Murderous Seconds
By Dr FooFoo
Part Four : Hysteria
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Now I'm crawling away
Cause you broke my heart in two
No, I will not forget you
- Falling Down [Muse]
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I'm falling down and all I see is you. You aren't there... on the balcony. But I see you anyway. I see your face, your hair, your body, and the perfect curve of your back.
Everything is quiet and I don't make a sound. I can't, you know. I can't talk when I see you like this. Like that winter in your bedroom. You whispered my name and I couldn't say a word. I couldn't think. I can't think. You're all that's on my mind.
I'll wait for you, wherever I'm going. Whether it's at the bottom of this familiar cliff or somewhere else... I'll wait for you.
I see that slut of a cop, too. I wish I could say one last thing to her. You know what I would say? I'd say, "It's too late, because I already found what I was looking for. It wasn't you, you know." It was you, Justin. Did you know that? It was you that I was looking for. And I found you... But now I'm losing you. Or are you losing me?
I still see you, but more clearly now. You're helping her; saving her life. Why, Justin? What do you think you'll get out of it? Will you beat prison? You look down now, off the edge of the cliff. You look broken -- like someone's just stabbed you in the heart. I look down too and realize why everything's so hazy... My body is laying on the rocks, gracefully sprawled; my last attempt at aesthetics.
I'm floating now; drifting upwards slowly. So agonizingly slowly. I can't remember what happened... What happened? It doesn't matter. All that matters is you. No... Don't go away, Justin... Don't leave. Not with her... I love you. I always did.
Now the world is upside down and I'm heading straight for the clouds, but I won't forget you, Justin. I can't forget you.