I still can't believe what Chakotay had said to me. Two months ago he told me he loved me. That he struggled to hide his feelings for the past seven years. I think about it but I can't go out with him, can I? Yes I have feelings for him but I ignored them. Now that we're home I can have a relationship with him if I wish. He's been round nearly every day since I was injured. He spent all his time with me while I was in coma. I fell like I am being really mean to him, I do love him and now that we're back home I will act upon those feelings. I am going to see Chakotay, tonight.