Disclaimer-Just cos I am going to Canada a week tomorrow doesn't mean I own Degrassi. I also do not own "Rip Her To Shreds" :-P

"Hey freak-girl!" Hazel and I call to Ellie as she walks by. I am Paige Michalchuk. I am the captain of the Spirit Squad. I am pretty, popular and i have an awesome boyfriend. My life is great. Ellie is the outcast of all outcasts. She has red hair that is normally pulled into braids (that has geek written all over it) or she wears it in a side pony (Cyndi Lauper, cool in the 80's not so cool now). She's a "goth", she wore a freaking black shirt with a skull to prom, who does that? This girl has serious problems.

Next thing you know Hazel puts her foot out and trips her. She falls and smacks her chin on the ground. We kick her once and tell her over and over what a loser and a freak she is. A months ago Hazel and I we're listening to Dylan's Blondie cds, we decided that "Rip Her To Shreds" is written for Ellie. We sometimes repeats lines of it at her, "She looks like the Sunday comics, she thinks shes Brenda Starr", or "You know her miss groupie supreme...you know her Vera Vogue on Parade, red eye-shaddow, green mascara, ick shes too much". We tell her she looks like she washes with comet.

Today we are being extra mean to her. When she finally stands up she "runs" down the hall, of course we make fun of her little shuffle too. I see her run into the washroom and I feel a pang of guilt. I remember the day I caught her cutting in there, I remember how badly marked up her arms were. I tell Hazel that I have to go and I go into the washroom.

I look around, and I spot Ellie lying on the floor. She had slit her wrist. I run to the door and scream for someone to get the nurse. I went back to Ellie and held her. Help would soon be here but I knew it was too late.

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-I still think Cyndi Lauper is the queen of all that shines, but I had to put Ellie down (I also love Ellie)