Hello again! Sick of my little paragraph's at the start yet? :P
Alright, well I've started chapter Six, so no need to stab me anymore, Snowbabyjo. lol.
So, yes, anyways- on to the chapter
Disclaimer: Yea. So. I dont own these people. If I did, I wouldn't be writting a fan fic. I'd be writting novels. And have lots of money....anyways
Chapter Six: Harry's POV
We where a thrid of the way to Hogwarts, and the trip had been rather uneventful. Malfoy didn't even stop in to say hi. In fact, it was so boring, that Ron was alseep, head on the window, and Hermione was asleep- head on Ron. The most eventful thing which had happened was the Lunch trolly lady came. Sad really. Ginny was starting to slip off to sleep, but kept fighting to stay awake. I came to the conculsion that it was only a matter of time before my head was on the window, and Ginny's on my shoulder.
A werid feeling came over me, as the mental picture of Ginny sleeping on my shoulder floated into my mind. I didn't get it really. I felt like I had to protect her. All I wanted to do, was hold her close to me, and never let go. Everytime she was around me, I felt so relaxed, but- so nervous at the same time. We had so much in common, and yet- we seemed so different. The emotions where beginning to get rather annoying. I closed my eyes for a split second, when I felt something hit my shoulder. Considering I was slipping off to sleep myself, I was a little spoked. Opening my eyes, I noticed Ginny was fast asleep on my shoulder. I lifted my arm up, and warp it around her, holding her close into my body. A faint smile formed on her face.
Looking out the window, I noticed how many dark clouds had formed. Knowing we still had about four or five hours left, so there was no hurry to move or get up. Relaxing, I closed my eyes and driffted off to sleep.
(dream) "Harry, Harry- look!" a happy voice chreed.
"Yea, Gin I see it. Its beautiful,"
"Aw, come on- get a closer look," so I did. I walked up to the peaceful lake, under the willow tree. I sat down next to Ginny, and warp my arms around her.
"I wish I could just stay like this forever,"
"Me to,"
The muffled sound of a yelp woke me up. Neville had been running down the hall, Malfoy's laughter echoing behind. I looked at Ginny who was now awake, as well, and not looking to happy, to Ron and Hermione, who where out cold, "I'll be two seconds" I said, standing up, and walking to the door.
"Look at him go!"
"Malfoy, what the hell are you doing?" I asked, sleeply, "Some people are trying to sleep here..."
"Well, hello Potter,"
"Just leave him alone,"
"You know I cant do that," Malfoy began to walk towarsd Harry.
"Stay where you are," I sort of ordered. Malfoy snorted, as if to say, 'you dont scard me' but stopped on the spot.
"Ohh, think you're all big and tough, do you Potter?"
"Not really. But I know you're not either, so just go away,"
"I dont like being talked to like that," I fully walked out of the compartment, and closed the door behind me.
"Well, I dont really like talking to you at all. So go away, and it slove both our problems,"
"Is there a problem here, boys?" Hermione asked, walking out of the compartment. Her hair was tied back, and her Head Girl Badge was clearly visable, "I wont need to talk to any teachers about this disruption, will I?" Malfoy looked from me to Hermione. He narrowed his eyes, and walked away.
"Thanks,"
"No problem,"
"Back to sleeping!" I declared, and sat back down.
"Harry, we should get ready," I looked at my watch, and back to Hermione.
"We've got two hours," I moaned, closeing my eyes.
"Yes, but we should be ready, incase we all drift off again," Ginny seemed to find the logic in this, and climbed up, opened her trunk, and pulled out here school clothing.
"Ron and I will garud the door," I moaned, and got up. Ron, dazed fallowed me out.
"I'm tired," he wined.
"Me to,"
"So why are we awake?"
"Because Malfoy's an ass,"
"Good enough for me,"
"I cant even go back to sleep,"
"Why?"
"Because I still have four pages to read from my book,"
"For Snape?"
"Yes, the bastrad," Ron snorted.
"Well, thats one way to discribe him,"
"It is whe your tired,"
"Your mad, Harry," Ron shook his head, "Out of your mind,"
"Yup,"
"Okay!" Ginny called. We walked in, and Hermoione and Ginny where dressed. Hermione had her skirt, sweater, and robe all on, with her badge showing proudly. Ginny had her skirt, french cut blouse, and robe on, "We'll gaurd, as you two get changed."
"Right," Ron said, as the two walked out of the compartment. Ron and I changed quickly. Ron put on his sweater, I, like Ginny, didn't bother, mostly becuase I couldn't find it.
"All clear," I said to the door. Ginny and Hermione walked back in, and sat back down. Hermione and Ron had no problems getting comfy, and sliping back to sleep. Ginny sort of sat there. Faking I yawn, I dropped by potions book. Perfect time, I thought to myself, because Ginny yawned at the same time. It had only taken be ten minutes to finsh my reading. As I closed my eyes, I felt Ginny getting close to me again, and my emotions seemed to go on fire. I warped my arm around her again, and automatically drifted off.
(dream)
"Ginny? GINNY!" I began to run towards her, but she was only getting frather away. Her body was nothing but skin. Her arms all cut up. Suddenly, saddness came over me. How did I let this happen? How... could I change this?
It hit me. I could change this. But how? How...
"Harry..." her weak voice called.
"Harry!" I opened my eyes, Ginny smileing at me, "Come on- where here,"
"Oh. I knew that," I retored, dumbly. I saw Hermione shake her head, as I stood up, and fallowed them out.
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The four of us sat in the cariage, and the ride up to Hogwarts was rather quite. The excitement seemed to wake everyone up, and no longer where we falling asleep where we stood. I looked out the window, up to the large building. I was home.
Tasnfer: Ginny POV
I fallowed Harry out of the compartment, half of me just wanted to reach out for his hand- see if he'd hold it. But I didn't I couldn't. Not only was Erika standing right behind me, and would make some smart ass comment if Harry didn't, but I felt to weak. Maybe I could eat tonight. I suppose if I count my calories, and watch what I eat, I can always work it off later. Yes, later. It felt werid, allowing myself to eat in my head. And the closer we got, the more foods poped into my head, the more caloires counted up inside me, the fatter I felt, the less I wanted to eat.
"Gin, ya coming?" Harry called, smileing at me from the end of the corridor.
"Yea, yea- I'm-a-coming" I smiled, blinking a couple of times to stop myself from passing out.
"You know he's only doing it out of pitty, right?" Erika hissed into my ear, "Your his best friends little sister- so dont go getting your hopes up,"
"Shut up," I hissed back, and ran to catch up with Harry.
"You okay?" Harry asked, looking at me from the corner or his eye.
"Yea, yea- I'm fine," I assured him, as I pulled my arms around my gut, and tried to push it in.
As we walked up the large stairs into the great hall, people where pushing and shoving to get inside. Laughter, and smiles where visable every which way from students excited to get into the school. I felt weak trying to push everyone out of my way, and almost fell over a few times. I looked up, my vision blurred to see that I had been sperated from the others.
"What's a matter, Ginny? Did your little friends leave you behind? Did they get tired of dealing with you?" Melady's taunting voice echoed behind her. Ginny turned around to see the girl with long, blond hair, and crystal blue eyes looking down at her. Her perfect body made many boys turn and look at her.
"What's going on, Mel?" Erika asked from behind. I turned my head to look at the raven haired, dark eyed girl behind Mel, "She's not causeing you any problems is she?"
"Oh no, just asking her where her little friend went,"
"Isn't that easy, they left her," Erika and Mel laughed, walking away. Tear began to run down my face. I pushed past everyone infront of me, and ran off crying. I ran till I reached the Qudditch pitch, where I made my way into the change room. The room was empty, other then a few benches and a mirror on the wall. Sitting down on one of the benches, I began to shake. It was getting cold outside, and I felt so alone.
"Ginny?" I lifted my head, and looked into the mirror infront of me. My skin was pale, hair a mess, and I still looked fat. There stood Harry, his hair a mess, perfect skin, and bright green eyes, "What's wrong?"
"No-nothing," I lied, rubbing away the tears. He walked over, and sat next to me.
"Ginny, look, you know you can talk to me. I'm not going to make fun of you, or tell anyone." Harry paused and looked at me, "I promise," I looked over to him, and saw me refelection in his glasses. Yet, his brillant green eyes seemed to make my apperance seem unimportant. He was worried about me, really and truely worried.
"It's not important," I lied, looking away, "Really, I'm okay,"
"You know, Ginny, you're a horrible lier," I laughed a little, and sat up stright. Looking into the mirrior, I was shocked a little. Harry's arm was around me, and he to was looking to the mirror. A small smile had formed on his face.
"You two should get up to the school," The mirror suggested.
"She's right you know," I pointed out.
"They knew where we are,"
"They- do?" I turned to Harry, confused.
"I told Hermione to tell one of the teachers that I went after you because you where upset and ran off,"
"You- you didn't," I was shocked. Would they come out? Would they know? Would they tell anyone? Thounsands of questions ran though my head, as I began to panic. Harry seemed to read my mind.
"Relax, I also told her to tell them that I'd take care of it, not to send anyone, and not to say anything,"
"Thank god," I muttered, wipeing the last tears away from my eyes.
"Come one, let's go back up. Hermione and Ron will have saved up seats," I smiled gently, and stood up. The whole back to the school, Harry kept his arm around me, and rubbed my shoulder. It was nice to know someone cared. Now, if only the rest of the world would start giving a damn about me, then I'd be good. But I have a rather strong feeling that if I keep looking like this, no one will. Less food.. more workouts.. makeup...
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Yea, so not the longest chapter yet, unlike the one before it, which was long. But thats okay. Alright, so I dont know when I'll update next, because I have exams on monday and tuseday. Prolly soon, but right now its dinner time for me! Byes!
REMEMBER: Ideas? Thoughts? Comments? Improvements(other then spell, and grammar, because I already know) REVIEW!!!
Alright, well I've started chapter Six, so no need to stab me anymore, Snowbabyjo. lol.
So, yes, anyways- on to the chapter
Disclaimer: Yea. So. I dont own these people. If I did, I wouldn't be writting a fan fic. I'd be writting novels. And have lots of money....anyways
Chapter Six: Harry's POV
We where a thrid of the way to Hogwarts, and the trip had been rather uneventful. Malfoy didn't even stop in to say hi. In fact, it was so boring, that Ron was alseep, head on the window, and Hermione was asleep- head on Ron. The most eventful thing which had happened was the Lunch trolly lady came. Sad really. Ginny was starting to slip off to sleep, but kept fighting to stay awake. I came to the conculsion that it was only a matter of time before my head was on the window, and Ginny's on my shoulder.
A werid feeling came over me, as the mental picture of Ginny sleeping on my shoulder floated into my mind. I didn't get it really. I felt like I had to protect her. All I wanted to do, was hold her close to me, and never let go. Everytime she was around me, I felt so relaxed, but- so nervous at the same time. We had so much in common, and yet- we seemed so different. The emotions where beginning to get rather annoying. I closed my eyes for a split second, when I felt something hit my shoulder. Considering I was slipping off to sleep myself, I was a little spoked. Opening my eyes, I noticed Ginny was fast asleep on my shoulder. I lifted my arm up, and warp it around her, holding her close into my body. A faint smile formed on her face.
Looking out the window, I noticed how many dark clouds had formed. Knowing we still had about four or five hours left, so there was no hurry to move or get up. Relaxing, I closed my eyes and driffted off to sleep.
(dream) "Harry, Harry- look!" a happy voice chreed.
"Yea, Gin I see it. Its beautiful,"
"Aw, come on- get a closer look," so I did. I walked up to the peaceful lake, under the willow tree. I sat down next to Ginny, and warp my arms around her.
"I wish I could just stay like this forever,"
"Me to,"
The muffled sound of a yelp woke me up. Neville had been running down the hall, Malfoy's laughter echoing behind. I looked at Ginny who was now awake, as well, and not looking to happy, to Ron and Hermione, who where out cold, "I'll be two seconds" I said, standing up, and walking to the door.
"Look at him go!"
"Malfoy, what the hell are you doing?" I asked, sleeply, "Some people are trying to sleep here..."
"Well, hello Potter,"
"Just leave him alone,"
"You know I cant do that," Malfoy began to walk towarsd Harry.
"Stay where you are," I sort of ordered. Malfoy snorted, as if to say, 'you dont scard me' but stopped on the spot.
"Ohh, think you're all big and tough, do you Potter?"
"Not really. But I know you're not either, so just go away,"
"I dont like being talked to like that," I fully walked out of the compartment, and closed the door behind me.
"Well, I dont really like talking to you at all. So go away, and it slove both our problems,"
"Is there a problem here, boys?" Hermione asked, walking out of the compartment. Her hair was tied back, and her Head Girl Badge was clearly visable, "I wont need to talk to any teachers about this disruption, will I?" Malfoy looked from me to Hermione. He narrowed his eyes, and walked away.
"Thanks,"
"No problem,"
"Back to sleeping!" I declared, and sat back down.
"Harry, we should get ready," I looked at my watch, and back to Hermione.
"We've got two hours," I moaned, closeing my eyes.
"Yes, but we should be ready, incase we all drift off again," Ginny seemed to find the logic in this, and climbed up, opened her trunk, and pulled out here school clothing.
"Ron and I will garud the door," I moaned, and got up. Ron, dazed fallowed me out.
"I'm tired," he wined.
"Me to,"
"So why are we awake?"
"Because Malfoy's an ass,"
"Good enough for me,"
"I cant even go back to sleep,"
"Why?"
"Because I still have four pages to read from my book,"
"For Snape?"
"Yes, the bastrad," Ron snorted.
"Well, thats one way to discribe him,"
"It is whe your tired,"
"Your mad, Harry," Ron shook his head, "Out of your mind,"
"Yup,"
"Okay!" Ginny called. We walked in, and Hermoione and Ginny where dressed. Hermione had her skirt, sweater, and robe all on, with her badge showing proudly. Ginny had her skirt, french cut blouse, and robe on, "We'll gaurd, as you two get changed."
"Right," Ron said, as the two walked out of the compartment. Ron and I changed quickly. Ron put on his sweater, I, like Ginny, didn't bother, mostly becuase I couldn't find it.
"All clear," I said to the door. Ginny and Hermione walked back in, and sat back down. Hermione and Ron had no problems getting comfy, and sliping back to sleep. Ginny sort of sat there. Faking I yawn, I dropped by potions book. Perfect time, I thought to myself, because Ginny yawned at the same time. It had only taken be ten minutes to finsh my reading. As I closed my eyes, I felt Ginny getting close to me again, and my emotions seemed to go on fire. I warped my arm around her again, and automatically drifted off.
(dream)
"Ginny? GINNY!" I began to run towards her, but she was only getting frather away. Her body was nothing but skin. Her arms all cut up. Suddenly, saddness came over me. How did I let this happen? How... could I change this?
It hit me. I could change this. But how? How...
"Harry..." her weak voice called.
"Harry!" I opened my eyes, Ginny smileing at me, "Come on- where here,"
"Oh. I knew that," I retored, dumbly. I saw Hermione shake her head, as I stood up, and fallowed them out.
-
The four of us sat in the cariage, and the ride up to Hogwarts was rather quite. The excitement seemed to wake everyone up, and no longer where we falling asleep where we stood. I looked out the window, up to the large building. I was home.
Tasnfer: Ginny POV
I fallowed Harry out of the compartment, half of me just wanted to reach out for his hand- see if he'd hold it. But I didn't I couldn't. Not only was Erika standing right behind me, and would make some smart ass comment if Harry didn't, but I felt to weak. Maybe I could eat tonight. I suppose if I count my calories, and watch what I eat, I can always work it off later. Yes, later. It felt werid, allowing myself to eat in my head. And the closer we got, the more foods poped into my head, the more caloires counted up inside me, the fatter I felt, the less I wanted to eat.
"Gin, ya coming?" Harry called, smileing at me from the end of the corridor.
"Yea, yea- I'm-a-coming" I smiled, blinking a couple of times to stop myself from passing out.
"You know he's only doing it out of pitty, right?" Erika hissed into my ear, "Your his best friends little sister- so dont go getting your hopes up,"
"Shut up," I hissed back, and ran to catch up with Harry.
"You okay?" Harry asked, looking at me from the corner or his eye.
"Yea, yea- I'm fine," I assured him, as I pulled my arms around my gut, and tried to push it in.
As we walked up the large stairs into the great hall, people where pushing and shoving to get inside. Laughter, and smiles where visable every which way from students excited to get into the school. I felt weak trying to push everyone out of my way, and almost fell over a few times. I looked up, my vision blurred to see that I had been sperated from the others.
"What's a matter, Ginny? Did your little friends leave you behind? Did they get tired of dealing with you?" Melady's taunting voice echoed behind her. Ginny turned around to see the girl with long, blond hair, and crystal blue eyes looking down at her. Her perfect body made many boys turn and look at her.
"What's going on, Mel?" Erika asked from behind. I turned my head to look at the raven haired, dark eyed girl behind Mel, "She's not causeing you any problems is she?"
"Oh no, just asking her where her little friend went,"
"Isn't that easy, they left her," Erika and Mel laughed, walking away. Tear began to run down my face. I pushed past everyone infront of me, and ran off crying. I ran till I reached the Qudditch pitch, where I made my way into the change room. The room was empty, other then a few benches and a mirror on the wall. Sitting down on one of the benches, I began to shake. It was getting cold outside, and I felt so alone.
"Ginny?" I lifted my head, and looked into the mirror infront of me. My skin was pale, hair a mess, and I still looked fat. There stood Harry, his hair a mess, perfect skin, and bright green eyes, "What's wrong?"
"No-nothing," I lied, rubbing away the tears. He walked over, and sat next to me.
"Ginny, look, you know you can talk to me. I'm not going to make fun of you, or tell anyone." Harry paused and looked at me, "I promise," I looked over to him, and saw me refelection in his glasses. Yet, his brillant green eyes seemed to make my apperance seem unimportant. He was worried about me, really and truely worried.
"It's not important," I lied, looking away, "Really, I'm okay,"
"You know, Ginny, you're a horrible lier," I laughed a little, and sat up stright. Looking into the mirrior, I was shocked a little. Harry's arm was around me, and he to was looking to the mirror. A small smile had formed on his face.
"You two should get up to the school," The mirror suggested.
"She's right you know," I pointed out.
"They knew where we are,"
"They- do?" I turned to Harry, confused.
"I told Hermione to tell one of the teachers that I went after you because you where upset and ran off,"
"You- you didn't," I was shocked. Would they come out? Would they know? Would they tell anyone? Thounsands of questions ran though my head, as I began to panic. Harry seemed to read my mind.
"Relax, I also told her to tell them that I'd take care of it, not to send anyone, and not to say anything,"
"Thank god," I muttered, wipeing the last tears away from my eyes.
"Come one, let's go back up. Hermione and Ron will have saved up seats," I smiled gently, and stood up. The whole back to the school, Harry kept his arm around me, and rubbed my shoulder. It was nice to know someone cared. Now, if only the rest of the world would start giving a damn about me, then I'd be good. But I have a rather strong feeling that if I keep looking like this, no one will. Less food.. more workouts.. makeup...
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Yea, so not the longest chapter yet, unlike the one before it, which was long. But thats okay. Alright, so I dont know when I'll update next, because I have exams on monday and tuseday. Prolly soon, but right now its dinner time for me! Byes!
REMEMBER: Ideas? Thoughts? Comments? Improvements(other then spell, and grammar, because I already know) REVIEW!!!