Yuki's POV
Sometimes its hard when you loose the one you truly love. Was something wrong that I did? Of course. I didn't tell Shuichi my true feeling's to him, I held back. A coward to tell him. And now this. This sadness, anger, misery, bunched together into one small ball....
I remember all the times we had together. I try so hard not to think of you Shuichi....why? Why did you leave me?
Tears flowed down my cheeks. I held the cold limp body in my arms. I held him close. I didn't want to loose him. I really didn't. I'll give up everything for you Shuichi. I'll find you.
I slowly took the knife out of Shuichi's body. Then put it to the ground.
Emotions filled inside of me. I closed my eyes, picturing Shuichi's smiling face. That brought even more tears to my eyes. Now, with Shuichi gone, why live? He was everything to me. I loved him. Tried to care for him, but my body pulled back on it.
What keeps me here? All these years, I've been so cold. How is it that he can bring me love? How can he bring me out to be myself? But what brought him to the decision to kill himself? What went to terribly wrong in his life?
"I loved you Shuichi.... Know this Shuichi, I loved you more than anything! And you left me to be alone!" I yelled.
I remember going to the park with him once....
FLASHBACK
"Yuki! Did you see that bird? Wasn't it pretty?" Shuichi turned around smiling from ear to ear.
"Yuki, I want to stay together forever!" Shuichi clung onto my arm.
END OF FLASHBACK
There was never a life for me. Shuichi, you don't you how you betrayed me. Left me, you wanted to be with me, then why?
Thoughts whirled through my head. Maybe it's the only choice... I need to brake through this misery.
I picked up the knife, wiping Shuichi's blood on the carpet. My hands trembling, heart pounding. Was I that scared to?
I took my free hand wrapping it around Shuichi. I can stop the pain.
I stuck the knife through my chest. I slowly fell to the ground. Blood pored out of me. Making a small pool of blood between Shuichi and I.
I took one last breath. Before my own life was gone.
I opened my eyes, was it all just a dream? I looked around. It was black. Everywhere. I looked down; I was in my own blood.
"Yuki...."
I turned around.
I eyes became wide.
"Shuichi?" I gasped.
His eyes became full of tears. He ran over to me, giving me a tight hug.
"I'm sorry...it was a mistake..." He sobbed.
I got up. The blood soaking my clothes.
I think now, we both made a mistake. We gave our lives away. But now, our love can go on forever.
Yeah I know. This chapter was shoter than the other one. But hoped you like it. Don't yell at me for the ending .