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Screaming for

the salvation.

The crying of a

corrupt soul.

Needing for

the salvation.

The wanting of a

dark spirit

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Kagome blinked in the morning sunlight. She shut her eyes when the light was met with the pounding of her head. Groaning, she rolled to her side, and threw her legs over the side of the bed. She padded over to her desk, and pulled out her Tear Diary.

'The dream I had last night was wild.' She thought to herself, blinking the water from her eyes. "I think I drank too much last night...' She thought, giving up on the journal and clutching her head. Needing fresh air, Kagome stumbled blindly toward her balcony. Unfortunately, she never made it there. She tripped over an article of clothing on the floor. Grumbling like mad, Kagome blinked at the offensive object. Her eyes widened. It was a red traditional Haori jacket.

"SHIT!!" She screamed, picking up the jacket and sniffed it.

'Inu-yasha's Cologne...'

"Oh fuck..." She cried in despair. "Please don't... don't tell me... I didn't..." She began sobbing into the clothing.

There was a knock at her door, and she stuffed the jacket under her bed.

"C-come in..." She said shakily, wiping the tears from her eyes. The door slowly opened and Inu-yasha stuck his silver head in.

"Everything okay?" he asked uncertainly.

She sobbed into her hands, tears pouring down her cheeks. "Oh, Inu-ya-yasha... I'm so... so sorry..." she blinked up at him, his face shocked. "I didn't... didn't mean... Oh no..." She cried out, her lip trembling, and more tears flowing.

He shut the door behind him, and rushed to her. "What...." Guilt flowed through his veins like poison. So she did regret it.

She threw herself at him, crying into his silky hair. "I'm so sorry!" She cried, curling up into his lap.

"Kagome... I should be sorry..." he whispered into her ear, stroking her hair gently. "I should be responsible."

She ignored him, and kissed his neck eagerly, moving up to his face. "Oh, Inu-yasha..." She said, her hands trembling. "I love you so much." She put her legs on either side of him, and kissed his temples lightly.

"Woah, Kagome... tell me what's going on!" He cried, holding her shoulders.

She nodded, and wiped her face on the sleeve of her robe. "I... I... I'm sorry... I thought it was a dream.... this wasn't supposed to happen!" She cried out. "You're supposed to be with mom!" She threw her arms around his neck and kissed him with her trembling lips.

He took her face and begged for entrance with his tongue. She opened her clenched teeth to him, and he tickled the roof of her mouth. Smiling when she giggled, and broke the kiss.

"Hey, I'm ticklish!" She cried as he nuzzled her neck with his wet nose.

"Good, now get dressed. Suzaku has left on a two week business trip to America."

"Then what's the point of getting dressed?" She laughed, licking his nose. He smiled, and pulled the robe down on her shoulders. She squirmed in his lap, and squealed as his wet tongue slid over her shoulder.

"Inu-yasha... there's no use.... this is not allowed." She laughed, tapping his nose with one of her graceful fingers.

He bit the finger lightly, and gazed at her with his best puppy-dog eyes. "You said it, not me."

She smiled at him, and crawled off him. She was about to get back it bed when she felt his chest press against her back, and his arms wrapped around her. "Please? Just once... my way...?"

"You're way?"

He brought his mouth close to her ear. "Doggy-style." he said, grinding his hips into hers. She blushed magenta, and froze.

"I..."

"I'll take that as a 'yes'" He said, getting off her, and removing his clothes quickly.

"Wait!" she cried, putting up her hands in a defensive position. "I'm not sure if I'm fertile...."

"You aren't." he said, picking her up by her shoulders, and placing her on her feet. She blushed deeper, when he pulled her to him, holding her in a bone-crushing embrace.

"H-how can you tell?"

He drew her away for a moment and gave her a sly look. "I can smell you. Speaking of which... this should be extra fun..." Before she had a chance to ask him why, she was thrown onto the bed with a surprising amount of force.

He pounced on her, and pulled up her robe to give him access. "I gave you a sensual rut last night," he growled in her ear, giving her the shivers. "But today, I am going to fuck your brains out."

She cried out loudly, as he thrust into her in one smooth motion. She was still sore and swollen from last night, and this wasn't helping. He was thrusting into her brutally hard, and she squeezed tears from her eyes. After some ten seconds of the painful torture, her own juices made the passage quite easy, and she was beginning to enjoy it. Every time he pumped in and out of her, he struck her core, causing her much pleasure. She fell weak from the sensations, and fell onto her elbows. She felt his hands moving down her sides to rest at her hips. An animalistic growl shook the bed, making her very heart vibrate. Sharp object pricked her sides, and she cried out in pain and bliss.

She felt her inner muscles clench around him, and he howled to the ceiling. Thrusting into her with such force, that she fell onto the bed, he released into her. He fell on top of her, his hair draping over her. His hands fell on hers, and she muffled a scream. His fingers were quite elongated, each one sporting a razor-sharp looking claw. She closed her eyes, and held as still as she could. His even breath tickled her back, and she struggled not to squirm.

"I-Inu-yasha?" she squeaked at him. A low rumble emanating from his chest answered her.

"Kago... me..." he muttered in his sleep. His voice sounded different... more wild. Like an animal.

His penis suddenly went hard inside her, and twitched. He growled louder, shaking her and the bed. She began to panic... what was happening to her Inu-yasha? She managed to turn them over so that she was straddling him, he was still hard, and still inside her. She looked over Inu-yasha, he looked just the same, only he had a purple stripe down each cheek. She shuddered at the strange vibes she received from the creature. His ear twitched in her direction, and he gripped her hips.

His eyes slowly opened. Kagome screamed. His usually friendly golden orbs had transformed into the most terrifying... She shrieked again, and struggled against the death grip on her hips. The Inu-yasha she didn't know grinned wickedly. He could smell her fear, and it intoxicated his few senses. It had been a while since he had complete control over that human. He was going to have some fun.

She cried out his name... it was familiar, this bitch's voice. But no human was worth his time. Not even the partially naked goddess strode over him.

"Hold still, bitch." he snarled at her, and flipped them over. She cried out in pain as his extremely hard member pressed against her spine.

"INU-YASHA!!" She wailed, and he pressed his sensitive ears to his head. She thrashed about, trying to free herself from the monster. She was terrified, terrified for her life... terrified for him. Scared of how he was going to be riddled with guilt when he reawoke. "Wh-who are you?" She whispered.

"I owe you nothing, bitch!" he snarled at her, thrusting into her ruthlessly. He enjoyed seeing her scream, seeing the tears run down her cheeks. But what he loved most was seeing her supple breasts bouncing underneath the thin fabric of her robe. He groaned, letting his eyes roll back into his head, and fell onto all fours. Kagome found her chance. She wrapped her legs around him, and kissed him lightly on his full red lips. His red and blue eyes snapped onto her, and he stopped thrusting into her for a moment.

"Ka-Kagome?" He muttered, his eyes slowly turning back to their normal state.

She smiled brightly at him, and pulled him to her. "I'm so glad you're back." she said into his hair. He blinked and crawled off and out of her.

"Back?" he looked down her slim form, and noticed red welts down her sides. "What... I don't remember anything... except..." He rubbed his head.

She threw her arms around him and smiled into his hair. "It's not a big deal. Go take a shower." she said, getting up, and pulling off her robe. She closed the door of her bathroom behind her.

He sat on the bed, and thought to himself for a moment. 'Something's not right...' he looked around him, then to his throbbing manhood. 'that would be it.' he thought with a smile. He spent the next few seconds getting rid of his 'problem'.

Kagome rinsed her shampoo out gently with her shaking hands. What was that? It definitely wasn't Inu-yasha. He hadn't hurt her that badly, but she had five deep cuts on each hip, and her insides were squirming in pain. He had been so rough with her, screwing her like...

'Like a bitch.' she thought glumly, scrubbing the bleeding wounds with antibacterial soap. She hissed in pain. 'I'll have to ask him... but how would I? 'Oh hi, Inu-yasha. Was that you who fucked me?' No, that wouldn't work.' She lost herself in deep thought, rinsing the soap from her, and wrapped a fuzzy towel around her sore body.

She opened the door into her room, and fell heavily onto the bed. She had betrayed her mother seriously. How was this going to work out? Were she and Inu-yasha only a thrill drive?

Kagome wiped a single tear from her eye. Giving up on wiping them away, she gazed at the ceiling, letting the tears fall freely into her soaked hair. Not angry, not sobbing, Kagome just cried silently.

"Someone save me." She said to the ceiling. "I'm so blinded by the light, that I can't see Mom." she blinked the last tears from her eyes, and pulled on a sweater and some jeans.

She made her way to Inu-yasha's room, trying to remember which one it was. It was a while since she had been in there, just two young adults having a chat. Now, if she entered his room, she might find herself overcome by her sexual desires. She pulled at each handle, and finally found one that opened. She knocked quietly, and no one responded. She turned the knob, and opened the door. She stepped in, and looked around. Inu-yasha was spread eagle on his back, snoring quietly. Smiling at his cuteness, she glided over his floor silently. While he scratched his bare stomach absent mindedly, she poked his head.

"Inu-yasha..."

"Oh... Kagome." He sat up, and rubbed his eyes. "What's up?"

"About... earlier..."

He grinned. "What about it?"

"You... you weren't the same. You changed... into... into..." She fought for the right word, as he blinked at her lazily. "A monster..." She glanced at his reaction.

"What are you talking about?"

"W-well... umm... you said... you called me a bitch a lot, and... you had these fuzzy ears, and ah... claws." She lifted up her shirt and showed him her cuts.

His eyes widened. "Did... did I have stripes?"

She nodded, and he flopped back onto the pillow, covering his face.

"What is it? What happened?"

"I... Sometimes, when I feel powerful... er... emotion... I lose control..." He sat up, and cradled his head in his arms. "I think you've figured out by now what I am..."

She gazed at him wide eyed, and shook her head. "No."

He gave her a pained look. "I'm Hanyou. Half-breed, that's what they'd call me..." He began rocking himself back and forth.

"Oh, I knew that much... and I'm guessing you're an Inu youkai, from ah... doggy style."

He grinned at her. "Hai, that's why I called you a bitch, I assume. You liked it, ne?"

"Oh... I was going to tell you something... I'm in pain, Inu-yasha."

He gave her a quizzical look.

"You know... sore."

"So I was that rough, huh..?" he asked, scratching the back of his head. He yawned lazily. "You tired? He asked, opening an arm to her.

"Umm... not really..." She said, "I think I'll... I'm going to stay away from you for a while, Inu-yasha...." She said, looking at her knees. "I mean, you're mom's boyfriend... How can I stay near you? We've already broken the rules." She gave him a watery smile. "I'm sorry."

"Kagome?" He said, as her back became farther and farther away. He heard her running down the hallway. "Please come back..." he muttered to himself.

'How is this going to work?' he thought, hugging one of his pillows. 'Could I break up with Suzaku? No, she's my only tie to Kagome... I hate myself for it, but I wish she'd... just go away.' he buried his face into the soft fabric, pretending it was Kagome's silky hair.

Kagome hastily wiped away her freezing tears. She hated crying... but she had to, she had to. Skidding to a halt outside Manhattan's stall, she threw open the door.

Mounting him from the bars of the stalls, Kagome squeezed him with her heels, and steered out to the creek.

She spent the entire afternoon lying on her back, gazing at the baby-blue sky. It was cold out today, and she shivered often, watching her breath rise in front of her.

Closing her eyes, she saw flashes of Inu-yasha as a monster, a creature of the wild. He had been so exotic, yet so terrifying. She drifted into a dreamless sleep, vaguely feeling herself lifted into warm arms.

When she awoke, she was warm and fuzzy feeling. Not cold, or on a rock. Kagome tried moving, but was being restricted by strong arms. She twisted around to face whoever was holding her. She came nose to nose with a certain sleeping hanyou. A certain naked sleeping hanyou. She couldn't see that he was naked, feeling the sheet that covered part of his muscular body.

"Inu-" but stopped when she saw familiar triangular fuzzies poking out of his silver hair. His chest vibrated with what sounded like a purr. She blushed magenta when his face nuzzled hers, licking her cheek.

"Kagome..." he murmured in his sleep, nibbling on her ear. One of his clawed hands reached down to cup her round buttocks. She stifled a gasp. What she didn't need now was another 'rough' as he put it rut.

"Inu-yasha... wake up..." She whispered, stroking his face. The scary eyes opened again, but this time they weren't filled with lust. He licked her cheek again, biting her ear again, this time quite hard. She gasped, only to have her mouth covered by his. He bit her bottom lip, sucking on it gently, then driving his slightly elongated tongue into her mouth, and tracing over her teeth.

She pushed him away slightly, and looked into his eyes. "Wake up, Inu-yasha." She said, trying to hide her fear the best she could. He smiled his wicked grin.

"That wimp is gone for now, sorry bitch. My bitch." he growled out, "I'm here to have some doggy fun."

"Inu-yasha please! I'm still sore!" She cried out, as his face moved slowly down her, biting her sweater and pulling it off with his teeth. He ignored her, as he moved over her, nipping and licking her stomach and shoulders. She felt his hand move behind her, and unhook her bra. She gasped in pleasure as his mouth began to suckle on her nipple, his tongue swirling over the small nub.

"Ooh... Inu..." she moaned out, clutching his head. She arched her back, pressing more of her breasts to him. While he worked on her upper, his hands were quickly unbuttoning her jeans and sliding them off. She shuddered as his lengthened member bumped into her inner thigh. He began to lick and nip his way down to her navel, driving his tongue into her sensitive spot, and causing her to squirm.

"In-Inu... Please..."

"I will when you get on your knees like a good bitch and pleasure me." He growled huskily at her.

She sniffed, turning her head to the side. 'Why is Inu-yasha reacting this way...?'

"Now shut up and let me finish, mate." he snarled, lowering his head to her again. He slipped his claws underneath her panties, and stroked her bundle of curls gently. She shuddered, and attempted to push him off..

"What's wrong, bitch? You were enjoying yourself earlier." He grinned at her, crawling over her and kissing her gently on the lips. He looked down at her flushed face, and for the first time, Inu-yasha looked reasonably friendly underneath the red and blue eyes. She smiled back, and wrapped her arms around his neck.

"I miss you, Inu-yasha. Come back to me." She whispered, a tear sliding down her cheek.

His eyes smiled at her, and he gathered her in his arms. "Kagome." he mumbled into her hair, and she watched as the doggy ears slid down his head. "I really don't know what's happening to me..." Inu-yasha said, clutching her closer to his chest.

"Inu... I thought I told you that I wanted to stay away from you for a while." She said, pushing him back so she could gaze into his friendly amber pools. "But no matter what I do, I always find myself thinking of you."

He smiled at her, and pulled the sheets over them. Her legs around his waist, and her arms around his neck, they fell into a dreamy sleep.

Kagome dreamt a particularly bizarre dream.

Kagome walked through a forest clearing, and sat down on a wooden well. She twisted her hair in her fingers and hummed a happy tune. Only when something came crashing through the forest did she scowl.

"Inu-yasha! Can't you just act like a grown man?!" She scolded, getting up to face an angry-looking boy with long silver hair and pointed ears on the top of his head.

"Shut up, bitch." he huffed, crossing his arms. "We need to go jewel-shard hunting now. Go home if you need to get anything."

Kagome rolled her eyes at the arrogant Hanyou. "This is the first time you actually want me to go home."

"You're dragging us down, Kagome!"

"I am not! What about your 'Shard-detector'?" She put an emphasis with quote fingers.

"You take forever in your stupid world, why can't you just stay here with me!?"

"Because I love my family too!" she said, crossing her arms. When he didn't retaliate, she traced over her words, a pink blush creeping up her cheeks.

"Oh reeeally..." He said smugly, leaning on a large tree.

"SIT!" Kagome cried with a red face. She stomped over to him and brought his face to eye level. He cowered from her, fear etched on his face.

"Ummm... Kagome?"

"Shut up, stupid half-breed." she spat, hitting a direct nerve. "If I love you, it's because I'm kind-hearted. If you weren't such a selfish, ignorant, self-centered-" Inu-yasha flinched at each word. "Dog breathed JERK, maybe I'd be able to have some sort of intimate feeling for you. BUT-!" His finger cut her off.

"I hear you, Kagome." he said, his cute puppy-ears drooping. "I am a jerk."

"Wha- no.... only I'm aloud to call you a jerk...." she said soothingly, petting his head softly. "I'm sorry, Inu... I didn't mean to hurt your feelings."

"... So you don't have any feeling for me..." He said quietly, his face turned away from hers. "...Not anything less than I expected....." he muttered shakily., getting up, and beginning to leave.

"Inu-yasha!" Kagome cried, getting up to catch him, but in moments he was gone in a red and silver blur. A rusty sword lay on the soft grass.

She clutched the sword with her hands, tears falling from her crystal blue eyes.

'He needs this... or he'll become...-

"A MONSTER!!" Kagome yelled, sitting up in a cold sweat. Something stirred beside her. She examined the object with blue eyes.

"What's wrong, Kagome?" Inu-yasha said, rubbing his eyes and sitting up.

"EEYA!" She screamed, falling out of the bed.

"Kagome?"

"I had the weirdest dream EVER!" She laughed, sitting up. "You had these ears!" she said, making ears with her fingers. "And when I said 'sit' you went flying on the ground! And... And... And there was this rusty old Katakana, and..." Kagome thought to herself, scratching her head. "There was something else..."

"Something about a monster, evidently."

"Oh yeah! When you didn't have the sword, you turned into a monster!" Kagome said brightly.

Inu-yasha glanced over to the red chair. His precious Tetsusaiga was missing.

"Ah... Kagome? I think I know why I turn into... a youkai..." He pointed to the place where the sword used to have been slung over the back of the chair.

She gasped, and looked down at herself. "You never told me I was half naked!" She cried, throwing a pillow at him.

"I liked the scenery!" he laughed, throwing the pillow back at her.

"You bastard!"

"Hey, I won't disagree!"

"SIT!"

"Don't even try that..."

"Aww.... darn." She pouted, making her eyes wide.

"Come here, Kagome." He said, beckoning. She smiled, and crawled over to him, and straddled him easily.

"Call me bitch." She said, sticking out her tongue.

"I don't think I will..." He smiled in content as she leaned over him, and slept on his chest.

"We are in such deep shit, Inu."

"Tell me about it."

She kissed him opened mouthed, licking his lip gently. "Okay, I will."

"Kagome!" Suzaku cried, embracing her daughter tightly. "I missed you! You look like you've grown up since I last saw you."

Kagome looked anywhere but her mother's eyes.

"Inu-yasha... Come here and give me a kiss, dear." Suzaku said, closing her eyes. He glanced at Kagome and then back, kissing her lightly.

"How about we all go and get dinner?" Suzaku offered, putting down her bags.

"Now? But you just got back, mom!"

"Oh, but I'm so hungry! They don't serve meals on the plane anymore!" Suzaku pouted. "I'll drive...?" she smiled slyly.

"Sure mom, we'll go." Kagome said, slipping on her shoes that were by the door. The three of them climbed into a small convertible, Kagome and Inu-yasha in the back, and Suzaku driving.

She pulled out onto the free way, nearly hitting four people in the process.

"WOW! I FORGOT HOW FUNIT WAS TO DRIVE!" Suzaku yelled, putting down the top. A truck behind them honked. "FLIP THE BIRDIE FOR ME, KAG…" Suzaku said, putting on her shades.

"Sure mom."

"So, I'm sure you two got to bond a bit while I was gone, right?" Suzaku said, looking around at them.

"Yeah, mom..." Kagome said, rolling her eyes.

"LOOK O-"

Kagome felt the car jerk suddenly, and her head smash against the window nearest her. The last thing she saw before everything went black, was Inu-yasha with a small trickle of blood from his mouth.

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Bleeding for

the salvation.

the pain of a

poor heart.

Save me.

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