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Chapter the Eleventh

Mid potions class was where I stood bracing myself trying to regain all possible knowledge I had so suddenly seemed to have lost. My hand shook uncontrollably as the vial in my left hand tipped the gaseous looking ingredient over my cauldron. Harry eyed me grippingly, catching my shaky movements and tying loose ends together.

"Thinking about Hermione are you?" He said tersely. I dropped the vial, that was the last thing on the face of the earth that I was thinking about. I felt his eyes critically scanning me, and I managed to mumble a "yes". I looked at the tip of my finger that contained a trickle of blood. The glass vial had broken, and my instincts took immediately over.

"Oculous Repairo" I mumbled tiredly

"What's wrong with you mate? It's more than Hermione isn't it? What did you do?" he concluded. I restrained myself from meeting his eyes. I was accountable for any damage that was soon to be done. I hated myself. How in Merlin's world could I? I would talk to Harry about it, even though I had just previously pledged that not a word of the incident would be mentioned.

"I-I did something bad" I feverishly said. "And now I hate myself for doing it." I finished. Harry's eyes grew large with puzzlement.

"In the words of you 'Bloody Hell'! What did you do mate?"

"I-I................:::::::::long pause::::::::::::"

"Well... go on mate...."

"okay... well I, uh.... IissedunaovegoodhenientutsideesturdayandowIeelguilty..."

"Well, you should...How could you...?" Harry said...

"How the hell did you understand me?"

"I have known you long mate..."

"I know... I know... how could I? I kissed Luna... I don't know."

"You what? Oh no, oh no no no... Ron when I told you to give yourselves space, your not supposed go and kiss other girls. Ron... you've got the concept wrong.... Completely wrong." I stood aghast... hadn't he just told me that he did know what I just said.

"I thought you said you did understand me..."

"I didn't," he smiled weakly "I learned the best from your sister... But Luna... of all people, that's as bad as kissing... uhh.... That's the worst..." My insides sunk lower than ever... what the hell would I do now? I cursed under my breath and Snape's voice echoed the walls of the dungeon.

"Now, your potions must be finished in a matter of 5 minutes..." He said sharply. I looked down at my half finished potion. Harry and I started to immediately chop any ingredients in sight and added to our already ruined potion.

"Ron, occlumency starts today..." Harry blurted out. I stood in my tracks... I had forgotten completely of that... What would I do? How would I do...? What the hell was it? Harry noted the puzzled look on his face and then continued. "It's...uh... wait... let me remember, uhh.... Oh yes... uh no... I forgot. It's used to ward off things from going into your mind and making you do stuff... I don't know..."

"That made no sense at all..." I trailed off... this unusual feeling subsided within me ... I hated my life. Hopefully lunch would better my day...

Lunch

"Pass the marmalade, 'Harry'" snapped Hermione. The mood intensified at every bite, and this was certainly not going to be my usual favorite subject of the day.

"I see you're out of those clothes..." I said unexpectedly. Harry looked at me worriedly. 'Don't brew trouble' they told me... but I didn't dare pay attention.

"Yes, I'm most certainly am. And why would that pester you Ronald Bilius Weasley?" asked Herm. Harry, Ginny, and I cringed. She had used my full name. That didn't signify any news of good. I cleared my throat and sustained my train of thoughts.

"Actually, I can care less... Vicky does seem desperate... coming to "you" for nude pictures and such." I pursed my lips. That hadn't come out exactly how I wanted it to. Behind my face of content, I layer under was extremely nervous. I was sweating with my heart pumping. The fork clattered on the table, leaving an eerie feel to it all. I did not want to meet her eyes, but before I knew it, I was being jerked from my collar to stand upward and face her. I stumbled upon my feet but I managed to get up in a matter of seconds.

I eyed Harry and Ginny for reassurance but they looked just as flabbergasted as me. Finally I faced her.

"You seem like such a man now, Ron. Making comments like that!" I backed a bit back. The eyes of the great hall all were placed upon us for about the second time. I noted the snickering that must have been coming from the table of goons. Her right hand shoved my just a bit. I backed up a little more. I was horrified.

"It's not like I "kissed" him or anything!" My insides shrunk. I was on the verge of almost dieing. "I wasn't naked RON!! NEVER SAY ANYTHING LIKE THAT AGAIN!" her hand reached my face and left a red print. I eyed here and did not say a word. Did she know anything about Luna and me? Did she?

She looked stricken, as if she was also surprised that she had slapped me so hard. My hand traveled to where she had done some damage. She had a bit of a look of sympathy. I couldn't take it any longer. The room swirled and dimmed to black yet again. I fainted.

Hospital Wing

Never had I woken up so tired and exhausted. My weary eyes finally cleared and I was able to view my surroundings. Harry and Ginny sat at the far end, with their faces in their hands, in pensive thought. As I looked to the side of me, I surprisingly found Hermione there.

She too had her face in her hands, and as I strained to sit up, the bed creaked, alerting all who were in the room. Her face lit at the sight of me and she stood speechless. Herm's eyes were bloodshot which had obviously meant she had done a lot and a lot of crying.

"Oh Ron," she started her voice extremely shaky "I'm so sorry... I shouldn't have ...I'm just so sorry." Before I was able to mutter a syllable she plunged into my arms engulfing me with her sweet scent. I held her once again. I held her really close as she cried into my shirt. She backed away and pressed her lips against mine, manufacturing a deep passionate kiss. I felt so... happy and blissful, but someone in the room cleared their throat. We both stopped our hug fest and eyed the other two who were in the room.

Harry, who had Ginny in his lap, supporting her back, looked at me worriedly. Ginny, on the other hand, was merry. That look on his face however jolted my senses and brought some horrible recollection back. This couldn't last long; I had to tell her sometime... but not now. No... I couldn't do this to her.

"Aww..." Ginny started, "A love meant to be!" she giggled. I pasted a smile on my face, as I gave Harry a look of fret.

"Uh... Ron not to sink your love boat, but we still have Occlumency classes today. Dumbledore put much emphasis on it especially since you fainted today...."

"Yea... okay..." I said nervously.

"Uh, Ron, uh can you excuse me, I have to use the ladies room... Ginny, will you accompany me?" asked Herm.

"Yea sure, let's go... I was about to pee on Harry." She giggled and the young ladies left the room.

"Harry... what do I do?" I hissed.

"I don't know mate, I guess you have to be "honest" with her... I don't know. I mean if she really loves you she'll forgive you... but Hermione has her cat like qualities" That gave me no type of reassurance whatsoever.

"Ugh! I hate my life..." I finished.

Later that Evening

"Ugh, Ron, Snape's going to have our heads. We're a bit late" We started to walk in a hurried motion... eventually leading into run.

"You'll be referring to me as Sir all times." Said Snape giving an eerie feel to the entire dungeon.

"Yes... sir" Harry and I both said in unison.

"What is this, Occlumency... sir" I said daring to break the silence. Sitting rigid in his chair, Snape's explained the ability to extract feelings and memories from other people minds, which was in other words "Legitimacy".

"Shut the door, Potter." Snapped Snape. "Let me begin. Potter, you have been familiar with this concept, and I shall start with you." A smirk resided on his face. I didn't like it. "You may use your wands to disarm me or to defend yourselves." Harry stood timid pensively concentrating, in this particular moment, probably a spell.

"Brace yourself now.... Legillimens!" Snape retorted. Harry seemed to have gone into a particular trance. Seconds past and still Harry remained motionless. Finally, he moved. Harry fell to his knees panting.

"No subtlety yet it seems. But then again... it runs in the Potter blood." He said with his lip curling. Harry looked up to Snape with much loath, and it seems clear that he returned the same hatred.

"You're up Weasley. You must clear your mind, and try to disarm me. Okay.... One... two" How could I possibly clear my mind now? I thought to myself. "Three... Legillimens."

He struck me before I had time to prepare, but the room before me vanished. Flashes of my childhood began to appear before me.

I was just a child and my older brothers had just turned my pillow into a tarantula... I was eight and I was clinging onto the side of my mother's leg, crying... At eleven I received my Hogwarts letter... I was then at Hogwarts, under the sorting hat... Harry and Hermione and I were walking down that forbidden corridor... Hermione and I were giggling, her whispering things into my ear...Hermione was now drawing closer pressing our first kiss on my lips.... We were going up to my dormitory... NOO... that's personal... noooo...."

I fell back to the cold world landing, like Harry on my knees.

"You did worse then Potter. It took a while for a bit of resistance" his lip curled

"Did you see what I saw?" I said.

"Only flashes of it..." he said with a bit of question in his tone. "I can not continue with this tonight... but tomorrow... You will have much more to do... Now... clear your minds before bed... I will know if you didn't.

I looked at Harry aghast... Harry returned the same expression, sharing my hatred of Snape.

"Tomorrow, same place... at 7 o'clock sharp."

We left the dungeon.

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