Chapter 1

Hermione sat in her room and looked out the window. Snow gently fell from the cold grey sky. In the background of her thoughts Simple Plan's Perfect was playing softly. 'How can I hold on though? I thought. It's just so hard and so tempting to give up.' Her thoughts kept playing back to earlier that day.

-Flashback-

"You're a stupid Bitch... I hope you fucking get killed while you are on the train to that fucked up school... I bet the first person you run to is that fucking Harry Potter... I swear to god if you tell anyone about this you will get worse than this and yes... that's a promise" and with saying that Hermione's father slapped her face, walked out and slammed the door. 10 seconds later the tires on the family car were screeching as it went up the street.

-End of Flashback-

As Hermione sat there crying she remembered all the fun times she use to have when her family was normal. But now that her mum had passed away everything changed. She no longer had a picture perfect life that everybody wanted. She was no longer the picture perfect girl.

Hermione had changed over the summer. A lot. No longer was her hair bushy and uncontrollable. It was sleek and shinny with gorgeous curls tumbling down past her shoulders. No longer did she hide her body under clothes that were to big for her, but with fitted jeans that showed her curves and tops with small straps reaching her midriff, just showing her bellybutton. Boys were now looking as she walked past and most of the time they whistled. Hermione always blushes when this happens although she tries to hide it.

She knew her father (if you could call him that) wouldn't be back for several days, which was good for her because she went back to school tomorrow. Surprisingly enough she didn't want to go back. Going back would mean that she would have to continue acting as though her life was perfect. 'Great, just fucking great' she thought as she dried her eyes. The only good things were her friends, ohh and being Head Girl. Although being Head Girl was what she always wanted. She no longer did want it.

During the summer not only did her looks change but her attitude did as well. With everything going on at home with her father, it changed the way she use to think and act. She was no longer the shy bookworm that everyone use to think. Now she said what she wanted and if you didn't like it then they could get fucked. Yes she still studied to pass her subjects and she did (or really was) still going to give all her subjects 110%. But no longer was anyone going to put her down.

Over the holidays she had been going to the gym and she caught up with one of her old friends and they offered to teach her how to fight. So not only did she give herself a work out but also gained some more skills in the fighting department. (AN. Proberly so she can kick Pansy's ass. God that would be good to see.lol)

Her thoughts stopped when she remembered that she hadn't packed her trunk for school. 'ohh well gotta get back to the bitchy world one day' she thought as she got off her bed and started packing for her journey to Hogwarts.

AN. Ok so that was chapter1. plz review and tell me if it was ok and what you guys would like to see happen. Now obviously this is a Hermione/Draco story ok so tell me how you guys want them to get together and all that stuff. Now ill try to upload a new chapter everyday so you guys can keep reading. So once again plz plz plz plz plz plz REVIEW. Until then love ya guys. kay