Title: Missed Shots

Storyline: This is the Ava's deepest thoughts during her missed dart shots on the episode "Yummy Mommy".

Disclaimer: Well, if I owned Summerland, this wouldn't be fanfiction… now would it?

It all started with a simple date with Simon. I found out about his rather funny past and a silly nickname I'd rather not say as of now. I beat him at darts and was sure I'd beat him in everything else. It was the one happy moment I ever had with a guy since a very long time, but all fun has to come to an end. Simon passed me the darts as I turned my head to the side, taking a peek at the crowd.

What I saw lies in my head like an image of my loved ones sleeping in a pool of thick blood ,although I can't even compare it to what I saw. Johnny was walking with his arms around a girl and a smile on his face, the first smile I seen him with since our double date with Derrick. He looked at me with the eyes of disappointment and sorrows.

Although seeing Johnny with another girl hurts me more than words can say, she helped me realize how much I wanted him, how much I needed him. I wanted to go tell Johnny how I felt about him right there, but I'm on a date with Simon. Before I could even move my lips Johnny turned away from me with a few words to the woman he was with.

I turned with a forced smile on my face, Simon obviously couldn't see through it, so I thought I'd be better going along as if nothing happened. I flung my arm toward the target, the dart nearly missed board. The second was no better, and the third shot was the worst. My eyes were on the target but my mind was on Johnny.

Despite my current game of darts, the only missed shots I had was the only shot I had with Johnny.

A/N: Was it good? Was it bad? Please tell me. Also, this is my first "Summerland" fanfiction.