Leopold
Bloom, theatrical producer, shuffled into his apartment, closing and
locking the door behind him. He leaned back against the door, resting
his head and closing his eyes, relieved to be home. It had been a
long day.
He
walked into his bedroom and turned on the light. With no one to share
it with, his room seemed huge. Too big to be in by himself, at least.
He removed his suit jacket and, then, unceremoniously collapsed onto
his bed. All he wanted to do was sleep. And so, he pulled out his
precious blue blanket, kicked off his shoes, turned off the light,
and curled up in the fetal position under the covers. He didn't even
have the energy to get out of his clothes.
Max
had gotten so angry at him that day. And for good reason. Leo had, in
his rush to get to the Shubert on time, lost the check – the BIG
check – the main portion of their newest show's backing. All Leo
could do in his own defense was...well, nothing. He had cowered in a
corner, stuttering and caressing his face with his blue blanket, as
Max yelled at him, cursing him. Leo was positive if their director,
Roger, and his "common-law" assistant, Carmen, hadn't
restrained Max as they had, Leo was sure that he would've been dead
by the day's end. When he left the theatre later that day, Max was
sitting in a chair, looking off into space. Leo had tried to say
goodbye to him, only to be met with absolute silence. That silence
had spoken volumes.
Leo
sighed, turning over. Max had the right to be angry at him. He was a
nothing. A low-life. A mouse of a man, incapable of doing anything
right. But....even so....Max's reaction had really hurt his feelings.
Max was his best friend – his only friend, really – and to be
berated like that by him had made Leo feel as though a knife had
pierced his heart. Leo had never felt as close to another person as
he did to Max. And now, look what he had done. He went and did
something so stupid, so unbelievable, so......Leo.
He shifted, cuddling his blanket closer, and sleep overtook his
troubled mind.
Leo
found himself in Max's office, sitting on the couch. Max was at his
desk, reading through a newly received script. The lights were dim,
but just light enough for Leo to be able to observe his surroundings.
Leo leaned back, and put his hands behind his head, fingers
intertwined. He was almost to the point of drifting into a nice nap
when...
"Leo?"
Leo
opened his eyes to find Max standing over him. He yelped, and
immediately sat up.
"Max, don't do that to me! You know I scare easily," he
said, reaching for his blanket. But...in shock, he realized it wasn't
there.
"Um,
Leo...can we talk?"
"Sure,
Max," Leo responded, patting the seat next to him, indicating
that Max should sit down. Max sat and turned to him, taking Leo's
hands in his.
"You
know, Leo...uh...God, this is tough," Max stuttered.
"Just say whatever you need to say, Max. You know I'll listen,"
Leo said, squeezing Max's hands in his. He had never known his friend
to be like this. Max had always known just what to say...and now, he
seemed...flustered.
"Okay.
Here goes," Max drew in a big breath. "Leo - I think I'm in
love with you."
Leo's jaw dropped. Definitely a bit on the unexpected side,
there.
"...you...you're...what?"
"Leo – I think I'm in love with you. It's something that's
been growing inside me for...gods, I don't know how long. You're my
best friend, and I feel so close to you..."
Leo
put a finger to Max's lips. He moved closer, pulling Max's face
toward his. They were on the verge of kissing when...
Leo shot up in his
bed, gasping. He looked around, and when he realized where he was, he
flopped back against his headboard.
"A dream...it was only a dream." He said, out loud to
himself, relieved at first.
"...only
a dream," he repeated, with a somewhat more depressed tone than
before. Leo never really dreamed, often, and well, out of the blue,
here was a dream. And not just any dream. An absolutely lovely
dream.
He sighed, and looked toward
the window. Sunlight was coming through the curtains, so he knew it
was morning. He figured he might as well get up, and did so, walking
toward the bathroom, yawning and stretching along the way.
After starting the shower, he began taking off the rest of his suit,
mentally slapping himself for not being his usual neat self the night
before, when he stopped short after taking off his pants. He had one,
very big reminder of his dream from last night.
Leo
stepped into the shower, looking at his, um, reminder. He tried
ignoring it by washing his hair, but that didn't work so well. Leo
was fairly innocent in these matters – alright, he was completely
innocent. He was raised a devout Catholic, and he had been taught not
to...well, not to do what he was about to do. He could really see no
other way out of it, and he wasn't going to hurt anyone.....
"...to hell with it," he said to himself, and began to
reach downward...
It just so happened
that Max Bialystock was knocking at Leo's door at that very
moment.
"Leo??
Come on, Leo, answer me!" he shouted. "...Leo, I'm not mad.
Open the door?!" After a good few minutes of this, Max sighed
and reached into his pocket, pulling out the spare key Leo had given
him for safety reasons...or something. Max smiled to himself. Leo was
always so neurotic about these things.
Max had spent a sleepless night in his office, thinking about the
day's events. He regretted yelling at Leo the way he did. After all,
Leo was just a human. Capable of making mistakes. Poor Leo. He had
scared him to death....and the guilt was killing him.
Max walked into Leo's apartment, looking around for his friend. He
couldn't see anyone.
"Leo...?"
Max heard the shower running, so he walked toward the
bathroom.
"Leo...?" he called, somewhat louder. He put his hand on
the door knob, and began to open the door when he heard something
fairly unexpected. A muffled moaning sound came through the door,
though Max wasn't able to distinguish what he might be saying...and
then, it hit him: Leo must've hurt himself! Max felt sick...if
something happened to Leo...he'd be lost.
This being the only thought in Max's mind, he rushed into the
bathroom, prepared to see Leo sprawled out on the floor, dead, or
worse...
So,
naturally, it was a surprise to find Leo in the shower, perfectly
fine, curtain open, with one hand running through his hair and the
other...well....not.
And moaning Max's name.
Max's
jaw dropped to the floor. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, WHOA. His
best friend...and his secret love interest...doing...and
saying....WHOA.
As Max pondered these
things, Leo, seemed to be wrapped up in his own little world. At
least, until he opened his eyes and saw his best friend standing
there, completely and utterly astonished.
"MAX!" Leo shrieked, losing his balance and falling to the
floor of the shower. Max rushed over to the side of the tub.
"Leo, you all right?" he asked in a rush, turning off the
shower and grabbing a towel. He pulled Leo up to a sitting
position.
"Yeah...yeah...I'm
fine," Leo mumbled. He closed his eyes...of all the times for
Max to...well, be Max...Oh, great job, Bloom, Leo thought. He's
going to hate you now, he'll never want to speak to you again, he'll
completely abandon you....he wished he had brought his blanket
into the bathroom with him as a wave of anxiety- induced nausea hit
him.
"I'm gonna be
sick....." Leo groaned. Max quickly grabbed the wastebasket that
was nearby, and Leo proceeded to vomit the contents of his stomach
into aforementioned wastebasket.
Max rubbed small, soothing circles on Leo's back, all the while
cursing himself for walking in on Leo, bringing on, well, a Ten-Star
Leo freak-out. He had become accustomed to these throughout their
friendship, but he himself had never caused one – well, except for
the first time they met. But that was it. Max was always the one to
help Leo out of it, and now...he had caused it. He resisted the urge
to bash his head against the wall, and decided instead to concentrate
on helping Leo.
Leo finished throwing up, and took a few deep
breaths.
"Thanks,
Max," he sighed, leaning back and resting his head against the
wall, eyes closed.
"Don't mention it, kid." Max said, almost automatically.
"I'll be right back – okay?" Leo nodded, eyes still closed.
He took the wastebasket and went in the kitchen to clean up the mess
as fast as he could, then walked quickly back to the bathroom,
finding Leo in the same position he had left him in.
"I'm back, Leo," Max said. He saw a faint smile come to Leo's face. For a few minutes, Max couldn't help but enjoy how peaceful his younger friend looked like this.
It was then that he
noticed that Leo was still very, very naked, and coughed to get Leo's
attention.
Leo
opened his eyes. Max was holding the towel out to his friend, looking
at him almost - sentimentally. Leo grabbed it quickly, muttering a
thanks and putting it over himself, too embarrassed to look Max in
the face. After a few minutes of awkward silence, Leo took a deep
breath.
"Max,
I'm...I'm sorry."
Max
looked over at Leo. "What for?"
Leo
stared at Max in shock.
"I
think you know very well, what for," he said, starting to blush
again.
Max sighed. "Look, Leo – it's a perfectly normal thing. You
shouldn't be ashamed. Hell, I should be the one apologizing – I did
walk in on you, with hardly any warning....."
"But,
Max - " Leo protested. Max held up his hand, cutting him off
short.
"You've got nothing to apologize about. It's all
right."
Once again, an awkward silence fell over the two. Max shifted,
uncomfortably.
"So.....want to get out of the shower?" Max asked, smiling
at his friend.
Leo, yet again, took a big breath. "Yeah....I think that would
be a good idea." He made to get up by himself, but stopped,
becoming somewhat dizzy. He sighed, and tried again, but this time,
he saw Max's hand extended toward him. Leo, smiling, took his hand,
and Max pulled Leo up to a standing position. Max held Leo's
shoulders, making sure he was steady on his feet.
"Ready?" Max asked, still holding Leo up. Leo nodded, and
with Max's help, walked into his bedroom. Max helped Leo lie down,
and remained sitting next to him for a few minutes, just holding his
hand and not wanting to let go. He really enjoyed just being with
Leo, sitting next to him, even in complete silence. Needless to say,
the events preceding this state of calm had been very shocking to
Max...but ...it had left him with a glimmer of hope. He frowned. It
was just a glimmer, though. Nothing to get caught up in. He looked
over at the clock on Leo's bedside table, and sighed. He had been
there for awhile, and he was absolutely positive that Leo wanted some
alone time. He sighed, and stood up.
"Well,
um...I suppose I should get going...do you need anything before I
leave?" Max asked, in a somewhat melancholy tone. He looked back
at Leo, who was yawning a little.
"Um...no...I
don't think so....well, um...Max?" Leo stuttered.
"What is it, Leo?"
Leo sighed. This wouldn't exactly be easy, but...
"Would
you stay here with me?"
Max
was shocked.
"You
want me, of all people, to stay with you?"
"Well, um...it gets really lonely around here, all by myself.
Just for a few minutes more? Please?" Leo begged. He really
didn't want to be alone, and to let Max walk out the door after what
happened...well, he didn't want it to happen. He looked up at Max,
waiting for his response.
"Leo, nothing would make me happier," Max smiled, sitting
back down next to Leo, putting an arm around his shoulders. Leo
sighed, and inwardly thanked God Max hadn't refused. He snuggled
close to Max, putting his head on his shoulder.
"Max...?"
Max looked over. "Yeah, Leo?"
Leo raised his head, looking into Max's eyes.
"Thanks,"
he said, and quickly did something very uncharacteristic – he
kissed Max full on the lips, and then settled back into his former
position, with his head on Max's shoulder, his arms around him, and
smiling the biggest smile he was sure he ever smiled.
"Anytime, kid. Anytime," Max murmured, resting his head
against Leo's, smiling. To think that a day as horrible as the day
before had been could lead to something so lovely.
The two drifted off to sleep in each other's arms, something that
neither of them in their wildest dreams would have thought to occur.
Well, maybe Leo's.
