Harry
returned to Hagrid's Cabin around lunchtime after having taken a nap
and a nice, long shower. He didn't want to return to Malfoy, but at
the same time he didn't want to leave Hermione there by
herself.
When
he arrived, Draco was stretched out on the couch looking incredibly
weary, his eyes glazed over with exhaustion. Hermione was sitting on
the bed with a book in her lap and waved when Harry entered.
"He
just... crashed. Did you two sleep at all last night?" Hermione
asked.
"He
wouldn't settle until 2am. It was hell. He kept babbling about
Quidditch."
"Now
you know how I feel when you and Ron get started." Hermione
said, grinning when Harry's mouth closed and gave her the 'you're
right' look. Just then a muffled snore came from the sofa. Draco had
finally drifted off to sleep.
Hermione
did not tell Harry about what had happened that morning. It just
seemed too unnatural for words. That and she might have to admit that
she enjoyed the feeling of being hugged like that, as if she matter.
She and Ron had fought so many times before, but whenever they made
up he never hugged her like that. And he had smelled so good... his
arms had felt so strong.
When
Draco woke up, he was nearly normal, minus the bitter hatred. He and
Harry sat on the couch and talked away the good part of an hour about
what they liked in a girl. Harry described Cho Chang rather well, but
Draco's description was once again shocking, as everything else had
been for the past 48 hours.
"Brown
curly hair," he said, gazing past Harry's shoulder and at
nothing, "brown eyes. Really smart, but really kind, too, not
like McGonagall. Adventurous- things would be dull if she
weren't."
Harry's
eyes flicked between Hermione, who was trying not to gape, and Draco,
who was still looking dreamily at the wall. "Err, good choice,
Malfoy." Hermione noticed that Draco had not asked Harry to call
him by his first name.
"Good
response, Harry," Hermione said cheerfully, though she could
feel her cheeks burning.
Draco
erupted into fits of giggles then. He clutched his stomach and
laughed heartily, his eyes squeezed shut. "You said... you said
good response..." he wheezed and laughed harder, "good
response... because if he hadn't... hahaha.... he would have dissed
you... he said the right thing." He erupted into peels of
uncontrollable laughter. Draco slipped off his chair, rolling on the
floor. Now he was laughing so hard no sound came out. Harry and
Hermione couldn't help but start laughing as well.
Suddenly,
Draco choked and gagged and curled up into a ball. The tears pouring
down his face were no longer tears of laughter. He was talking to
himself, muttering under his breath. Hermione stood and moved closer,
Harry sat forward in his seat.
Hermione
knelt by Draco's head and pushed the hair that had fall in his face
away. "Draco? Draco, what's wrong?" she said gently but
urgently. Harry, though engrossed by Draco's agony, was distracted by
Hermione's oddly soft and caring voice. He had never heard that tone
before, and he had known Hermione for six years.
"It
hurt... it hurt so bad..." Draco was saying, more clearly now.
"It was an accident. I didn't mean it to go so wrong. I just
wanted him to be proud of me..."
"Who?
What happened?" Hermione's brow was knit together and she kept
stroke Draco's hair softly, trying to calm him down.
"My...
my father... I tried so hard to make him proud, so hard. But I
failed. I always fail... I'm never good enough for him. It hurt so
bad..."
Hermione's
brain was working furiously. She wanted dearly to wrap her arms
around him and comfort him, but with Harry there it would be awkward
for both of them. She continued stroking his hair. In the meantime,
something else in her mind clicked. "What did he do, Draco? Did
he hurt you?"
Draco
nodded and sat up slowly. Hermione looked at Harry, both of them
speechless. In the meantime, Malfoy rubbed his shoulder, now looking
at the floor numbly.
"What
now?" Harry mouthed at Hermione.
"I
don't know!" she mouthed back, looking tenderly at Draco. She
knew she couldn't hold him, but she still wanted to make him feel
better. She moved over next to him and put a hand on his back. She
glanced at Harry, who did likewise, though much more reluctantly.
They sat in silence, and Hermione couldn't help but notice the bond
that was forming between them, between Draco and herself in
particular. Even Harry, though he looked awkward occasionally,
couldn't help but like this Draco. And now they both knew one of his
darkest secrets. If it was awkward now, Hermione could only imagine
what it would be like when Draco was back to normal.
Draco's
mood finally changed from silent brooding to hyperactiveness (is that
a word?). "Let's go flying, Harry! Hermione can throw things
into the air for us to catch- it'll be like Quidditch
practice!"
Harry
grinned at Hermione. "I can't say no to that..."
"Fine,
but I'll inform you that my aim is awful," Hermione said.
After
summoning Draco and Harry's brooms, they spent the afternoon at the
Quidditch pitch playing games. Draco offered to take Hermione for a
ride on his broom, which she readily declined, admitting her fear of
moving at extreme speeds at high elevations.
Hermione
chucked balls up into the air while the two boys raced to catch it
first before it fell. After Harry won 3 times in a row (after they
had been generally even throughout the game), Draco landed huffily on
the ground and sneered.
"He's
cheating, I won't play with a cheater!" he announced,
dismounting from his broom and stomping off to Hagrid's cabin.
Harry
landed next to Hermione and the two followed their patient back. "I
thought girls were bad..." Harry muttered.
"Watch
it, Harry," Hermione said mock threateningly and continued back
to the cabin.
