Raven tried to sleep as Cyborg suggested, but all she could do was stare at the wall of her room, while in her mind Terra and Beast Boy's laughs were echoing, a never ending, mad song. Around seven o' clock somebody knocked at her door. Raven stood up and tried to figure out who was: she hoped with all her strength it wasn't Terra or Beast Boy, because it would have hurt her too much seeing the changeling, and she would have hurt too much Terra if she had dared to knock at her door. She didn't knew why she hated Terra so much, she just did it; every time she saw her, she felt uncomfortable and worried. Maybe she was afraid that she might stole her the place in the squad and Beast Boy, or maybe it was just that they had started in the wrong way. Raven put a hear on the door and listened: no sounds came from who was out her door. She sighed, and opened the door: it was Robin.

"Hey Raven, I was thinking of doing some train today, so be prepared. The others are already having breakfast, you should hurry or they'll finish everything." Said her with a smile.

"Thanks, I'll be down in a minute" she said simply and closed her door.

She heard him knocking again at her door. She groaned and opened it again; Robin looked her and said, like if she was apologizing:

"Hey, I'm sorry if I bother you again, but if you keep your door open a little longer I wouldn't need to knock another time..."

She looked him emotionlessly and simply said:

"So, what do you need now?"

"I forgot to say you that we're gonna train today... With Terra... so be ready, I need you to control the obstacles."

"Ok, I'll be down in a minute."

She closed the door and looked her room: everything was tidy and in order; Raven would have preferred a total mess: what was all that order when her mind was in mess? She wanted to throw away items screaming and breaking everything, leaving her emotions free for once. She ended up sighing and decided to have a shower: at least she could try to wash away her worries.

In the hall, the Titans were eating breakfast messing up everything. Beast Boy was throwing his tofu eggs to Terra, and she was hiding behind the sofa, laughing. Cyborg was trying in every way to avoid Starfire's pudding, and she was assuring him that mustard was even tastier with ice cream and strawberries. Robin entered in that moment and felt sick looking at the mess. It was hard trying to make order when you're a teenager and you live with five other teenagers. Sometimes Robin caught himself thinking at the days passed with Batman in Gotham City: he was alone most of the times, true, and Batman was everything but not a father, but at least there was order in his life. That was also the reason for which he left him: he needed a little chaos in his life. But not that much.

"Guys! You'll have to clean, after, you know?"

For answer, a big green place of something hit him in the face. He sighed under his new mask and gave up: he threw himself in the fight, throwing around everything he found. In that precise moment Raven descended the stairs and entered in the room, her hair still wet for the shower. As soon she entered, she saw her friends fighting like children with food; she simply sighed, focusing her look on her cup of herbal tea in the kitchen and avoiding looking for Beast Boy. Suddendly, a piece of cheesecake left an unknown hand and flied with all his strength towards Raven's air, but fortunately for her, she was pretty awake to use her powers: she created a black shield and passed through the hall without being hit by flying pieces of food. She prepared with her usual moves her herbal tea and sipped it slowly, standing up and looking without any interest the other titans' fight. When she finished her herbal tea, she washed her cup and put it away, then moved to the train area, and started waiting, meditating.