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Chapter 15
"Something's wrong again."
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After the kids were gone, Cole looked at Phoebe and said: "Well... I should be leaving, you probably want to be..."
Phoebe immediately cut him off and kissed him on the lips.
She pulled apart and said: "Be with you."
She kissed him again and it took Cole less than a second to kiss her back but it was still some small kisses, he was waiting for Phoebe to ask for more and he wouldn't kiss her passionately until she asks for it. He gently wrapped his arms around her waist as she wrapped her arms around his neck. Cole slid his hands under her top Pj's and started to caress her lower back. He was waiting for a reaction from her and the one he felt was definitely not the one he was waiting for. Instead of pulling away like Cole was expecting, she pressed body against his. They kept kissing for a while until Phoebe pulled apart.
"Do you know what I would like, right now?" She asked.
"Tell me." He replied, kissing her on the lips one more time.
"I'd like to go to bed with you and have a nice nap in your arms." She explained.
"I'd like to go to bed with you and have a nice nap with you in my arms." Cole replied as an answer.
The both smiled and walked into their bedroom where they laid on the bed. Cole laid on his side, his hand holding his head, looking at Phoebe. How beautiful she was and how he missed her. He looked at her belly, even through her Pj's you could tell that the baby was growing up, her belly was getting bigger and bigger every weeks.
Phoebe noticed that Cole was staring at her belly, she brought one of her hand to his cheek and smiled at him. Cole snapped out of his thoughts and smiled back at her.
He felt the guilt overwhelming him, he couldn't believe that he had hurt this beautiful woman, the woman he loved, the one who was laying next to him and smiling at him. He also thought about their baby, he could have hurt him as well and the simply fact to think about it, was killing him.
Phoebe saw the tears in eyes and knew what he was thinking about.
She kissed him on the lips and said: "It's okay Cole, don't blame yourself anymore."
Cole just didn't answered, he rested his head on the pillow and let the tears rolled on his cheeks.
"Shhh, it's okay baby, don't cry, everything is okay now." She told him as she ran a hand in his hair.
"I'm sorry." Cole told her, still sobbing.
Phoebe kissed him on the forehead and she took his hand in hers, knowing exactly what will make him feel better.
She brought his hand to her belly and said: "Cole, everything is okay, I'm fine and the baby is fine as well."
"I love you Cole, I love you. I know who you are and I'm not afraid of it. You are controlling your demon side since the day you fell in love with me and I know you'll control him again for a hundred years, because you love me and our children. What happened last time is not your fault, Brad did this, not you. Don't blame yourself for that baby, you are the best father and the best husband on earth and nothing, you hear me, nothing will ever change that." Phoebe said, her heart and her soul was talking.
She felt Cole's thumb slowly caressing her belly, hearing her talking was probably making him feel better so she decided to keep talking to him.
"You make me happy baby, you make me feel cherish and loved. No matter what you can think, you only brought happiness in my life. You gave me children and you gave me your love, nothing is more important than that to me. You're always here when I need you, when I wake up in the middle of the night because of a nightmare, you ease my pain when I'm hurt, you are by my side no matter what I have to go through. You are a good man baby and I love you."
Cole cuddled up in her arms and put his face in her neck, kissing it. He was not crying anymore, to Phoebe's relief, she hated to see him like this.
"Thank you." He whispered, still caressing her belly.
"I love you." He added.
"We should try to get some sleep." She said, running her hand in his hair.
Cole nodded and raised to rest his head on Phoebe's belly.
She smiled and Cole asked: "Can I stay like this, close to my baby?"
"Sure." Phoebe replied, still running her hand in Cole's hair.
Cole started to kiss lightly her belly, whispering some things that Phoebe couldn't hear, but she was sure it was words of love. They both feel asleep in a matter of time.
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When Phoebe woke up, Cole was staring at her and caressing her belly.
"Hi." He greeted her.
"Hi there, feeling better?" Phoebe asked.
"Yes, a lot, thanks to you." Cole said before kissing her on the lips.
Phoebe smiled and said: "Feels good."
"What feels good?" Cole asked.
"Everything, you, your kisses, your hand caressing me, I love everything." Phoebe explained.
They heard someone orbing and they looked who was orbing in.
"Hi guys! Glad to see you worked everything out." Prue told them.
Phoebe smiled and said: "Hi sis, what are you doing here? The kids at at school right now."
"Yeah, I know, that's why I'm here." Prue said.
"Wait, are you the kids whitelighter?" Cole asked, a little surprised.
"Yeah, and I'm going to make your life hell." Prue replied with an evil smile.
"I don't doubt about it." Cole muttered.
"What?" Prue asked, even if she has wery well heard what Cole has just said.
"Oh, I said, glad they send you instead of some stupid whitelighter." Cole made up quickly.
"Strange, it didn't seem to me so long." Prue said.
"Anyway." She added with a shrug.
"When Liz will come back from school this afternoon, you'll have to talk to her." Prue continued.
"Why that?" Phoebe asked.
"Because, she goes into the toilets or her school and calls me. Of course I orb there, thinking that she is in troubles or something but she asks me to take her home because she wants to be with her Daddy and her Mommy." Prue explained.
"That's my girl." Cole said with a smile but this smile disspeared when Phoebe and Prue gave him a look.
"Cole we both know she can't use her powers at school and she can't call Prue is she's not in danger, it's too risky, someone might discovered who she is." Phoebe said.
"I know that baby." Cole replied.
Suddenly Liz shimmered in and said: "Cool!"
Everybody looked at her and Cole exclaimed: "That's my girl."
"Cole!" Phoebe said.
He got up and hugged his baby girl tightly and kissed her on the cheek.
"I can do just like you Daddy, I close my eyes and I think about you and then, when I open my eyes, I'm with you, that's cool." Liz said with joy and a huge smile on her face.
"You're such a big girl." Cole told her.
"Can I stay with you know Daddy?" Liz asked.
Cole was about to said yes but and Phoebe said: "Cole..."
"Huh... You have to go back to school baby, you can't stay here." Cole explained.
"But why?" Liz asked, giving her father her best puppy look.
"Because you can't use magic when you are notin our house. So you have to go back to school and stay there until Aunty Piper picks you up." Cole explained.
"Did anybody saw you shimmering honey?" Phoebe asked.
Liz shook her head no and said: "I wad hidding in the toilets."
Prue said: "Come on, let's go back to school sweetie."
The little girl hugged her father tightly and grabbed her Aunt's hand and they both orbed out.
Cole crawled back next to Phoebe on the bed and kissed her on the lips.
"I'm so proud of her." He said happily.
"I know baby, I'm proud of her as well, but we have to be careful with the kids using their powers." Phoebe said.
"I know, I'll explain her tonight and Prue will explain her as well since she is her whitelighter." Cole told her.
"Don't worry about Prue honey, she likes you." Phoebe said.
"I know, but she still can kick my ass." Cole said with a smile before kissing Phoebe on the lips on more time.
"I hope she won't have too." Phoebe said.
Cole came on top of her and started to brush her hair while looking in her eyes.
"She won't, I promise I'll take care of you no matter what." He stated and kissed her on the lips.
"If you want to take of me, I think it time for you to use your tongue when you kiss me." Phoebe said with a smile.
"Interresting..." Cole replied, looking in her eyes and still brushing her hair.
"You mean... like this?" He asked before kissing her passionately.
Phoebe let herself lost in the kiss, it was so good, she has almost forgotten the feeling of Cole's passionate kisses. She wrapped her arms around his neck and couldn't help but moan, mostly because she has missed it but also because it was awesome and Cole was doing his best to give her his best passionate and tender kiss. The pleasure wasn't mainly in the kiss, it was also in the fact that they have missed the other very much, and that they were close.
Suddenly, Cole pulled apart. He got off of the bed and ran in the bathroom and locked the door. Phoebe was taken aback by his reaction. They were kissing passionately and it was really enjoable and of all a sudden, he left and ran in the bathroom.
She got up of the bed and walked towards the bathroom's door and knocked on it.
"Cole, what's wrong honey, are you okay?" She asked in a worried tone.
As she didn't get any answer, she contined to knock.
"Cole, baby, please let me in." She said.
She couldn't hear what he was doing inside, she was just hearing the water flowing.
After some more knocks, she finally gave up and sat down next to the door.
Some minutes later, the door opened and Cole get out.
He kneeled down next Phoebe and wrapped his arms around her.
"What happened?" Phoebe asked.
Cole kissed her on the top of the head and replied: "Nothing you have to worry about."
She looked up at him and noticed that his eyes were injected with blood.
"Did you cry?" She asked, with the same worry tone.
Cole kissed her on the forehead and said: "I told you that you don't have to worry about it."
"I don't want you to hide things from me." Phoebe said, placing a hand on his cheek.
"I'm not hidding anything, that was really nothing, maybe a side effect of Brad's spell." He lied.
"Now, I'd like to go back to bed with you and take care of you and the baby and then, we'll have a huge lunch together." He said.
Phoebe nodded and they both got up up. They walked towards the bed and laid down on it, close to the other.
"I love you and I won't let something happen to you again." Cole promised as Phoebe rested her head on his chest, running her hand on it.
Cole kissed the top of her head, wrapped his arms around her and closed his eyes. A tear rolled down his cheek but Phoebe didn't noticed it.
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Chapter 15
"Something's wrong again."
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After the kids were gone, Cole looked at Phoebe and said: "Well... I should be leaving, you probably want to be..."
Phoebe immediately cut him off and kissed him on the lips.
She pulled apart and said: "Be with you."
She kissed him again and it took Cole less than a second to kiss her back but it was still some small kisses, he was waiting for Phoebe to ask for more and he wouldn't kiss her passionately until she asks for it. He gently wrapped his arms around her waist as she wrapped her arms around his neck. Cole slid his hands under her top Pj's and started to caress her lower back. He was waiting for a reaction from her and the one he felt was definitely not the one he was waiting for. Instead of pulling away like Cole was expecting, she pressed body against his. They kept kissing for a while until Phoebe pulled apart.
"Do you know what I would like, right now?" She asked.
"Tell me." He replied, kissing her on the lips one more time.
"I'd like to go to bed with you and have a nice nap in your arms." She explained.
"I'd like to go to bed with you and have a nice nap with you in my arms." Cole replied as an answer.
The both smiled and walked into their bedroom where they laid on the bed. Cole laid on his side, his hand holding his head, looking at Phoebe. How beautiful she was and how he missed her. He looked at her belly, even through her Pj's you could tell that the baby was growing up, her belly was getting bigger and bigger every weeks.
Phoebe noticed that Cole was staring at her belly, she brought one of her hand to his cheek and smiled at him. Cole snapped out of his thoughts and smiled back at her.
He felt the guilt overwhelming him, he couldn't believe that he had hurt this beautiful woman, the woman he loved, the one who was laying next to him and smiling at him. He also thought about their baby, he could have hurt him as well and the simply fact to think about it, was killing him.
Phoebe saw the tears in eyes and knew what he was thinking about.
She kissed him on the lips and said: "It's okay Cole, don't blame yourself anymore."
Cole just didn't answered, he rested his head on the pillow and let the tears rolled on his cheeks.
"Shhh, it's okay baby, don't cry, everything is okay now." She told him as she ran a hand in his hair.
"I'm sorry." Cole told her, still sobbing.
Phoebe kissed him on the forehead and she took his hand in hers, knowing exactly what will make him feel better.
She brought his hand to her belly and said: "Cole, everything is okay, I'm fine and the baby is fine as well."
"I love you Cole, I love you. I know who you are and I'm not afraid of it. You are controlling your demon side since the day you fell in love with me and I know you'll control him again for a hundred years, because you love me and our children. What happened last time is not your fault, Brad did this, not you. Don't blame yourself for that baby, you are the best father and the best husband on earth and nothing, you hear me, nothing will ever change that." Phoebe said, her heart and her soul was talking.
She felt Cole's thumb slowly caressing her belly, hearing her talking was probably making him feel better so she decided to keep talking to him.
"You make me happy baby, you make me feel cherish and loved. No matter what you can think, you only brought happiness in my life. You gave me children and you gave me your love, nothing is more important than that to me. You're always here when I need you, when I wake up in the middle of the night because of a nightmare, you ease my pain when I'm hurt, you are by my side no matter what I have to go through. You are a good man baby and I love you."
Cole cuddled up in her arms and put his face in her neck, kissing it. He was not crying anymore, to Phoebe's relief, she hated to see him like this.
"Thank you." He whispered, still caressing her belly.
"I love you." He added.
"We should try to get some sleep." She said, running her hand in his hair.
Cole nodded and raised to rest his head on Phoebe's belly.
She smiled and Cole asked: "Can I stay like this, close to my baby?"
"Sure." Phoebe replied, still running her hand in Cole's hair.
Cole started to kiss lightly her belly, whispering some things that Phoebe couldn't hear, but she was sure it was words of love. They both feel asleep in a matter of time.
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When Phoebe woke up, Cole was staring at her and caressing her belly.
"Hi." He greeted her.
"Hi there, feeling better?" Phoebe asked.
"Yes, a lot, thanks to you." Cole said before kissing her on the lips.
Phoebe smiled and said: "Feels good."
"What feels good?" Cole asked.
"Everything, you, your kisses, your hand caressing me, I love everything." Phoebe explained.
They heard someone orbing and they looked who was orbing in.
"Hi guys! Glad to see you worked everything out." Prue told them.
Phoebe smiled and said: "Hi sis, what are you doing here? The kids at at school right now."
"Yeah, I know, that's why I'm here." Prue said.
"Wait, are you the kids whitelighter?" Cole asked, a little surprised.
"Yeah, and I'm going to make your life hell." Prue replied with an evil smile.
"I don't doubt about it." Cole muttered.
"What?" Prue asked, even if she has wery well heard what Cole has just said.
"Oh, I said, glad they send you instead of some stupid whitelighter." Cole made up quickly.
"Strange, it didn't seem to me so long." Prue said.
"Anyway." She added with a shrug.
"When Liz will come back from school this afternoon, you'll have to talk to her." Prue continued.
"Why that?" Phoebe asked.
"Because, she goes into the toilets or her school and calls me. Of course I orb there, thinking that she is in troubles or something but she asks me to take her home because she wants to be with her Daddy and her Mommy." Prue explained.
"That's my girl." Cole said with a smile but this smile disspeared when Phoebe and Prue gave him a look.
"Cole we both know she can't use her powers at school and she can't call Prue is she's not in danger, it's too risky, someone might discovered who she is." Phoebe said.
"I know that baby." Cole replied.
Suddenly Liz shimmered in and said: "Cool!"
Everybody looked at her and Cole exclaimed: "That's my girl."
"Cole!" Phoebe said.
He got up and hugged his baby girl tightly and kissed her on the cheek.
"I can do just like you Daddy, I close my eyes and I think about you and then, when I open my eyes, I'm with you, that's cool." Liz said with joy and a huge smile on her face.
"You're such a big girl." Cole told her.
"Can I stay with you know Daddy?" Liz asked.
Cole was about to said yes but and Phoebe said: "Cole..."
"Huh... You have to go back to school baby, you can't stay here." Cole explained.
"But why?" Liz asked, giving her father her best puppy look.
"Because you can't use magic when you are notin our house. So you have to go back to school and stay there until Aunty Piper picks you up." Cole explained.
"Did anybody saw you shimmering honey?" Phoebe asked.
Liz shook her head no and said: "I wad hidding in the toilets."
Prue said: "Come on, let's go back to school sweetie."
The little girl hugged her father tightly and grabbed her Aunt's hand and they both orbed out.
Cole crawled back next to Phoebe on the bed and kissed her on the lips.
"I'm so proud of her." He said happily.
"I know baby, I'm proud of her as well, but we have to be careful with the kids using their powers." Phoebe said.
"I know, I'll explain her tonight and Prue will explain her as well since she is her whitelighter." Cole told her.
"Don't worry about Prue honey, she likes you." Phoebe said.
"I know, but she still can kick my ass." Cole said with a smile before kissing Phoebe on the lips on more time.
"I hope she won't have too." Phoebe said.
Cole came on top of her and started to brush her hair while looking in her eyes.
"She won't, I promise I'll take care of you no matter what." He stated and kissed her on the lips.
"If you want to take of me, I think it time for you to use your tongue when you kiss me." Phoebe said with a smile.
"Interresting..." Cole replied, looking in her eyes and still brushing her hair.
"You mean... like this?" He asked before kissing her passionately.
Phoebe let herself lost in the kiss, it was so good, she has almost forgotten the feeling of Cole's passionate kisses. She wrapped her arms around his neck and couldn't help but moan, mostly because she has missed it but also because it was awesome and Cole was doing his best to give her his best passionate and tender kiss. The pleasure wasn't mainly in the kiss, it was also in the fact that they have missed the other very much, and that they were close.
Suddenly, Cole pulled apart. He got off of the bed and ran in the bathroom and locked the door. Phoebe was taken aback by his reaction. They were kissing passionately and it was really enjoable and of all a sudden, he left and ran in the bathroom.
She got up of the bed and walked towards the bathroom's door and knocked on it.
"Cole, what's wrong honey, are you okay?" She asked in a worried tone.
As she didn't get any answer, she contined to knock.
"Cole, baby, please let me in." She said.
She couldn't hear what he was doing inside, she was just hearing the water flowing.
After some more knocks, she finally gave up and sat down next to the door.
Some minutes later, the door opened and Cole get out.
He kneeled down next Phoebe and wrapped his arms around her.
"What happened?" Phoebe asked.
Cole kissed her on the top of the head and replied: "Nothing you have to worry about."
She looked up at him and noticed that his eyes were injected with blood.
"Did you cry?" She asked, with the same worry tone.
Cole kissed her on the forehead and said: "I told you that you don't have to worry about it."
"I don't want you to hide things from me." Phoebe said, placing a hand on his cheek.
"I'm not hidding anything, that was really nothing, maybe a side effect of Brad's spell." He lied.
"Now, I'd like to go back to bed with you and take care of you and the baby and then, we'll have a huge lunch together." He said.
Phoebe nodded and they both got up up. They walked towards the bed and laid down on it, close to the other.
"I love you and I won't let something happen to you again." Cole promised as Phoebe rested her head on his chest, running her hand on it.
Cole kissed the top of her head, wrapped his arms around her and closed his eyes. A tear rolled down his cheek but Phoebe didn't noticed it.
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