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Rated: R for swearing, and discrimination against gays..and other stuff?

HP/DM

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What is He Going To Do? Tailii's P.o.V

I liked hanging out with Harry and his friends. Ron was funny, and Hermione was soo smart. Draco..was sort of dark and scary, but he was nice after he realized that I wasn't hanging with Derrek anymore. Ginny was good at nearly everything.

I hung out with Ginny the most. She taught me some spells she knew, that other first years wouldn't learn for a long time. And she taught me Quidditch. We had a team back in the US, but the UK was known for its teams. Gin said I was really good at it too. She trained me in every position so I would have a good chance at making the team next year. I had an old broom though..that made things hard. I had a CleanSweep... a CleanSweep 7 to be exact. It was Derrek's old one.

Speaking of, Derrek was being weird. He dropped Harry completely. He never did anything to get him. He had even written to Mom saying that he was giving up. I had lived with my brother my entire life. I knew that he wouldn't let this go. He was planning something. I warned Harry, and the others right when I thought about it, and though they did listen, and watched him for a bit, they dismissed their worries. I really wished they hadn't...

But as spring grew nearer, I knew that something was up. Derrek wrote more in the little book he had. I had once teased him, saying it was a diary, and he had yelled at me, saying it was just a book of thoughts, and only little girls had diarys. I hadn't gone near it since...but I knew that I had to eventually. His plans might be there.

April rolled around. Draco received an owl, which he said was from my brother. He and Harry went of to Dray's room to read it, and they never told me what it said. I knew that then was the time to get the "book of thoughts" as Derrek put it.

I snuck up to the boys dormitories as soon as everyone left. I found Derrek's bed with no problem at all. His was the only one that was perfectly straightened, and had his trunk still perfectly packed. It also helped that each bed had the boy who slept there's name carved into it. I rummaged throughout his things, making sure yto put everything back where it went afterwards. Finally, I checked under the pillow of the bed. Sure enough, there was the little leather book. I decided to wait until later that night to read it, considering if I waited in here much longer, I would be caught.

And Later that night, After all the girls had fallen asleep, I sazt at the window seat of the large bay window, flipping through the book. As I got to the more recent dates, the messages started getting violent.

"That bloody dragon wont keep me from my Harry." "Fuck the dragon! Harry is MINE Whether the stupid bastard likes it or not!" "That boy is going to kill himself once I'm through."

It just kept getting worse. I shut the book, not wanting to read anymore. Something inside of me, however, made me open the book to the last filled in page. There, the worst message of all that I had read was written, And the date was That nights.

April 14

Tonight it happens. I have sent the owl, telling Draco to meet me in the north tower, the last abandoned one in the castle, at midnight. Midnight tonight, I will fight Draco Malfoy. And if the bastard proves to be stronger than I, and I am not able to kill him with my bare hands, I will use the avada kedavra curse. Simple death is the worst thing after all, no? I'm also not worried about anyone finding this. My dorm mates wont look for it. They know well enough to leave my shit alone. Well, I'm off. Dinner awaits,
-Der

I knew my eyes widened. Derrek was going to kill Draco. I looked around, but I knew that even with my proof, Hermione and Ginny would be too full of sleep to believe me. The only person who would believe me was..no one. I was a first year. They would think I was crying wolf. I looked at my watch..praying that I'd have enough time to get to Dray's room before he left. But I didn't. It was 11:50. It would take me too much time to get to the tower itself, let alone to the room and then the tower.

I quickly rummaged through Ginny's trunk, in dead silence. I found her invisibility cloak and ran, no, flew to the tower. I knew that no matter how fast I ran, it would take me at least ten minutes, and by the time I had actually left, it had been 11:55. Of course, I didn't let thatget to me, I still ran faster than I ever had before in my entire life of 11 years.

It took me longer than I expected to get to the tower. It was 12:10 when I reached the door. I opened it, surprisingly, it had been left unlocked. There were Derrek and Draco, fighting. Dray was proving to be stronger than my brother..and I knew what that meant. I dropped the cloak, and shoved my brothers book into my pocket.. I ran into the room..right as Derrek started to pull his wand out..

A/n: AH! NEW CLIFFHANGER!! I know, I didnt go into the details on the fight...maybe I will in the next chapter. All depends on my mood. ^^ ok, I'm off. ~*~*Midnyte*~*~