Re-Done

Sorry I didn't update sooner, my internet died on me. ANYWAYS- as we can see, we are just getting into Ginny's emotional problems. This is prolly gonna be the last chapter before they go to hogwarts, so don't worry. That's when everything shall be explained

Disclaimer: JK rolling owns this stuff- not me.

Chapter Four: Ginny's POV

He held me tight, and made sure I was okay. I couldn't believe my eyes... maybe Erika was wrong. I looked over to my mirror and sighed, how could she be wrong? Harry's been here over a month- even celebrated his birthday, but he still hadn't asked me out. I know he must think of me as Ron's little sister. Or maybe a second Hermione. How did I let this crush get so far? So far, that I can't do one thing without thinking about him. The only problem to my perfect plan is that Harry's got a feeling something's wrong, so I've had to eat more now. That wont last long, as soon as I'm at Hogwarts, everything will be fine.
I layed down on my bed and closed my eyes- yes, everything would be fine.....

-Dream

"Where am I...? I don't recognize this place at all!" I said, looking around. I was in a dark forest. A deer ran over to me, and looked at me strangely. Suddenly it began to morph into a human. It was a male, in his late twenties with black hair, and dark brown eyes.

"Look to the sky," he said. He reminded me of Harry for some reason. He had that same slightly absent minded look on his face. Same black hair. Even though he was talking to me, you could tell his mind was off somewhere else, "Go on, look," he said, in a claim warm voice. So I looked up. It was a sunny day, well at first it was. Suddenly the sun began to set, dark clouds filled the air, and then moon rose into the sky. It was no ordinary moon. Oh no, it was blood red. I battle was on its way, and blood was going to be spilled.

"Oh, no- dear god no..." I whispered, in a worried tone.

"On this night, the blood on innocents was spilled. But one survived," I looked beside me, and watched a green light glow though this white house all at once- like lightening. And suddenly- the house feel to the ground. I could hear the screams echoing in my head.

"Please... make it stop, make it stop!" I cried out, placing my hands over my ears. The man put his hand on my shoulder.

"Look to the sky," he said again. The screaming had stopped, and I slowly pulled my hands away from my head, "Look," he said again. So, once again I looked up, to see a blue moon, the clouds gone and the sky full of stars

"Second full moon of the month," I observed, remembering from astronomy.

"Once in a blue moon," was all he said. I looked down to question him one what he meant, but as I looked down, all I saw was the deer running away, father into the forest.

"Wait-" I tired to call him back, but suddenly the ground below me was giving way, "WAITTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed, falling... falling... falling...

GIINNY!" I opened my eyes quickly, to see Harry standing over me, eyes wide. To his right were Ron and Hermione, both looking like they had just seen someone use an unforgivable curse or something.

"Hiya," I rubbed me eye, and blinked a couple times.

"Are you alright?" he asked. It was then I noticed his right hand on the side of my arm, not wanting to let go. That man from my dream, looked so much like Harry, I- "Ginny, hang on Gin- stay with us!" Harry yelled, as my vision blurred again.

I was falling again, but this time a woman was with me. She didn't look like anyone I knew. She had long black hair, tied back into a bun with two streaks of hair down her face. She had lightening blue eyes, much like Dumbledore, and this warm smile. She was falling with me, but she wasn't scared, "Hello," she said. I wanted to say hi, but all I could do was scream. She looked so claim and collected for someone who was falling to there death, "Relax," she said, "Breath. This is your world Ginny- you are in control. If you want to stop us from falling, you can. If you want us to keep falling we will. If you want us to crash into the ground we will," I stopped screaming for a minute. She was right... I was in control. I was a witch for god's sake! She held out her hand, and I took it. We suddenly stopped falling.

"How did you-"

"I didn't, you did," she said, beginning to walk, "It's like I said before. Your in control. Or- rather, you can be,"

"Control? What are you talking about, I'm never in control. Ever..." she rested her hand on my shoulder. I closed my eyes, and tried not to cry, but when I opened them, we where standing at Hogwarts. I didn't ask any questions, I know she'd say I did it. My mind was racing.

"Why am I here?" it was the only thing I couldn't figure out what she would answer for, and it was a legit question.

"Because you wanted to be here," she answered, as we walked.

"No, no. I mean, why am I having this dream? It's obviously a dream. What point are you trying to get across?"

She looked at me strangely, sighed and said "That you're in control," I wanted to scream at her, and tell her I was never in control, and that she was lying, and that I wanted to hear the truth, but I didn't. I'm never able to get up the nerve to say things like that, "You need self confidence," she said bluntly. For someone who looked to be in there early twenties, she sure was good at picking into my brain. What does my confidence have to do with anything?

"I don't know what you're talking about," I lied.

"The eating-uh- habits, crying yourself to sleep, mutalation, all of it has to stop Ginny,"

"You know nothing of what I'm going through, so why don't you just leave me alone," I sort of yelled. I was tired of her picking into my brain and telling me what to do.

"You're never going to get better by doing this. Tell them Ginny, and they will listen," she said, stopping and looking at me, "You passed out again, and your friends are trying to wake you up. Wake up Ginny... wake up," I tired to say something, but it felt like my voice box was ripped out of my throat, then works 'wake up' echoed throughout my mind.

p"Ginny, wake up," I opened my eyes to see my mom leaning over me, "Are you alright dear? Are you hurt? Do you want something to eat?" mom always asks if you want something to eat when something's gone wrong. I shock my head no. She only nodded and stood up.

"You alright Ginny?" it was Harry's voice.

"Yea, I'm okay," I said, obviously lying. Harry knew I was lying, I could tell by the look in his eyes. Hermione and Ron seemed happy with my answer though, considering they both just smiled and left.

"You sure, because I'm always here if you need to talk," I smiled softly. That's when I saw that look in his eyes- the one that said he was listening, but his mind was off somewhere. He does that when he's worried. Don't know why, maybe his way of running away from the problem. The man in my dream was doing it to.

"I know Harry. Thank you, but right now I'd just like to get some sleep," I said quietly. He smiled and nodded.

"Alright, call for me if you need me,"

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Okay, so its all re-done. Yee-ha, eh? Anyways, I should have chapter 5 up soon (like.. today? maybe tomorrow) because this rocks. Anyways, REVIEW!