DISCLAIMER: Well I don't own the Inuyasha characters they belong to Rumiko Takahashi that's earning a lot of money that she can very easily ask for a pool filled with chocolate pudding just for fun...that will be nice.
AUTHOR: Bloodline Forest Druid.
GENRE: Romance/Drama.
RAITING: PG-13
SUMMARY: (AU) Her eyes were closed "This is not right" she whispered as he pulled her closer "Are you saying that true love is a mistake" she snuggled closer to him "I...I" she now knew where heart was. Read and Review.
PAIRING: Sesshoumaru/Kikyou
A/N: It may seen a bit OC I know but it's an alter universe so bear and work with me, well here are some explanations...
1) First an really important Kikyou and Kagome are not family related even though Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha are related.
2) Looks: Inuyasha is in his human form you know Black hair and blue gray orbs...you know that and Sesshoumaru looks like always...the only difference is that they have short hair for obvious fic purposes...I will let it at you the hairstyle I'm not that good when it comes to guys.
Kikyou and Kagome looks like always do.
3) Age stuff: Inuyasha: 26 Sesshoumaru: 28 Kikyou and Kagome: 24(Yeah I need them both with the same age)
4) No flames accepted either for the couple or my grammar, I know my grammar sucks no need to hear it again so I will appreciate if no one leaves a review due to my grammar I only expect reviews just to know how the fic is going thank you for your understanding...(If someone review for my grammar or the couple Demon will pay you a little visit).
5) I don't hate...I repeat I don't hate Sess/Kag pairings I know there's some people that like either Sess/Kag or Sess/Kik(I'm with this one). I won't say nothing bad of Sess/Kag pairing because I don't hate it in fact I know some of the best Fics are Sess/Kag and even Sess/Rin and I really don't hate those pairings personally I think there is enough space in the Inuyasha world for each one of the pairings we do.
6) Don't think lowly of them sometimes life is like that and one must accept that fact and live with it, I say this for own personal experience so try to bear with me and my crazy little ideas. Well read and review, no flames for pairing or grammar...well thakies.
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"WHERE THE HEART REALLY IS?"SESSION I:
It was a normal day, it wasn't too hot or too cold it was just perfect, it was a shame that she couldn't be outside enjoying that day as she used to do when she was young...but now she was a woman with responsibilities that couldn't wait. The office was big and nice, three bookshelves filled with books rested against the walls, her large and cherry wooded desk with pictures an other little things, small ornamental office plants, big windows covered with creamy-white curtains, some paintings, diplomas and post-grades hung on the walls, the large and comfortable leather sofa for the patients and her black leather armchair besides it. She sighed as she walked to the cherry-wood door, her high-heels softly clicking in the marble floor as she opened the door and called her next patient in.
"Good afternoon" The black haired youth greeted her as she entered.
"Good afternoon Yura" She greeted back as she closed the door behind them "How have you been?"
"The same as always" Yura walked to the sofa and sited down "Kikyou?"
"Yes, Yura?" Kikyou said as she sited on the armchair Yura only looked strangely at her "If there is anything wrong you know you can tell me"
"Yeah, I know" Yura softly said "I'm afraid"
Kikyou looked at her "Afraid of what?"
"Of him and what his reaction will be when he finds out I'm pregnant" Yura pained and hurt voice answered.
"Yura" Kikyou softly called her and the black haired girl looked up "Have you been hurting yourself again?"
"I...umm...yes" She hesitated a little before answering "Is the only thing that calms my pain"
"Yura, you must understand that's not a way" Kikyou softly said not wanting to anger the girl "There are other things you can do, now you need to worry not only for yourself but also for the new life within you"
"I don't know if I can!!!" Yura exclaimed painfully as she stood up and went to cry bitterly on Kikyou's lap "I'm only seventeen...I'm pregnant because an asle raped me and finished destroying my already messed life"
"Yura...what else bothers you?" Kikyou smooth voice asked as she stoked Yura's hair.
"I can't take care of this baby" Yura said against Kikyou's lap "I can even take care of myself, how am I supposed to take care of a child?"
"Yura there are solutions for these kind of cases" Kikyou softly said "But don't think abortion is one"
Yura sniffles in her lap "What should I do then?"
"First, try to relax and tell me everything that's been bothering you" Kikyou answered to Yura "And then I will help you with your problem...I promise"
After Yura finally relaxed she started to tell Kikyou all her worries not leaving a single one out.
Kikyou was a psychologist a very well know and recognized teen psychologist, it was a hard and heart-breaking job specially when teens are the ones that had more tendency to create psychological problems, but someone had to do it and she decided she was the one for it. But from all her patients Yura was a real special case, she had been an outcast all her life, her family barely noticed her, she hurt herself in a sadomasochistic way and a professor raped her, what could be worse for her? Yura had been going to see Kikyou for almost four years now(A/N: Kikyou graduated in her major when she was 20) for her Kikyou was the motherly-sister figure she never had and really Kikyou had developed a sisterly fond for her.
Finally at 7:30 pm Kikyou left her office and went straight home. She was a normal average woman with an average job and a normal six years marriage. She was married with the successful business man from the Tanma corporation Inuyasha Takani, but they had met since they were little children and after five years of relationship Inuyasha proposed and by the time she turned nineteen she was already married with him. Their wedding had been intimate and simple not the way she had dreamed her wedding to be...but she still liked it. Kikyou finally got to their house well the mansion, the structure remained at how houses looked on nineteen century, the house had three living rooms each with a fireplace, fifteen bedrooms each one of these with a bathroom and five with a balcony, a huge library filled with books, a music room gave to the fact that Kikyou used to sing, the huge and immaculate kitchen and of course Kikyou's favorite place the huge gardens that were filled with all kind of flowers and cherry trees. Really Kikyou found it unnecessary to have such a big house but Inuyasha told her it was better to show everyone their social status and she really didn't wanted to fight about such a stupid thing as a house because she knew his personality too well to do it.
"Good night miss Kikyou" A maid politely greeted her.
"Good night" Kikyou warmly greeted the maid "Where's Inuyasha?"
"He's not here" The maid answered to Kikyou "He called saying he will come home late and that he wouldn't be able to come to dinner"
"Did he say why?" Kikyou asked
"Hai, he said he will be working extra hours" The maid answered
'That's weird he's been doing this since awhile now' Kikyou thought, her eyes looked at the maid that was currently looking worriedly at her "Okay then, thanks"
"MOMMY!!!" A sweet and happy girly voice said "You home"
A little five year old girl with dark raven hair and creamy-white skin dressed in a pink with little white flowers on it and hugging a white bunny plush came running to her(A/N:Kawaii!!). Kikyou knelt down and opened her arms to hug her daughter, the girl happily and excitedly hugged her mother back, the little girl looked a lot like Kikyou except for her eyes, the little girl eyes were a mix of gray, green, blue and brown it was like an explosion and fusion of colors that you could easily see in her orbs, the girl inherited those eyes from Kikyou's father often she was a calm and serene girl but mostly she was hyperactive and very curious characteristics that sometimes where a problem.
"Mommy" The little girl said and looked up at her mother "Mister huggles(A/N: sniff I had a plush with that name...) and I missed you so much"
"Oh...I missed you too" Kikyou set her daughter back on the floor and took her hand "How about if we eat our dinner now?"
"Yay, I'm hungry" The little girl replied and they started to walk to the dinning room "Daddy's not coming again" "I'm afraid not Suki" Kikyou sadly answered to her daughter "But he will have lunch with us tomorrow"
"Really?" Suki happily said as they entered into the dinning room "I can't wait for tomorrow"
"Okay sweetie" Kikyou helped Suki to sit in a chair "But now let's just focus on dinner, okay?"
"Yeah, but with one condition" Suki looked up at her mother that was currently sitting besides her and waiting for her to continue "You must tuck me on bed and tell me a fairy tale, savvy?"
'Too much Pirates Of The Caribbean' She thought smiling at her daughter "Okay"
The dinner was served and Kikyou heard her daughter talking about her day, the blessing of being a child it was a stage of life were you enjoyed every little thing that was around you. When they finished their dinner Kikyou stood up and took Suki in her arms, with one arm Suki held onto her mother and with the other she held Mr. Huggles till they reached Suki's room. After helping her daughter to change into her pajamas Kikyou tuck her in bed and told her the fairy tale she promised downstairs when her daughter fell asleep Kikyou kissed her forehead, wrapped her better with the blanket and turned off the light while she silently left her room.
It was almost midnight, the lights were off and she laid on their bed but she was still awake waiting for her husband to return, finally the door opened and silently closed she heard some steps going to the closet then to the bathroom. Finally she felt his weight at his side of the bed, he didn't said anything to her like he used to do before. Lately he was acting really strange and their marriage wasn't as happy as it was three years ago, he wasn't as talkative with her, he restrained himself from physical intimate contact with her, he returned home late and sometimes drunk, really their marriage had changed nothing was as it was before and she didn't know why such a sudden change came to him? The happy, loving and warm marriage had turned almost numb, obligated and cold and she didn't know why?
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TBC
Well I really hope you liked this chapter and pity me it's my first fic here in FF.net and again forgive my grammar being not native to English grammar and speaking is the tiny little problem...well read and review.