at the stake. And for that I don't blame you. Flames are accepted but I'd prefer constructive criticism. Also keep in mind this story isn't over yet so don't go insane and not read this story anymore because I'm not done. It will get better in a few chapters, so please bear with me.