Hello! Here I am again!! This one is really short too, but its Rayford's
POV, right after the Rapture.
Today, I lost my whole world. My wife and son, possibly, my sanity. They just... disappeared. I know what happened to them though, or at least, what their view was. I'm not sure if I'm ready to accept it yet. I'm so tired of all those pushy "Jesus" people, but right now that's the only thing that seems to make any sense. Or maybe I just *want* it too. I don't know anymore. Maybe I should check out that church that Irene and Raymie used to go to. I've been there sometimes, what was the name of it... hmm... oh yeah, New Hope. But what if it's just a waste of time? Maybe that God of theirs offers no second chances. Hmm... its not like I wouldn't deserve it, I haven't exactly been the best husband or father I could have been. Do I even have a reason to stay alive? Wait... Chloe... my daughter. My only family now. How could I even think of suicide when I'd have to leave her behind? Though I loved Raymie to pieces, Chloe was her father's daughter. She was so much like me, which I'm sure contributes to her still being here, if Irene was right. And I'm beginning to be convinced she was. Maybe I *will* try that church. And if there's still a chance to come to God, I might just listen now.
Please review!! (Andthank u for all the reviews I got for "Why?" I feel so loved!!^_^)
Today, I lost my whole world. My wife and son, possibly, my sanity. They just... disappeared. I know what happened to them though, or at least, what their view was. I'm not sure if I'm ready to accept it yet. I'm so tired of all those pushy "Jesus" people, but right now that's the only thing that seems to make any sense. Or maybe I just *want* it too. I don't know anymore. Maybe I should check out that church that Irene and Raymie used to go to. I've been there sometimes, what was the name of it... hmm... oh yeah, New Hope. But what if it's just a waste of time? Maybe that God of theirs offers no second chances. Hmm... its not like I wouldn't deserve it, I haven't exactly been the best husband or father I could have been. Do I even have a reason to stay alive? Wait... Chloe... my daughter. My only family now. How could I even think of suicide when I'd have to leave her behind? Though I loved Raymie to pieces, Chloe was her father's daughter. She was so much like me, which I'm sure contributes to her still being here, if Irene was right. And I'm beginning to be convinced she was. Maybe I *will* try that church. And if there's still a chance to come to God, I might just listen now.
Please review!! (Andthank u for all the reviews I got for "Why?" I feel so loved!!^_^)