Hermione's Diary

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Chapter 3
Wednesday 6:00 PM September 1, 2004
Good Evening Diary! Before I head off to the library for some light reading, I just want to tell you about my day. While we were on the train, Ron told us about Fred and George's new invention! Its called gumstuck. Its gum, but when you chew it, it sticks your lips together, and it will opened back up in an hour or so. Don't you think that's barbaric?? That's just so dumb! But I've got to admit they are pretty smart to make stuff up like that. While I was listening to my CD player(Which Ron found fascinating), This girl with wavy brown hair came into our compartment. She started out by looking really scared. Her name is Misha Andrews, and she's in year 6. She seems really nice, but I think Ron fancies her. I think she fancies Harry though. She comes from America! Her parents and her moved to London during the summer. Oh! The most funniest thing she told me was that she thought Draco Malfoy was hot! I think she thought that I like boys too. Which is true, but I don't show it. Imagine if Ron and Harry found out I like boys. Misha got sorted into Gryffindor which is good, but in the common room, Ron could not keep his eyes off her. I guess she is quite pretty, but she fits right in with Lavender and Parvati. The feast was really delicious, I ate quite a lot but I'm still upset about the house- elves working without pay. I guess I have to respect their work. Anyways, the first years are looked like they were the best and coolest. They were all brave looking, but some were frightened. Snobby little kids........ okay, I got to run! Bye! Love you lots.

Same day. 7:36PM Hello again! Guess who I saw at the library! I saw Malfoy! Isn't that weird? I never see him at the library at the first day back at school. When I was in the common room, Seamus and Dean were staring at Misha too. Its funny how boys react to a pretty girl. Its pathetic really. Diary, do you promise not to tell anyone what I am about to tell you? Ha! I know you won't tell anyone. You are always with me, and noone knows about you. Okay here I go. I feel lonely. I really do! All I do now is write to you, read, and do homework! I hardly talk to Harry or Ron because they don't understand me! They never do. They always tell me their problems and I would listen. I will always be there for them whenever they need a friend. But me, I have no one. They never really know what I'm talking about, or what I mean. Sometimes I feel like they just use me to do their homework for them, or im just a third-wheel. I know they love me as a friend or maybe a sister. But they don't know how I really feel. I really need to make new friends. I wish I had a friend that would listen and understand me. sighs I got to sleep... good night friend.

Normal point of view.

Harry, Ron and Hermione walked to the Great Hall for breakfast. They were talking about their new schedules. Until Misha came up to them.

"Hey guys! How was your night? Mine was great. Oh, Ron I love your eyes." Misha said smiling at Ron.

Harry sniggered , when Ron's ears and cheeks were turning bright red.

"Err, uhhmm, thanks Misha." Ron stammered.

"So, who do you guys think Snape is? He looks kind of mean." she said.

"Oh yes, he is mean! He hates Gryfinndors, and takes points off from us every chance he gets! He especially hates Harry." Ron said bravely.

Harry nodded, "Misha, you do not want to mess with Snape. He's the worst they got! Well, except last year....."

The four friends walked over to the Gryfinndor table and sat down. Ron next to Misha, Harry sitting across from Hermione. Hermione wasn't feeling hungry so she took out a book from her bag. Harry, Ron and Misha were chatting away about America and how its like there. Ron was really into the conversation because Misha was the speaker.

Hermione eyed the three friends talking occasionally. More like a glare at them. Harry noticed that Hermione was not speaking to them.

"Hermione." He whispered.

Hermione looked up from the book she was "reading", "Yes?"

"Why aren't you talking to us? Are you upset about something?" He asked concerned.

Hermione sighed, "Im not upset, im just tired. I stayed up all night reading."

Harry raised an eyebrow "No you didn't you went to sleep at 7:45. Is there something wrong?"

"No! There is nothing wrong. Even if there was something wrong, you two wouldn't understand anyway." Hermione said quite loudly. She got up from her seat, and stalked out of the Great Hall, leaving curious eyes following her until the doors of the Hall closed. Hermione ran to the common room crying. She just couldn't handle it anymore, so she took out her diary and starting pouring her feelings into the journal.

Thursday 8:00 AM September 2, 2004

I don't know what has happened to me. I just feel so upset all of a sudden. THEY hardly talk to me. They won't understand even if I told them. Everything just seems so lonely. I hate this world. I hate... I hate myself. I know im probably just overreacting, but not one single bloodly person could ever understand me. I just don't know what to do anymore. Maybe I should talk to Ginny. Yeah, thats a good idea. I should talk to Ginny! She understands! She's a girl! Yeah, I think I'll talk to her tonight. Thanks Diary for always being there for me. I love you sooo much! Thanks again! I hope I'll never lose you. My only best friend.