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Rated: R for swearing, and discrimination against gays..and other stuff?
HP/DM
Thanks to: My faithful reviewers
And if you have any questions, review and I'll try and answer them in the next chapter!
The way things Changed. Harry's P.o.V.
Things changed a lot following Tailii's death. First off, the most obvious. Tailii was gone. We were all greatly effected by her death, Ginny most of all. She had always been the youngest of us, always being the one to learn, never the one to teach. And when Tai came along..there was Gin's new younger sister. Tai followed Gin everywhere. She was Gin's shadow. Some days, I swore there was a younger girl following Gin again...but when I looked twice, no one was there.
The change was that there was no longer the threat of anyone breaking Dray and I up. Derrek was gone. Yes, more of the Gryffindors had decided to come out, including Seamus and Dean, but they were interested in each other. No one bothered my dragon and me.
And then another change. We had only a month left before school ended. And that being our 7th year at Hogwarts, we wouldn't be returning. Tai's death seemed to have brought that harsh reality crashing down upon us. That major part of our lives, 7 long years...over. It was honestly scary.
Other than that however, things were pretty much the same. Dray still wore all black, with of course his face painted in that same sexy way, and we still loved each other with all of our hearts. Ron and Mione were the same. Ginny...well she was still single, but she seemed to like it that way. There wasn't anyone she liked at the moment.
That day, the month before our leaving the school, Dray and I were laying down in his room. He was in my arms, and was half asleep. I was watching him, his sexy makeup, and well...his sexy self, actually. I sighed before I started singing. I sang the same song I sung him a long time ago. "I knew I loved You." I sang until he fell asleep in my arms.
As I watched him sleep, I remembered everything that we had been through together. The hatred we had started with. The hatred which slowly but surely turned into pure love. The secret visits to Erised. The realizations that we were both hopelessly in love with each other. The pain our coming out had caused, physical and mental. The hatred that had caused Dray to get this room. ..Our breakup, caused by my stupidity in not being able to handle the taunts. Seeing him, completely different, and lost. Getting back together. Derrek threatening us...Tai's death...and now, him sleeping soundly in my arms. I remembered all those moments clear as day...but I had no idea of his standpoint.
Just as suddenly as I had thought that, I fell into this odd dream. It was almost as though I was inside of a pensieve. But..as soon as things started happening, I knew where I was. I was inside of Draco's memories. I saw him as a child, being beaten by his father.
"YOU DO NOT LOSE TO ANYONE!" Lucius yelled.
"I'm sorry father...." The child Dray whimpered.
It then flashed forward. Dray was...tied down to a bed, being raped by his father. He was silently crying as his father abused him. I tried to stop him from hurting my Dray, but all I did was go right through them.
Another flash, and Dray was taunting me, about..the dementors. I watched as after, he ran upstairs and threw himself on the bed, crying, whispering "Why...Why can't I tell him I love him..?"
And again, it flashed. I relived all his memories, all of the same things that I remembered. But he..he had been beaten as a child, raped even. No wonder he had been so horrible. Gods, Now I understood. I knew why he was so lost. I knew why...And it made me hate his father even more. But I couldn't tell Draco I knew. Not yet.
And just as suddenly as I had fallen into his memories..I was back out, and wide awake. He too was stirring. I watched as his eyes slowly opened, and tears filled them. I knew that he had dreamt all of those memories as I had watched them..But I couldn't tell him. I looked at the clock. Between all of my memories, and his, we had been there for well over three hours. I sighed and gently wiped away the tears that were falling down his face before singing him to sleep again...and I, after making sure he was safe, fell asleep with him held tightly in my arms.
A/n: Aww....Poor Dray. Dear gods I'm damn evil. Ok, three questions: Do you want Tai to come back as a ghost? Should I wait till the graduation for the sex? And with the sex, should it be from Harry or Dray's P.o.V.? Answer in reviews or emails! ~*~*Midnyte*~*~
Rated: R for swearing, and discrimination against gays..and other stuff?
HP/DM
Thanks to: My faithful reviewers
And if you have any questions, review and I'll try and answer them in the next chapter!
The way things Changed. Harry's P.o.V.
Things changed a lot following Tailii's death. First off, the most obvious. Tailii was gone. We were all greatly effected by her death, Ginny most of all. She had always been the youngest of us, always being the one to learn, never the one to teach. And when Tai came along..there was Gin's new younger sister. Tai followed Gin everywhere. She was Gin's shadow. Some days, I swore there was a younger girl following Gin again...but when I looked twice, no one was there.
The change was that there was no longer the threat of anyone breaking Dray and I up. Derrek was gone. Yes, more of the Gryffindors had decided to come out, including Seamus and Dean, but they were interested in each other. No one bothered my dragon and me.
And then another change. We had only a month left before school ended. And that being our 7th year at Hogwarts, we wouldn't be returning. Tai's death seemed to have brought that harsh reality crashing down upon us. That major part of our lives, 7 long years...over. It was honestly scary.
Other than that however, things were pretty much the same. Dray still wore all black, with of course his face painted in that same sexy way, and we still loved each other with all of our hearts. Ron and Mione were the same. Ginny...well she was still single, but she seemed to like it that way. There wasn't anyone she liked at the moment.
That day, the month before our leaving the school, Dray and I were laying down in his room. He was in my arms, and was half asleep. I was watching him, his sexy makeup, and well...his sexy self, actually. I sighed before I started singing. I sang the same song I sung him a long time ago. "I knew I loved You." I sang until he fell asleep in my arms.
As I watched him sleep, I remembered everything that we had been through together. The hatred we had started with. The hatred which slowly but surely turned into pure love. The secret visits to Erised. The realizations that we were both hopelessly in love with each other. The pain our coming out had caused, physical and mental. The hatred that had caused Dray to get this room. ..Our breakup, caused by my stupidity in not being able to handle the taunts. Seeing him, completely different, and lost. Getting back together. Derrek threatening us...Tai's death...and now, him sleeping soundly in my arms. I remembered all those moments clear as day...but I had no idea of his standpoint.
Just as suddenly as I had thought that, I fell into this odd dream. It was almost as though I was inside of a pensieve. But..as soon as things started happening, I knew where I was. I was inside of Draco's memories. I saw him as a child, being beaten by his father.
"YOU DO NOT LOSE TO ANYONE!" Lucius yelled.
"I'm sorry father...." The child Dray whimpered.
It then flashed forward. Dray was...tied down to a bed, being raped by his father. He was silently crying as his father abused him. I tried to stop him from hurting my Dray, but all I did was go right through them.
Another flash, and Dray was taunting me, about..the dementors. I watched as after, he ran upstairs and threw himself on the bed, crying, whispering "Why...Why can't I tell him I love him..?"
And again, it flashed. I relived all his memories, all of the same things that I remembered. But he..he had been beaten as a child, raped even. No wonder he had been so horrible. Gods, Now I understood. I knew why he was so lost. I knew why...And it made me hate his father even more. But I couldn't tell Draco I knew. Not yet.
And just as suddenly as I had fallen into his memories..I was back out, and wide awake. He too was stirring. I watched as his eyes slowly opened, and tears filled them. I knew that he had dreamt all of those memories as I had watched them..But I couldn't tell him. I looked at the clock. Between all of my memories, and his, we had been there for well over three hours. I sighed and gently wiped away the tears that were falling down his face before singing him to sleep again...and I, after making sure he was safe, fell asleep with him held tightly in my arms.
A/n: Aww....Poor Dray. Dear gods I'm damn evil. Ok, three questions: Do you want Tai to come back as a ghost? Should I wait till the graduation for the sex? And with the sex, should it be from Harry or Dray's P.o.V.? Answer in reviews or emails! ~*~*Midnyte*~*~