by: darkestbeforedawn
summary: flowers and dreams... just what does dreams lead to?
warnings: shounen ai, shoujo ai, and everything else in between. spoiler for entire anime series.
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Flower - Meaning - Pairing
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Peach Blossoms - 'I am your captive' - Haru x Yuki x Kyo
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I hate that look in your eyes, you know that?
It's as if he means something to you-- when he really does, but you deny it with all of your soul. Why? I would be able to let go of you if you would only admit it to yourself. I want you happy, but not when you refuse to admit it. I tried taking you away from him once, but you went right back to him.
Why do you do that, Yuki?
Why won't you admit it? Say you love him-- so that I can be free from this too. It hurts to see that look in your eyes, but not being able to tell you that I want that look directed at me, not him. I can't tell you, because you would deny it. Don't-- because I know how it feels to love and not be loved in return.
I love you, remember?
And your about as intangible as the wind... I can't keep you where you are, but I can set you free and see you fly. But even when I did let you go-- you came back. But you don't love me. You love him. I want to see you run into his arms and be free.
Why can't I even grant you that wish, Yuki?
I thought... if I couldn't be the one to make you happy, then atleast, I could be the one to lead you to happiness. I guess I failed that too.
It hurts. Because of... this, I can't even look at you anymore. And I want too. But I don't want to see that look in your face, directed at him, not me.
The line between love and hate blurs. And right now, I don't know if I hate you so much that I love you, or that I love you so much that I hate you.
It really doesn't matter that much anymore, now does it? Because your not my captive, and I can't set you free.
You've locked yourself in, and refuse to let go...
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a different 'taste' then what i was going for, but meh. this turned out angsty-er than I had planned, but it seems to suit haru, for some reason... ;; i tried to portray him as someone who is willing at all costs, to make yuki very happy. but yuki doesn't seem to get the hint, and ends up 'closing' himself in. hope you guys liked this!
replies to reviews...
GhostHelwig: i'm so glad everyone got to see a hana x tohru, and enjoyed it! that espisode you talked about had always left an impression on me, and i realized how sad hana must be... but also happy because tohru is happy. and uo-san being the third person, seeing all of this.
GinHasa: a hiro x momiji? no problem! i actually have something with momiji coming up, but that's a secret for now! -winks- i'm happy you took the time to review, so no worries!
Garnet-Crystals: thanks so much! -blush- i'm suprised so many people want momiji-kun next! but i'm especially fond of him too! i actually do have a momiji & tohru chapter next, and it can be taken any way! -winks-
DarknessSweetheart2000: thanks! and i did like your story, by the by. it was really something i thought was touching-- yuki's side i'd thought i'd never see.
Silent Sage: thank you for the review! seme yuki, eh? -giggles- that would cause some problems with kyo, but yes, i did do that on purpose. xD do you mean another chapter with yuki/kyo, or a story by it-self..?
R & R, onegai (please)? and the next chapter will feature...
Momiji --> Tohru