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Disclaimer: Artemis fowl and related characters belong to eion colfer and of course the song is every time and it belongs to Britney Spears.

Chapter 4: every time

Notice me
take my hand

If only she could take the last week back and stop her from moving on alone.

Why are we
Strangers when

If only if she would have taken the time to try to understand him a little better as he had done for her.

Our love is strong
why carry on without me?

If only there was some way to know if he felt the same way or not. Of course he had to miss her. They just got the divorce today according to fairy law. They couldn't do it in human court naturally because of the thought that she is a fairy. It only she knew if he wanted and needed her as well.

Every time I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small

Now not only was she alone emotionally but physically. She felt like she had the wings but no backbone to support her.

I guess I need you baby
and every time I see you in my dreams

Why wouldn't I still love him? He was my life, soul, and only one!

I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

Now every memory of him still remained in her mind as she reviewed the long forgotten tapes in her mind.

I make believe
that you are here
It's the only way
I see clear

Now all she had left were these memories.

What have I done
you seem to move on easy

Of course he can hide his feelings. He has been doing it all his life.

Every time I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small

Wings but no backbone...the thought echoed in her mind.

I guess I need you baby
Every time I see you in my dreams

If only she still had him by her side. Then she would no just want to do and just what to say.

I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

She wanted him by her side again. She would do anything to prove how sorry she was and the truth of why she did it.

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me

If only he could have sensed it in her voice. After all the years of being with him, she thought he could read minds. A stupid thought yet how else could he have always known what was wrong with her, and what she needed? Or maybe he did sense it. Maybe he was the one afraid to try again. Yet she would prove it to him. She had to.

My weakness caused you pain
and this song is my sorry

if he wouldn't listen over the phone or in person then maybe she could express her sorrow through her prayer and hope.

At night I pray
that soon your face
will fade away

it just had to work! She had to live her life. Yet he was her life. She couldn't just get over it. Not without fighting all she could.

Every time I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small

Once a soldier always a soldier. So what was the difference with LEPs? They were always taught never to leave a sprite or fellow officer down. In this cause Artemis was the sprite,

I guess I need you baby
and every time I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me

She had to help him up on his feet. She had to help him get over it so that she could still have a chance.

I guess I need you baby

But how? All she knew was that she had to make it work.

(A/N) sorry guys this one was kind of short. Don't worry I will try to use a longer one next time. If you all have any suggestions please send them in. I want to make this as long as I can. My goal is to make it the longest story on this site even if it is the stupidest. So far I plan on doing a scene on mulch next. O n ur going to find out something about him to. ur going to find out holly's secret and y she really left him. Lol. Plus it has a great song by usher. U might get the hint. Im going to use 2 of ushers songs so far. 1 for Artemis and one for Mulch. Send me some ideas ya! R&R.

another thing to look forward to: surprise another shocking mix will be added soon.