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Chapter 7 (First Step to Recovery)
Yami's P.O.V.
The next morning was time for me to leave when I woke I didn't see Seto there anymore, just a big empty space that he left from were he once was. I guess he didn't want the nurse to catch him lying there with me like that it did look wrong even if it was just so I can fall asleep, or was it more, were Kaiba's intentions to get closer to me. I haven't the slightest clue what Kaiba's thinking, but whatever it is I will never know because Kaiba's too damn stubborn to admit anything to me.
I only had two weeks of school left before summer vacation, this years been the best and the worst for me. I finally find love, and then it goes away when it's barely begun. Joey and the others tried to cheer me up. They all know now that I am gay because of that damn, newspaper article about Stan's shouting; it was entitled 'Gay Bashing Gone bad.' Now that's a good thing that everyone was cool with it, Joey even was thinking that was cool that he knew a gay guy. He's weird! I was thinking that I need to get my self out of this huge slump I been in for about 2 mouths now, I haven't been eating for like the first two weeks, Yugi encouraged me to eat, because I was getting really sick during that time, and I didn't want to die or anything. When Kaiba found out I was sick he came over right away with lots of medicines doctors nurses, he really went way out of hand because all I had to do was go get something to eat I would be all right again soon enough.
The thing with Kaiba really isn't annoying anymore like it was at first, its cuter then annoying how he cares too much. I was thinking maybe him and me can be together, but he will never agree to that, but I thought it was worth a try. I really like him now as much as I like Joey, but I know Joey's too caught up with Mai to be interested in me, unlike Kaiba who puts all his time and effort into me, myself, and I
I went to Stan's Grave many times, I missed the funeral because I was in a comma for that time, I really wanted to go it might of helped me a little bit at lest. I placed a flower there every day until the flowers covered the entire ground at the foot of his grave. I still were the ring he got me, I never took it off, no even to take a shower.
I go to a therapist now, I can't afford one but Seto sure made it affordable to me, I talk to her about everything, It really helps, it doesn't make the pain go away but it sure helps
It's a hot summer after noon, schools out now, and I just got picked up by a limo, form my therapist sessions. Kaiba invited me over, what else is new, but this time I really wanted to go, I wanted to see Seto, he has been there for me the most since Stan's death I have to repay him by being the best friend I can be to him.
Bob greeted me at the door with a hot fudge sundae he knows how much I love them, but he really didn't have to butter me up, I would still come over. "Nice to see you again Yami, you look great today! You want anything else, something to drink a nice dip in the pool, something to drink you name it I get it." Bob was thinking that I didn't really want to come over so he made me enjoy myself so that I would stay I thought that was really nice of him, he cares so much for Seto, just like a father to him or something.
"No thanks Bob, I'm good," I said as I went up to Kaiba's room "were you going?" bobby said "up to Kaiba's room" I said "were else should I be going?" "No Seto wants you to come down to the movie room" Bob said fixing his necktie "you have a movie room?" I said, I shouldn't have been surprised being this is a pretty big house "yeah duh!" he said sticking out his tongue "I wouldn't be sending you to a room that don't exist would I?" Bob smiled and showed me the way Bob and me always have nice conversations on the way to wear ever were going, it's a big house so it usually takes use like 10 minutes to get to the final destination. "Hey Bob you never told me about your family do you have any kids?" I asked because I really never heard him talk about anything but sports or his new cars "oh um, yeah I have two kids a 4 year old girl and a 7 year old boy" he answered quickly "so how's your grandpa Yami?" he changes the subject. Its just like me to go right back on it when that's what I wanna talk about "I bet you got yourself a beautiful looking wife, do you have a picture of her?" I asked, "yeah you wanna see?" he said stopping to get out his wallet "yeah I'd love to" I said as he hands me a picture of this guy with blonde hair and green eyes and a goatee like his "you handed me the wrong picture, this is a guy" I said looking though his other pictures and found this girl that looked around his aged that looked lots like him "no I gave you the right one Yami" he said looking at the ground shyly "that picture you are looking at is my sister" I was shocked did he just admit to having a husband "Your gay too?!" I said looking in compete shock "shut up! I don't want Kaiba to know, he will fire me on the spot" he said holding his hand over my mouth "no he wont" I said with his hand over my mouth still "what?" he said because he didn't here me so he took his hand off my mouth "no he wont, he looks up to you I think, I think he sees you as a friend, he wouldn't just leave you like that" and that's what I thought because Kaiba has dozens of butlers why would he just always ask Bob to assist him all the time "ok but don't tell him yet, let me be the one to tell him ok?" he put his hands on my shoulder "this is our little secret ok Yam" I nodded.
We came to the movie room Kaiba was sitting in the back and I walked up to him "you're here!" he looked all happy but tried to hide it quickly by giving me a glare "I am guessing that you want to watch a movie with me?" I said taking a seat next to him "yeah duh" he said in a girlish way, he had a habit of giving off this bitchy attitude, I chuckled to my self, he didn't notice "what movie we watching Seto?" I asked, "Spider Man 2" he said right away "oh that's cool, it's not even in the theaters yet" I said looking excited "you dork" he said smiling and rubbing my head then letting go "of course I can see spider man 2 before it comes in the theaters I'm Seto Kaiba aren't I? I mean honesty do you think I waste my time watching any of those boring movies that I seen millions of times" he said pressing a button on this remote control he had, as I saw Bob down there giving me the thumbs up, I still couldn't believe that Seto was gay as clingy as he is to me he seems like a little kid wanting attention.
The movie started, and half way though the movie I changed my mind about Kaiba likening me, he keep putting his arms around me and looking at me and not the movie, he was acting really cute, but I know he is the type who isn't going to say straight out that he likes me, so its not like were ever going to be, I think I do want to be...but what difference does it make I can't make him be open with his sexuality that's what I want someone who wont be afraid to say who they are someone who is prod of what they are, Kaiba wasn't that.
At the end of the movie Kaiba and me went up to his room, I don't know why we usually duel in the arena, so why was he bringing me here. "Sit down!" He said in a commanding tone but trying to be nice way, its like he didn't know how to be polite to anyone "I wanted to show you something" he said taking out this old photo album "sure Seto...what is it?" I said getting a bit curious that Kaiba is going to show me his baby pictures I thought that was kind of cute. He opens the book to the first page were it shows this women, (that looked former like from a dream or something) holding a baby "that's me and my mom" he said his voice softened then turned the page to a man that was holding a 3 year old Seto on his shoulder "that's my dad...." He closed the book "they died a long time ago" he said looking up at me "Yami, I never told anyone that, I told you because you're my friend" he said looking at me "I don't trust anyone, don't make me regret trusting you" he said getting up from his bed and opening his door "now go home, I want to be left alone" he said trying to sound polite but not really accomplishing that.
I know Kaiba wanted to talk to someone about his problems, but it seemed like he is now confiding in me as his friend, I think he wanted to say more but couldn't find the way to say it. I want to help Seto, but I know I have to help my self as well, I still am awfully depressed, my therapist says that looking for a new love that will expect me in to his heart will be on of the first steps, the first step was really admitting to his death, now I got to move on some how. I know Stan wants me happy so that what I'll do go out tomorrow night and find someone to fill the void in my heart.
geting good huh? R&R thanks chapter 8 comeing soon