I can't believe those two. They really think they can run around together without me noticing. Hello, I'm not that blonde! If they'd just told me from the beginning that they were a couple I wouldn't be mad, but now I am. I can't believe they hid this from me for so long. I'm more disappointed in Matt than I am in Miranda. I thought since I opened up to him; he would start to open up to me. I guess not. Maybe they're just trying not to hurt my feelings. The decision to keep this from me did hurt my feelings anyways. I wonder if Gordo knows.
Oh no, Gordo! I'm doing the same thing to Gordo as Matt and Miranda are doing to me. It's not easy telling your boyfriend that you're pregnant with his child. I just left him in the dark. What if I told him, and he doesn't want anything to do with me? I'm just not ready to take that risk. I kind of already lost him though. I should have never broken up with him.
The whole thing was a big mistake. We had just hooked up, and the party was our first time being together in public. If it weren't for us being intoxicated, we would have never had sex so soon. It was mostly my fault, and the person who spiked the drinks. Kate had warned me about it when we first walked through the door, but I quickly forgot. After downing several cups of soda and punch, Gordo and I were trashed. All I remember was dragging him into the bathroom and waking up the next morning in the tub with him beside me. I put my clothes back on and snuck out the back door.
I didn't think to check for a condom. Gordo is always the responsible one. I was sure that despite his drunken state, he was able to slide on a rubber. I guessed wrong about that too. I decided to try out for cheerleading again when we started high school. I couldn't believe it when I actually made it. Anyways, we'd been practicing hard for our upcoming competitions so I didn't really notice that I hadn't gotten my period.
A few days before our first competition, I started to feel horrible. I threw up every morning, and it was impossible for me to hold down my lunch. I didn't consider the fact that I could be pregnant until Kate made that comment.
Start Flashback
Lizzie is walking to her English class when Kate approaches her.
"Lizzie! Wait up!" shouted Kate from across the hall.
"Hey Kate."
"I just wanted to make sure you were alright. You look a bit pale, and I saw you running to the bathroom during second hour."
"I'm fine. It just nerves. The big competition is coming up, and my back walkovers are kind of shaky."
"You have no reason to be nervous. Just between me and you, I think you're one of the best on the squad."
A funny thought came to Kate, and she giggle.
"If you weren't so innocent, I'd think you were pregnant or something."
The both began to laugh loudly. Kate didn't notice the scared look on Lizzie's face.
End FlashbackI'm going to be in deep shit when my parents find out. I lied to them about the party and got pregnant. That's what I get for trying to be normal. Gordo is going to hate me too for not coming right out and tell him. Miranda and Kate and the rest of the student body is going to be so surprise. I'm going to call Gordo right now and make things right with him. I don't think I can tell him about the baby just yet.