Please read! Won't take too much time.
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I do not own Inuyasha.
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The Memory Of You
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I remember loving you.
Even when I look into her face that seems so familiar to yours, it still isn't the same. I only see you. Even if she loves me with all her heart and I love her back, it still isn't the same. My love for you was different. Even if she shares your soul and unearthly powers, it still isn't the same.
You aren't the same.
Even when I close my eyes and loneliness consumes me, I see your image and the sorrow goes away. Even when it's cold outside and the trees have died, I feel your warmth. Even if all hope seems lost and my goal seems out of reach, I remember why I need to reach this goal.
It's because of you.
Even if you hate me, even if you're angry, and even if you're bitter, I still care for you. Even if I try to make the feeling go away by loving someone else, I still feel it. And even if I try to occupy my time by fighting and getting angry, the thought of you still soothes my soul.
I could never be mad at you.
I could never hate you.
…Because even if you're only made of clay and dirt, a part of me still grows in your soil.
I remember all the regret I hold for not trusting you and what started this whole tragedy. I regret all the mistakes I've made and all the time I've wasted not realizing what was right in front of me. I regret not meeting and loving you sooner.
I remember looking for something that I thought was so important. I remember when I found it and saw its beholder. I never obtained that something, but I found something a lot greater than any prize or possession could ever hope to give me!
Then someone took you away from me.
And I regret…
I regret not protecting you, not protecting us.
And I'm so sorry.
I remember why I love you and why I had to let you go. I remember when we first met and how it seemed like magic. I remember how cruel fate was for us to fall in love…
…then fall apart.
And still, you are always in my heart... You are always in my dreams.... You are always in my thoughts... You are always on my mind, constantly and hopelessly... There is not a moment when I am not thinking of you.
I hope you know this… all of it.
Because when I let you go, I want you to go knowing everything.
I want to you to know that I think you are the most beautiful, incredible, and miraculous being that I have ever known, ever met, and ever loved.
Our memories are forever engraved in my heart.
And I'll always remember.