Title: I know what you want

Rating: R for some sexual scenes and swearing.

Disclaimer: Buffy the Vampire Slayer doesn't belong to me! Duh I wouldn't be working if I was rich.

Distribution: Sure but tell me where it's going!

Feedback: You know what I want!

Summary: This fic is set in the season 3 episode Earshot although I've changed it so that Buffy can read the minds of Vampires, Spike already has the chip. And the story line is totally different so forget everything you've seen in Earshot. Oh and Buffy doesn't have any side affects yet and there is no Angel. She can block out the voices if she wants to. Anya's in it too as Xander's girlfriend of course! There's no Dawn. Spike and Buffy had sex twice. Buffy knows that Spike loves her (S 5: Crush)

...means thoughts!

Phewww. Ok on with the story.

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Chapter 2

Buffy came home late and opened her door when suddenly Willow came from the kitchen.

"God Buffy we've all been so worried. Where have you been?" Willow rushed her words.

She closed the door behind her" I was patrolling." she quickly lied.

"With a headache?" Willow asked non-trustingly.

"It suddenly stopped and then I fought that I could patrol."

"For 4 hours?" Willow asked again.

"No offence but since when do you wait for me at night to find out why exactly I've been out so long?" she tried to change the subject.

"Since I and the rest of your friends care about you especially because of your new power."

"Well I'm fine don't worry about....."Suddenly she screamed in pain, sank to the floor and blacked out.

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Slowly she opened her eyes and saw that she was lying in her bed. Just then Giles came in to the room and shut the door quietly behind him.

"Are you feeling better?" Giles asked his Slayer.

"It's better -but before downstairs....my head hurt so much. Why Giles? Why is this happening?" she looked him in his eyes for an answer.

"You said that your head just started to hurt?" Buffy nodded slowly." Well I have researched my books again and...."

"What?" she asked scared.

"Well it's highly unlikely as you would have had to...."

"Done what?" she asked again this time quieter.

"Have sex....with a vampire."

Buffy's mind went blank.Oh god.She couldn't look him in the face anymore so she looked down at the covers.

"Did you and Angel...?"

"No." she said quietly.

"Then who else?" Giles said as calm as he could but he just didn't manage it as he was just too shocked.

"Spike." she said even quieter then before.

"Dear lord." he rubbed the bridge of his nose.

Buffy's eyes started to tear and she finally managed to look up to him." Oh Giles please don't tell anyone. The way they'd judge me. They can never know. Please Giles."

He sat down next to her on the bed. Then he took her in to his arms." I promise but you've got to promise me that you'll stay in bed. You have obviously some side effects due...to your circumstances. I will go to the library and search my books."

"Alright." she muffled still crying in to his sweater.

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It was now dark outside and Buffy was still in her bed awake. Willow had come up twice, once to ask her if she wanted soup and once to tell her that she was sleeping on the couch. Buffy objected of course and told her that she could sleep in her mother's room.

She knew he'd come to see her soon and she had a stake ready underneath her covers. If she was going to use it was entirely up to whether or not he was going to piss her off.

Hello we're talking about Spike. He always pisses you off. she reminded herself.

Alright then she'd just use it to make him answer a few questions.

Finally a tap on her window. She threw the covers off her and got out of bed. Opening they window she saw the Vampire's smug face and pulled him inside.

"Whoa Slayer careful of the leather."

"Look we have to talk." she let go of him and he straightened out his dust.

"Later." he looked her up and down.

"No now." she said tears in her eyes.

Spike quickly took her face in his hands." What's wrong, pet?" he wiped the undropped tear out of her eye.

His touch dazed her for a moment but then she backed away and spoke." Look you know that demon that we killed four nights ago?"

Spike thought a moment and then shook his head.

"Where you got knocked-out?" she tried to refresh his memory.

"Ahh. Yes." he said trying to forget his embarrassing fight.

"Well its blood kinda mixed with mine and now I can read thoughts."

Spike mouth opened." And that's a bad thing because." he asked after seeing that she was not finished.

"Well I had this terrible headache this afternoon and passed out. Giles said that the only way for this to happen is if I have sex with..."

"..me." he finished her sentence.

"Well any vampire but yeah you."

"You told Giles?" he asked a weird expression of disgust on his face.

"He just knew." she defended herself.

"I'm still stuck on the thought reading thing." Spike proclaimed.

"I only read your thoughts twice."

"Twice?!" he shouted.

"Shhh. Willow's sleeping at the end of the hall."

"Why didn't you tell me?" he said little quieter.

"Well I wanted to keep it a secret so I could read your mind a little. I didn't hear anything interesting. Just..."she stopped and looked towards her carpet at her feet.

"What?" he looked furious.Kinda cute. Can a vampire be cute?

"Well you just wanted me." she said then looking away from his smirk.

"Want."

"What?" she asked looking at him confused.

"I don't wanted you I want you." his blue eyes looked so electric at his words and Buffy suddenly went damp in her panties.

"And it seems you want me too." he said after taking a breath.

Buffy blushed." I can't. Didn't I just tell you that I'm passing out because of you?"

"Not because of me it's because of the sex."

"With you." she said getting huffy.

"You said that it could have been with any vampire. So no. Not me. Although I am proud of shaking you up. I mean I've never done a Slayer before."

"I don't want to know of your sexlife thank you."

"But Buffy-you are my sex life." he laughed as she again started to blush.

"Anyway. As I told you: We can't have sex because I've passed out because of it."

"No ones ever passed out because of my sex with them. But no ones ever had sex with me like you." he raised his eyebrows in delight.

"Shut up." she spat.

"I wasn't the one screaming my head off in the alley next to the Bronze now was I?"

Buffy's memories of last night came rushing in to her brain. The way he made love to her. They way he spoke to her. The way she liked it so much although it she knew that it was not right.

"Whatever. Just go. It seems I can't have a normal conversation with you about my life or anything else as a matter of fact."

"Alright I'll behave."

Buffy sat back down on her bed her back against the wall. He sat on the end of it.

"So couldn't it be that you're passing out because of the blood mix not because of the sex?"

"Giles says that it can only be because of the sex with vampires. He's checking out how to reverse it in his books."

"That's good." he said playing with his thumbs.

Buffy nodded her head. It was sweet how much he tried to hide behind his evil side but when he was with her he just dropped it all. Funny what love can do to you.

"Anything else?" he asked patiently.

"No. Just wanted you to know."

"Then I'll be off."

He got off her bed and made for her window. Buffy got up to.

"Spike?" she whispered walking towards him.

He turned around and she kissed him. First subtle then deeper. One hand on her back and the other in her hair. When they stopped Buffy's face was red and she was breathing heavily.

"Good-night, luv." he smiled at her.

She smiled back. He climbed out of the window and Buffy watched him walk down the street towards his crypt.

"Good-night."

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