LoneShikonKitsune: Hey guys! I shouldn't have written this because I have another story I need to finish but ff.net deleted my story again and put me on an Infraction!!!! Grrrrr....anyway this is my first song fic. Its about Kagome and Inuyasha's love problems...I'm not sure if it would quality for Kikyo bashing or not...hmmm...I used the song form Puddle of Mud called 'Away from me' So it doesn't belong to me! Neither does Inuyasha!
Oh and '----' means thinking and I hope you all know that "---" means talking...
Yeah, lies
Inuyasha had Kikyo in his grasp; he could feel the cold of her body and the hatred and betrayal that was within her. "I told you I love Kagome now, you aren't the Kikyo I fell in love with once, you are nothing but dirt and stolen souls." She forced herself up into his face; her cold lips grazed his warm ones. Quickly he pushed her off. He heard something in the bushes but ignored it as Kikyo let out a low growl. He glared back "I love Kagome."
Look at me now just sitting here by myself
And I think you've found someone else
Now I'm ganna have to find a way to put the bottle down
And why can't you see
That I'm drowning in a pool of misery
Kagome sighed deeply as she walked through the forest, looking for the familiar well. The past events flooded into her mind. She came across Kikyo and Inuyasha, they were alone in a field, and they were kissing. She wasn't sure if Inuyasha saw her or not, because she ran away, she had seen enough to know what was happening. All she knew was that he wanted Kikyo, not herself. She thought back to the time when Inuyasha told her that he loved her, and how she believed him. Laughing to herself she thought 'How could I be so stupid, when he said that, he saw the image of Kikyo in my eyes, not the image of me.' The well came into view and Kagome let out another sigh. She fingered the small bottle in her pocket, wondering what she would do with the jewel shards. Putting her bag down, she sat down on the edge of the well and stared blankly ahead. 'Inuyasha...' she heard a noise from the trees and her head snapped up.
I'm always afraid that you're gone away from me
I'm always afraid that you're lost in somebody
I'm always afraid that you're gone away from me
I'm always afraid that you're lost
Sango stomped back angrily from the village. She had originally gone with Miroku but he had left her behind when the village maidens came into view. Her fists clenched and loosened as her mood switched from anger to self- pity. What did those girls have that she didn't? What made Miroku attracted to them and not herself? Her pace slowed as the thought it over. She passed by a lake and she turned to look at her reflection in the water 'I must not be beautiful enough for him'. She glanced back at the village, wondering if Miroku was even giving a thought about where she was.
So here I am and I don't wanna be by myself
And I think your fucking some one else
Now I'm ganna have to find a way to take the knife out from my back
And how could you leave me
Standing in a closet full of bones
Inuyasha ran through the forest, picking up Kagome's scent. He hadn't seen her in a few days and was getting worried. This time he was worried about her and not the jewel shards. He thought about where she could be, but stopped himself as horrific images came into his mind of Kagome being captured by strong demons, or Kagome leaving this era for good. He finally caught Kagome's scent at the strongest and he stopped running to look around at his surroundings. 'This is the forest of the well...but she...' he stopped when he heard voices not far off. He rushed to the noise and had to stifle a gasp. He hid behind a tree and peeked behind the trunk to make sure he wasn't seeing things, but there they were. Kagome and Kouga.
I'm always afraid that you're gone away from me
I'm always afraid that you're lost in somebody
I'm always afraid that you're gone away from me
I'm always afraid that you're lost
Kagome looked up at the wolf demon in surprise. He had been watching her from the trees. He stared at her and she stared back. He could sense the sad in her, the hurt and the anger. Somehow, he knew it was Inuyasha who did this. They stood there, staring for the longest time. Kouga was at the bottom of the little hill where the well that Kagome was sitting on was. He stepped forward and Kagome dropped her gaze. She shouldn't see Kouga now, who knows what she will do when she was heartbroken about his rival. He stepped in front of her and she looked up into his eyes. "Kagome?" he questioned, his dark eyes holding anger mixed with love. His voice sent chills up her spine, the way he looked at her with real concern. Kagome stood up and a choked sob escaped her throat. She could feel his warmth and his love. Without notice she collapsed into his chest, crying. He blinked, surprised at the feeling of her against him. He wrapped his arms around her protectively.
Maybe you could let me stay
Maybe just for one more day
You could help me stay the same
Maybe things wont ever change
Maybe we could taste the rain
You could push me out the way
Now I sit here by my self
Think about somebody else
How could you let him take you away from me
Inuyasha gawked, how could she? After he had told Kikyo off like that. For the first time he felt the real pain of a broken heart. Subconsciously, he backed away from the tree still staring at Kagome and Kouga. 'How could she?' he repeated in his mind. His thoughts traced back to when Kagome helped Kouga defeat the birds of paradise. How he said he had loved her, how she protected him against Inuyasha. Kouga had gotten to Kagome before he could. The one thing he did not get though, was the crying, what had happened? He backed up slowly not taking his eyes off of them. To his horror her saw that Kouga had noticed him in the forest. Before Inuyasha could do anything, he felt cold hands slide around his torso. Kikyo.
You're somebody else
Miroku wandered around the village looking for Sango. He had lost her once the beautiful maidens had come into his path. They were in trouble, which was the only reason they were helping them, to his surprise. He noticed that something was happening to him. He no longer looked at the beautiful young girls like he once had. He walked out of the village, deciding Sango was out somewhere. Sango. He had been acting differently towards her as well. Even though he tried to hide it, he was beginning to develop feelings towards the demon slayer. The way she looked at him when he had saved her once, that look was enough to melt his heart. But he needed to have an offspring so his family name could live on. Sango would never let him do that though, she wouldn't believe it was because he truly had feelings towards her.
I'm always afraid that you're gone away from me
I'm always afraid that you're lost in somebody
I'm always afraid that you're gone away from me I
'm always afraid that you're fucking
Kagome looked up at Kouga and to where he was looking at. To her horror she saw Inuyasha in the trees. How much had he seen? How long had he been there? Then she remembered why she was at the well in the first place, and why she was embracing Kouga, it was Kikyo. She clung tighter to Kouga and stared straight at Inuyasha, but he made no sign of seeing her. Kagome squinted her eyes at him to see clearly and she gasped. Behind him was Kikyo, and she was embracing him. She heard Kouga let out a low growl and Kagome backed out from the embrace. Turning to Inuyasha and Kikyo, she stared, just stared at the two, unable to speak, unable to move. 'He really does love her.'
I'm always afraid
I'm always afraid
Sango found a fallen log to sit on and she sighed again. She would have to go and get Miroku soon; she can't just leave without him. She was afraid of what she might see if she went back, afraid of the truth that Miroku really didn't like her. Again she glanced at the village and her heart leapt to her throat. A dark figure was walking down from the village. She squinted and saw a stick moving back and forth as the figure moved. It couldn't be him? Could it? Her cheeks flushed red as she saw another figure run after the one walking towards her. She know knew it was Miroku because the figure walked back closely with the other figure, she assumed was a girl.
I'm always afraid
I'm always afraid
Inuyasha's pain turned to hate and jealousy as he saw Kagome cling to Kouga tighter. Kikyo smirked and whispered in his ear "See I told you, she could never love you the way I do. She has already left you for that wolf." Inuyasha clenched his teeth and glared at Kouga. 'He must have tricked her, she would never go to him.' He convinced himself of this. He saw Kagome let go of Kouga and stare at him, with those eyes. His heart melted, her eyes held pure pain, and they were tearing him apart. What did he do to hurt her so much? He felt Kikyo hug tighter to him. He also felt his heart rip slowly as Kagome's eyes filled with tears. He pushed himself free of Kikyo and took a step forward to Kagome.
I'm always afraid
I'm always afraid
Kagome held her stare as Inuyasha stared back 'Why is he here? Is he taunting me?' She gasped slightly as he took a step away from Kikyo. He took another, his eyes still locked on hers. She couldn't hear Kouga talking to her, or Kikyo's hisses to Inuyasha, it was as if it was only herself and Inuyasha in the forest. He stepped out from the trees "Kagome..." he whispered softly. Her heart wrenched and tears started to flow freely from her eyes. She was aware of Kouga yelling at Inuyasha, aware of the buzzing energy in the air, aware of her knees wanting to give away, wanting to run into Inuyasha's arms again. He advanced still, soon reaching the bottom of the hill. "Kagome I..." again he tried to say something, but nothing came from his mouth. With a sob Kagome turned sharply and slipped into the comforting darkness of the well.
Away...from...me
LoneShikonKitsune: Sorry if that ended kinda fast, I don't know how to use details much ::sweatdrops:: I might add another song later but I need to finish my other story first! Hope you liked this!