Eerie whispers trapped beneath my pillow
Won't let me sleep, your memories
I know you're in this room, I'm sure I heard you sigh
Floating inbetween where our worlds collide
It scares the hell our of me
And the end is all I can see
And it scares the hell out of me
And the end is all I can see
I know the moment's near
And there's nothing we can do
Look through a faithless eye
Are
you afraid to die?
It scares the hell out of me
And the end is all I can see
And it scares the hell out of me
And the end is all I can see
It scares the hell out of me
And the end is all I can see
And it scares the hell out of me
And the end is all I can see...
"Thoughts of a Dying Atheist" by Muse. I found it amongst all of An's CDs. It was amazing. Dawn finally believed me (Anais must have talked with her about the incident) and she let me have all of Anais' CDs, before her bandmates got to'em, since I listen to the same music she does. Or, did. I saw the name of the song and listened to it and read the lyrics. I decided it was definitely her song and asked to have it played at her funeral. It was.
The CDs Anais had had included Linkin Park, Lostprophets, Slipknot, 311, Good Charlotte, Def Tones, Dead Kennedys, the Clash, the Cure, Taking Back Sunday, the Gorillaz, and, obviously, Muse.
Anais is missed and always will be. I hope she is no longer scared and got the answer of "what happens?"
Buffy, the bloody bint, still doesn't believe me about killing An's mother, while she was the snake. But, forget her. I can just hear Anais telling me that and singing Muse's song "Ruled by Secrecy" to me.
Repress and restrain, steal the pressure and the pain
Wash the blood off your hands, this time she won't understand
Change in the air and they'll hide everywhere
No one knows who's in control
You're working so hard and you're never in charge
Your death creates success rebuild and suppress
Change in the air and they'll hide everywhere
And no ones knows who's in control
Anais did just that. She sang that Muse song to me, one night in a dream. It was her way of telling me she was alright and that her question was answered.
Well, g'bye, Anais. I will never forget you, Love.
A/N: Well, this wraps up my very first Fan Fic. (In case you hadn't noticed in these last 2 chapters that I was on a bit of a Muse binge. lol.) I hope you enjoyed it and I think I just might do another one. Expect a variety of Fan Fix. Maybe some Andromeda and I have a Gargoyles Fan Fic started. So I'm not gonna write about any one specific show or whatever. Hope you come back and read some more!!!
-Ley-