A/N: I wrote this poem at two in the morning last night when I was playing TOS. I am a weird child and tend to write better at night. This basically describes Lloyd feelings to Colette and yeah...I'm not good at explanations.
Misery, Love and Promises
Pains of regret flows within me
As I stare at your heartless body
Thinking all the things that I have done
None of those things helped you
Day by day I watched you suffer
You stopped eating, you stopped sleeping
But most importantly, you stopped feeling
Is this the way to truly being an angel?
I know you were just fulfilling your destiny
Bringing peace to all of Sylvarant
Brightening smiles on everyone's faces
But I do not smile
Back on Iselia
I remember you being happy
You never cried, you only laughed
You gave my life a purpose
And that purpose was loving you
How I wish I could tell you of how I feel
The feeling my body receives when I look at you
I longed to hold you in my arms
Whispering sweet nothings into your ear
When I sleep I dream of you
Your warm body pressed up against mine
Underneath the peaceful skies
You and me would always be together
Never living a single moment without each other
But now you are gone
You don't even remember me
Your heart has left you
You are a wondering shell
I couldn't do anything to help you
I just watched you go through the suffering
I watched you loose all human traits
You couldn't even feel the touch of my hand
Even when you were still with us
You seemed dead
Your hands felt cold and the twinkle in you eyes had vanished
You weren't truly happy
You were upset and scared
And I didn't realize it
When I did it was too late to do anything
I was mad at myself for not noticing it
And you were too nice for your own good
Always worrying about other people
When you were the most important thing to be worrying about
Why didn't you tell me of your suffering?
Your blood red eyes stare at me
Your eyes show no emotion
I fight back the tears as I stare back
I promise I will help you
I will bring you back
I don't know how but I will
I wont let you shed another tear
I wont allow you to feel pain
You shall only be happy
And you will feel the touch of my hands again
Along with the soft tender kisses
That I would place all over your flawless skin
Presently that vision seems like a distant picture
One that is completely out of my grasp
I can only struggle to protect you
But I promise you I will not fail
I one day will have you back
Never to lose you again
To always hold you close
To love you always
Oh my dear Colette
I promise with all my heart
That in the end
Our love will reunite
End of Misery, Love and Promises
o.O Well my inner critic is yelling at me for even considering posting something like this. I know the ending was blah but in all I thought it was pretty good for a first attempt at a poem. Well how did you readers find it? Crap? Okay? Good? Please review to let me know
Ja ne
BISM